I said I do

and I did

I loved you

I honored you

God how I hate you

you werent satisfied

to just dishonor me

to disrespect me

no

you had to make sure it hurt

you wanted to leave scars

on more than just my flesh

you destroyed me

starting with my self esteem

and chipping away

all the way

to my self worth

You emasculated me

humiliated me

and all the while laughed

at my suffering

You wanted me to experience

all of the the pain

that had ever been heaped on you

You made me pay

for every violation

every humiliation

you suffered at the hands

of someone who should have known better

I know

you didnt deserve it

but neither did I

you should have known better