- Lima, Ohio, USA
- January 23
- micalpeace - Hippy Mike's World
- Uh, well let's see. I am, uh, well, no probably shouldn't go there, so, I will, uh, no, not that either. I am, hmmmm.
MY RECENT POSTS
- Dancing to silence
March 09, 2014 11:10PM
- Drowning in the ...
March 03, 2014 12:49PM
February 20, 2014 08:37PM
- lil' soldier
February 16, 2014 07:37AM
- Standing deep in it
February 12, 2014 02:23PM
MY RECENT COMMENTS
- “James I come to your
blog o read your posts because
not simple reads.
February 22, 2014 12:16AM
- “I want to thank everyone
for their very kind comments.
is what I have
January 02, 2014 05:39PM
- “Joisey Shore as a matter
of fact they do.”
January 01, 2014 09:14PM
December 10, 2013 11:47AM
- “Rita thank you for such
a kind comment.”
December 10, 2013 11:34AM
- MY LINKS
Dancing to silence
Nothing in this world is the same. The changes are profoundly painful and confusing. Even a hammer is no longer just a hammer just as ever single word that is spoken is subject to scrutiny now.
Drowning in the shit
I am sinking in the shit. Drowning in the shit. I cannot pull myself out anymore and there is no one left to help pull me from this valley of shit.
Don't ever give up oh give up don't give up on me little soldier don't give up on me
But haven't you already gave up oh comrade we no longer stand toe to toe fighting the demons f/… Read full post »
I keep frantically try to get dear brother involved in a texting conversation but he is he obviously preoccupied with his family and Sunflower is going for mammogram tomorrow and is nervous which makes me nervous so she w… Read full post »
Silence, my love, Near Death for a long, long time.
It's the Saturday before the Super Bowl. I for one could give a shit about it. I like Paton Manning and that is as far as it goes. I usually watch the commercials online. This… Read full post »
(My amazing grand son, Wyeth)
When the darkness came
And when the darkness came it was time for the blind drumming to begin to ward off the evil spirits that lurked in the corners of the village during the day but when the darkness/… Read full post »
Back to the basics
Well another weekend almost over. Back to Monday and the daily grind. Dialysis, arguing with the people at the dialysis clinic, the old black man that transports me and listens to WMNI AM which plays absolutely memora… Read full post »
Snow covered mind
I woke up this morning knowing I was going to have to throw up to get on with the day but it wasn't going to happen quickly. I was first going to have to spend a few hours swallowing hard. Breakfast came. It was eggs, sa… Read full post »
Prelude to 309
Well dial-kiss-my-alasys went well. I am just waiting for my driver to get here.
"Oh driver? Do you think we could take a spin down to the short north for a quick happ… Read full post »
It’s funny well no it’s really sad how friends can just drop off the face of the earth and not because there was a conflict no people’s lives just change. They may have moved or they are an ex where you both just see the wor… Read full post »
Oh I get it now!
I came out of the hallucination and was awakened by a song that I didn’t recognize and yet it sounded so much like a Beatles song. Of course the announcer was that same guy which means… Read full post »
Time takes a cigarette, puts it in your mouth. You pull on your finger, then another finger, then your cigarette. The wall-to-wall is calling, it lingers, then you forget oh, how, how, how, you're a rock n roll suicide. (David Bowie, Rock and roll suicide… Read full post »
I am at a loss for words. I feel myself tumbling, plummeting from the grand floating extraordinary clouds and know that I will eventually fall through the last cloud and either be rumpled to death in a horrific way or I will continue to fall into a new… Read full post »
No one can have the truth get out there. It’s a justly perfect example of how our government does not work anymore. How our schools are crumbling in front of us. How the one percent is still w… Read full post »
It’s all about the way we look at things
He was a strange man and had always been that way. His ideas were liberal and at times radical to some. He always however knew right from wrong and he always tried his best whenever he wasn&… Read full post »
I hear too many arrogant voices tell tales of our demise as if our words never mattered. Fuck them all where it is dark and dangerous!
The problem is that we all got sick and diseased and dying or even in some… Read full post »
Today is a day where I realize that my disability and illness is a burden to my daughter Sunflower and my dear brother. Don’t get me wrong dear reader they do this with nothing but patience and love but today as an example my unb… Read full post »
The pangs of loneliness cut deep like a butcher knife.
The remembering of things long gone is like hands tearing out my guts.
When those moments of memories hit your daily working and highly functional mind you feel the sensation of sheer terror immediately wanting to cry. The fascinating thing about this whole scenario is that you don’t have a clear ima… Read full post »
Blind in one eye (New Title)
I’m not dead yet
I’m not used to people showing love, care and concern for me. It doesn’t mean that I haven’t had people showing me love, care and conc… Read full post »
I remember in the early days of this experience I was let loose on Christmas evening 2012 and I went to my Dear Brother’s home. It was just my dear brother, his oldest boy, tuck and myself. I was thrilled to be at my/… Read full post »
I found myself saying to my dear brother, “Your three older brothers have not made good and rational choices throughout their sad occasionally miserable lives. Ah but there were those times of magic, like playing like rock stars, like astronauts and like kings.… Read full post »
Laying on my side waiting for the nurse to come with my pain medicine. They occasionally will just ignore you not because they are bad people no they just are not the same person they were a couple days ago. They are annoyed and impatient.… Read full post »