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AUGUST 29, 2010 11:26PM

Things I Lost in Hurricane Katrina

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Five years after Hurricane Katrina, I see no point in revisiting the misery of that week for me and my family, for venting outrage over the government response, or weeping over the wound New Orleans suffered. Instead, a  list of a few things I lost in the storm, and miss still.

  1. My Gibson Challenger Guitar. Gibson doesn’t make the Challenger any more. It was a starter model, certainly not top quality, but it had excellent action and reliable pickups. It was a gift for my 16th birthday, and I learned most of what I know about music today on it. I left it behind in the trunk of my car, a place safe from the wind, but the water overtopped the car and soaked the guitar, ruining It.
  2. All the papers I wrote in college. The residue of four years of college English was a formidable stack of essays about almost every aspect of English literature. Not that most of them were anything to brag about, but it was the only record I had of four years of collegiate thinking.
  3. A rocking horse. Belonged to my wife, a toy she played on as a child in Africa. It was plain wooden with painted-on eyes and mane, and it had the words “Made in the U.S.S.R.” stamped under the saddle. My wife has no idea where it came from, or how her parents got it.
  4. Patches of Godlight: Fr. Tim’s Favorite Quotes. This Jan Karon book is a notebook of quotes by Father Tim, fictional hero of a series of Christian novels. I have never read the series, but the book was given to me by my grandmother shortly before she died. She had marked the passages she said reminded her of me with paper clips and post-it notes. (Most of the quotes she marked were about literature and the reading life.) I had kept the book in my car, but one month before Katrina I brought it into my house. For safe keeping, I thought.
  5. Swingset in the back yard. I bought a kit from Home Depot and built the thing out of pressure treated wood myself, with the help of several family members, over one weekend in 2004. My accomplishments in carpentry in this life have been few. I took more pride in that edifice than it probably deserved.
  6. A New Orleans Brass Hockey jersey. Believe it or not, New Orleans used to have a hockey team. Sometime around 2002 the team announced it would be changing jersey styles, for legal reasons I will not get into. I loved the old design and disliked the new, so I bought the old-style jersey before they were gone forever. The jersey survived Katrina and I was able to dig it up from under a layer of muck in my bedroom closet, but it fell to pieces when I tried to clean it.
  7. My sheet music collection. After 20 years of guitar lessons and many teachers, I had amassed a collection of handwritten sheet music for hundreds of popular songs. My teachers had transposed the music especially for the guitar. Although it is always possible to buy sheet music, the songs here included guitar riffs and special fingerings that you can never find on music store shelves.
  8. My medical school notes. When I finished my last lecture in medical school, I took all my lecture notes and handouts and stacked them up. The stack measured 5 feet, 5 inches tall. In that 5 feet were pages of notes, diagrams, and photocopies that I spent the first two years of med school trying to commit to memory. I have since forgotten a good part of it. Sometimes, though, I have to fight a twitch to go back to my notes to help me remember what they tried to teach me way back when.
  9. A ukelele. Bought on our first big family trip to Hawaii. The thing was almost impossible to keep in tune, but once there, had a very pleasing sound. I never really learned how to play it, though.
  10. An unopened champagne bottle from our wedding. In our refrigerator, which ended up face down in the kitchen. By the time we re-opened our house, the power had been off for over a month. I wouldn’t have dared try to open the fridge, and shudder to think of what was growing in there. We were saving the bottle for our 10th anniversary, which is this year, by the way. Better that we made it to 10 than the bottle, but I wouldn’t mind having the bottle too.
  11. Our baby’s crib. Two kids slept in that crib. It was one of those things couples spend more money on than necessary when they are expecting their first child, thinking they will hand it down to their children when they have children of their own. Silly things newlyweds think.
  12. Photos from our San Francisco honeymoon. I have backup copies of my digital photos in so many places I could never lose the entire collection. But we went to San Francisco back when digital cameras still cost over $1000, which is another way of saying I didn’t have one. I brought a Minolta film camera with me, and all the photos and negatives are gone.
  13. My white coat from medical school. It was hanging in one of the bedrooms of my house, and the pockets were stuffed with the same notes, pocket-sized reference books, and the reflex hammer I had when I took it off after my last day in medical school. I finished before the days of the smart phone, and thus, in one pocket was a first generation Palm Pilot loaded with a searchable drug program on it that bailed me out of many jams on rounds.
  14. A photograph of my grandfather. It hung on the wall in the foyer of the house, and was taken when he was in his twenties, probably around 1935. It was the only picture of him I had that explained why everyone in the family old enough to know said I looked like him.

One thing you learn when you lose everything: how little you really need to get by in life. Then you get a new job, acquire more stuff than ever, and start rooting against natural disasters more than ever before.

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I miss my architecture portfolio -- complete with the only copies I had of published articles about some of my projects.
I miss the best leather jacket ever – complete with a warm zip-out liner, compliments guaranteed.
I miss all the family photos hanging on our hallway wall.

We went out to dinner yesterday, and raised a glass to us.
Best to you, too.

P.S. The link from the front page of OS to your article seems to be broken.
You have written this so well...something about specifics that brings us inside a feeling. I loved reading about your treasures.

P.S. I think your numbering system went off. After the number 9.

Rated.
I lost a trunk full of my writing from high school and college. I try to tell myself that much of it is better off underwater, but it's painful to think about.
Losses are painful but perspective is the only way of coping. You are blessed to have your lives and your learning. My sympathies. I understand the sentimentality.
~R
I lost my first guitar, too. It was a Yamaha folk guitar I bought when I was 16. It took me two years to pay for it, a few pounds a month, and I took the bus into town to make my payment in person at Bennetts's music shop. That was in 1971 in Southampton, England. My guitar was 34 years old in 2005 and I still played it every week when I led the liturgical music group at the school where I worked. It wasn't just a "sentimental" object, it represented many of the things that were important to me and played an important role in my professional life as a religious educator.
Excerpt from The Beatitudes: A Pinch and Scrimp Adventure by Lyn LeJeune, amazon.com in both Kindle and book. A book for and about New Orleans (proceeds go to The New Orleans Public Library Foundation)

She had grown up in a New Orleans housing project shamefully named Desire. Desire had been constructed in an isolated area northwest of greater New Orleans, bordered by industrial canals and railroad tracks. Pinch often recounted her nights as a young child lying on the floor under a matted blanket listening to gunshots in the night. Desire had been built in the late 40s over the Hideaway Club where Fats Domino had played his first gigs. Pinch swore she could hear Fats sing “My Blue Heaven” just for her. As Pinch’s childhood tumbled forward, she learned survival skills. By the age of twelve, she had tried just about every street drug going and stole to keep from going hungry, acquiring the nickname Pinch. She would have been doomed to a child’s death but for the help of an aged aunt. Pinch pulled herself up, finished high school, and made it through college by working sometimes two shifts as a housekeeper in seedy hotels that bordered the Ninth Ward. A city auditor once asked her why she hadn’t worked in the Lafayette Square District or the famous 625 St. Charles suites. “You could have paid for a Ph.D. with the tips alone.” And she replied: “Well, I guess ‘dis sista just feeling mo’ secure wid da brothers. Ozanam Inn be my place, homeless peoples and all.” Then she rubbed his arm. The poor guy broke out in a sweat, brushed his thinning hair back with an aged-spotted trembling hand, and looked at me for intervention. Later I asked Pinch why she’d stuck it to the auditor; she shrugged her shoulders and replied: “I guess just every once and a while I have to remind myself where I come from. Pride has many forms, love.” Pinch had overcome. She was the bravest person I ever knew.

Elijah Rising