Moana

Moana
Location
India
Birthday
March 16
Bio
A writer who has to write JAVA code for a living but dreams of someday reaching the elysium where letters would be all that she would need to exist.

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DECEMBER 8, 2010 1:48AM

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You bring sunshine into the room when you enter on the bleakest of days. You are or at least you give a very convincing appearance of being full of joy and vitality coupled with the innocence of a child’s. Your optimism feigned or otherwise is infectious.

 

You are or like to think of yourself as very organized, diligent and hardworking. You give your 100% to any enterprise you undertake. Perhaps you are considering or have already started something new (a job, hobby or any new undertaking) and intend to give your all to it. You take good care of yourself. You are not one to drown yourself in chocolate over a rejection or a breakup.

 

Your past contains some terrible pain; a physical death or maybe a metaphoric one, a relationship gone very wrong killing a small part of you. It has scalded you and now colors your view of every new relationship you may consider. You are afraid to let go of the pain from your past. The ghosts haunt you still or maybe you are afraid they will haunt your future. Let go. Make your peace with them. Only them can you start a new life, the rest of your life.

 

Whatever may have happened in the past, recently you have received new hope; the unexpected fulfillment of a dear desire, some fabulously wonderful bit of unexpected luck.  You’ve perhaps experienced healing of old wounds.

 

You suddenly feel like a changed person, a new person as if you’ve been reborn. Right now you’re you feel adventurous, reckless, almost giddy with excitement. You are unfazed by risks as you prepare to embark on a new relationship or a new enterprise of any sort. Your head is in the clouds as you see the world of immense possibilities open up for you. You are all set to fall headlong in love all over again if I may say so, maybe with the same person. A little caution though would avoid unnecessary disasters. There is a reason for all this. You think that you may just have found your soul mate, you have met someone new or I repeat have just fallen in love with the same person again.

 

But there is this small part of you holding you back, reminding you of past failures, pain, you do fear things going wrong like the last time. As a result you may be feeling oversensitive, maybe even unmotivated to take the next step with the traitorous memory goading you with “What’s the point?” Maybe you are overanalyzing things and letting lessons from the past to dampen you new found enthusiasm to explore new avenues of love.

 

Sometime in the immediate future you will receive a positive communication regarding either a new job (or career path or some creative undertaking) that you have been waiting for. Or alternatively you maybe invited to a party that you’ve always wanted to go to but never thought you could.

 

There is struggle you’re involved in which maybe external but most probably is internal within yourself. You are afraid of losing or your better, courageous self losing to your weaker nature or your external opponents. You are afraid of being defeated by treachery or deceit.

The outcome, well you are magical. You can turn dust to gold. You only have to want to. You can take the bleakest of situations and make a success of it. You can do anything. There are no wrong decisions; you cannot lose so just go for it.

 

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