im scared,as in iv never felt so raw as i do right now

iv been doing some research into diabetes and needless to say its now scared me shitless,i was diagnosed with gestational diabetes while pregnant with my daughter,after she was born via emergency c section the medical staff assumed it… Read full post »

as the title says this will be continued when we get net set up in the new house

we`ve moved 238 miles to the south west coast where hubby grew up,luckily the babies love it,little man loves having so much space to run arund in and the sea air is perfect… Read full post »

as the title suggests i have n idea where to start but if i had to id start here :

im 24 today which is no biggy.

on the serious side of looking at my life it seems to pan out this way

im 24,married with 2 children one of whom … Read full post »

a chipped cup
a slammed door
a undusted table
another bruise

you was never happy with just grounding me
you always had to take it one more step
it was never just a cross word
it was always a fist

i could scream or cry
but you never seemed to… Read full post »

i found an online article today that made my brain tick

was about the choice some mothers make not to breastfeed and the associated  guilt.

for medical reasons my son was never breastfed and without formula he would have died yet i have been called a bad mother for not being… Read full post »

well the wedding has been and gone

im officially a mrs now :D hehe

the day went without (well almost) a hitch,a couple of people couldnt make it but waited until the morning of the wedding to call me and tell me grr which needless to say i wasnt impressed with.… Read full post »

a friend sent me this and its been a while since i indulged in something random :)

What are the initials of the last person you kiss?
  K.LH.M

When was the last time you kissed her/him?
  about 45 mins ago

Do you regret things?
no point in regretting something… Read full post »

well last night was great as i finally managed to get my hair braided and with a week to go till the wedding :D

BUT today was amazing as i had my 22 week scan and we`re having a little girl! YAY so ill have one of each :)

shes a… Read full post »

4 days till the scan

11 days till the wedding

WOOOOT

am very excited :D

that is all  Read full post »

being sick sucks!

my lovely hubby to be gave me hes cold,seems he hasnt realized sharing germs is not caring!i cant take anything of use to get rid of it either as all the pregnancy safe meds do bugger all :(

but on a good note the wedding plans are coming… Read full post »

this month is turning out to be the worst month of all

to start with i have two different ante natal appointments

3 meetings with annoying health visitor and so called support worker(if i need support ill buy a goddamn sports bra!)

my "lovely" in laws invading for the weekend before… Read full post »

i am now 20 weeks pregnant which is the official half way mark and damn it couldnt come any quicker!

am actually really relieved to have got to this point with so little problems :) after my son was born at 32 weeks (8 weeks premature) i honestly thought i never… Read full post »

arrrrggghhhhhh!!!!

my  friend was supposed to be coming down to do my hair into braids for my wedding but turns out she cant make it due to work ect.

not good am so stressed out as it is with a list as long as my arm of things i still need… Read full post »

ok so as the title says im not 100% sure how i ended up on open salon but hey im open to new things so here goes!!

basics first

My name is titch,im 23 (24 in feb),i have a son and a 20 week bump,we live in london with my… Read full post »