I'm a loser
The Lotto ticket says
I'm a bruiser
Veins are running red
Like a river
Flowing to the sea of redemption
Flowing back to me
I'm a bleeder
The gurney and the lights
I'm a cheater
Saved again in spite
Of the sorrow
Tears are running red
Like a river
Flowing from my head
And I say...
Strike up another number
Pick Six and let it fly
Strike up a new tomorrow
A new chance to get it right
Strike back and up the ante
Bet on infinity
Slap me down and strap me on
My gurney to the sea
I'm a seeker
The Lotto ticket says
A believer
Veins are running red
Like a river
Feeding all the trees
I'm a bleeder
Me and all the leaves
And I say...
Strike up another number
Straight/box and let it fly
Strike up a new tomorrow
A new chance to get it right
Strike back and up and ante
Bet on eternity
Slap me down and strap me on
My gurney to the sea
c2009 Mary Ann Farley
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The Drawing Board
a journey in chronic pain
Mary Ann Farley
- Location
- Hoboken, New Jersey, USA
- Birthday
- January 18
- Company
- www.maryannfarley.com
- Bio
- In 1999, at the very same time I was diagnosed with a serious blood clotting disorder (Essential Thrombocythemia), I also felt my face explode in a type of pain that no one could explain. After 13 months, I finally learned that it was osteonecrosis of the jaw (also known as NICO), a complication of the blood/bone marrow illness. I've had untold numbers of surgeries during this time, having spent most of it in pain. In 2004, the blood condition caused an internal massive hemmorhage during which I lost 70% of my blood volume, which in turn made the jaw infection much worse. This blog will detail my journey with chronic pain and all of its accompanying complications and emotions. I'll try to be as honest as possible without shooting myself.
MY RECENT POSTS
- Six...No, Two...Degrees of
Donna Summer
May 17, 2012 04:54PM - Revenge of the Invisible
March 31, 2012 11:24AM - Pain for Sale
March 27, 2012 09:47AM - Open Call: Occupy America! (My
NYC pix)
November 01, 2011 12:31PM - How I Quit Smoking (6 months
and counting...)
September 20, 2011 12:51PM
MY RECENT COMMENTS
- “I was actually an intern
at Rolling Stone Magazine
a
looonnnggg time ago, and
eve…”
May 21, 2012 09:50PM - “You did???
Awww...thanks, Willie.
:)”
May 19, 2012 11:01AM - “Tragic story,
beautifully told.
A
few years ago, I attempted to
explain
depression…”
May 18, 2012 01:11AM - “Rita...I can relate!
There is definitely a certain
freedom in
invisibility. I
rem…”
April 19, 2012 12:56AM - “Thank you for your
comments, ladies. Mypsyche,
I'm confident
that you'll be a
won…”
April 18, 2012 11:30PM
Mary Ann Farley's Links
- New list
- Mary Ann Farley's Etsy Shop

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