


Top: Old Executive Office Building (EOB) viewed from White House side.
Middle: Old Executive Office Building viewed from front, Pennsylvania Avenue, side. West Wing of the White House can be glimpsed on left.
Bottom: West Wing White House Portico entrance viewed from West Drive. West Drive runs between White House and Old EOB.
Related post: Motorcycles: A Magnificent Obsession, Part One.
Part Two:
I immersed myself in work, almost giddy about the fact that I was working in the Executive Office of the President. I wanted to do the very best I could and immediately realized that until I learned to competently do what was assigned to me I would be a drag on the system; and that would make a perfectionist like me miserable. That only spurred me to work longer hours as well as coming in every Saturday and some Sundays.
Soon I was spending almost all of my time at work, ignoring my family. I told myself that was alright because I was working for a wonderful President who would help change the world, and that this was the chance of a lifetime. As I became better at my job my superiors heaped praise on me. Rather than just saying “thank you” and slowing down to a normal pace, that only further spurred me on.
My private home life did not really exist. My children were an after thought and my then wife, Jan, fit nowhere in the equation. It wasn’t that I didn’t like my kids or wanted to shun my wife. It was that they simply were not relevant to my ambitions. I told myself that if I were to really make it in Washington, well, there would be plenty of time for them then.
As for now, they should understand and support me in my career. I was bringing home more money each year. We were saving a little all along. My school loans were being paid back on schedule. And we should be able to buy a house in a few years. They had it good. That is, I thought that they had it good. I never asked them what they thought.
Motorcycling was relegated to an after thought for the first year at the Executive Office. I rode my Honda to work almost every day, year round. But it was only a convenient source of transportation that got me the eight miles to and from the Executive Office far quicker than I could in a car. And, with the bike, I never had a parking problem.
In those days the White House staff and the Executive Office staff were far smaller than today. There were less than 100 people working directly in the White House and about four times that many working across the alley in the Executive Office Building (EOB) where I worked. The EOB, the former Navy, War and State Department building, is on the corner of 17th and Pennsylvania Avenue.
In that building, joined to the White House by an underground tunnel, were the Offices of the Vice President and the Offices of the staffs that formed the Executive Office of the President. The largest of the Executive Office organizations, the Bureau of the Budget, where I worked, occupied all of the first two floors except for a small suite of offices for the Vice President.
The rest of the building was occupied by the other, much smaller, branches of the Executive Office: the Council of Economic Advisors and the Office of Science and Technology. Maybe a half dozen other small, semi-permanent groups had offices there as well, such as the Water Resources Council and some environmental task forces.
The Secret Service has some of its detail stationed in the EOB on the ground floor (the floor below the “First Floor” that one could enter at street level.) The tunnel to the White House connected to the Basement level further below.
To give an idea of the small size of the President’s support team and the looseness of security, the first time I rode my Honda to work I stopped at the west Pennsylvania Avenue front gate of the White House, waved a photo ID at the guard and entered the lane between the White House and the EOB.
The guard had never seen me in his life, knew nothing about me, and the laminated photo pass could have been made by anyone. I then proceeded to the parking area immediately opposite the White House entrance and parked my bike on a cement pad reserved for bicycles and a couple of motorcycles. There was no further security as I turned west and entered the EOB.
Had I turned east into the White House there was one guard sitting just inside the double door entrance. Later I would routinely enter the White House that way and the security was the same; wave a photo ID and be waved through. This was true even after President Kennedy was killed in Dallas. After that the gates around the White House were kept shut except when in use and employees and visitors had to sign in as well as producing ID before entering the area.
I got to know a couple of the guys who parked their motorcycles there and one, Earl Darrah, turned out to work in the same Natural Resources Division that did. Earl would come to be my best friend and motorcycling buddy. Twenty years later he would be the best man at my wedding to Sue. He died three years ago from cancer. We visited him at his home in Tampa shortly before he died.
From 1963 until 1968 I worked in the Executive Office, being promoted annually from grade GS 9 to GS 14 in less than four years. It was not possible to rise in the Civil Service faster than that. My workaholic nature was paying off in my career.
My family life was a shambles. My children were growing up for all practical purposes without a father. My wife soon gave up on trying to have a life in which I was a true partner and decided to go back to work once the kids were all in school.
She was quite successful in designing and running a technical library for a nuclear energy consulting firm. It provided her some satisfaction, but that was small solace for the virtual loss of a husband.
It was at about this point where I started spending more time with a mistress that I had started hanging around sporadically since high school. Her name was alcohol. She was sly, forever agreeable, offered no resistance to my advances, and didn’t object to sharing me with either my work or my motorcycling.
Next: Unfortunately Booze, Work and Motorcycling DO mix.
Monte
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FANTASTIC insight into a very cool job. I know how work can interfere with family, but as you know and learned, they come first and we have to put our foot down these days.
Peace,
Greg
Sorry for the loss of your long-time friend ... sounds like you two really enjoyed each other.
Can't wait for the next chapter ... :)
Greg: you had me guessing there for a while as to who was commenting. What handle are we going to get used to next week?? ;-)
When you are 23 and invincible it is absolutely amazing how egocentric and arrogant you can become without even noticing it. Lives of people you love can be irreparably damaged; and they were.
Thanks for coming back for round 2, 1IM. Where I worked was wonderfully exhilarating, but there was no excuse for the way I treated my family. At the time I told myself I was doing no harm. It is incomprehensible to me now how I could have been so bright in some things and so stupid in others. "Bittersweet" is a good word for what it feels to record this now.
UK: thanks for staying with the telling of this tale. There is indeed a binary kind of feeling about those days as I look back on them through a lens fifty years removed from the site. Some memories of those times are fond. To say that others are "not so much" so is to be, as you always are, graciously kind. Thank you.
Monte
It was in the late 60’s and riding a bike was being free. No helmet, just the wind in your face with the feeling you were invincible.
It was a Kawasaki 175, a bike I had altered strictly for off road. It was for people such as myself who wanted to drive on the edge. It had a 64 tooth sprocket that was the equal to the lowest rear end ratio you could get for this bike. I consistently road to the edge for the thrill of it. Barely in control while riding at that narrow edge. I was young an invincible.
In realty, I was lucky.
More than once it rode me down on hill climbs when I lost it, the bike on top as we bounced down the hill, beating on me with each rut we managed to get past on the way up but visited each on the way down.
How I ever managed to keep from being injured beyond a few bruises amazes me now as riding off road at the limits of control was asking for trouble.
Riding dirt bikes are much different than riding on the street. I felt it was too dangerous to ride the streets and one of the few times I rode the bike on the street I had to lay her down to avoid being hit by a car.
It now has been nearly 40 years since I sold that bike. I had a back injury from work and my doctor and my wife felt I should stop riding.
Every once in a while I get the urge to buy a bike for street riding, and each time someone I know is hit by someone not paying attention and the urge is gone.
Now that urge is back.
You've got me now. gotta go read part three!
I'll be working on Part 4 this weekend and it deals almost exclusively with motorcycling exploits, often when drunk that is true, but mostly with having "fun" on bikes. We thought it was all fun in those days; looking back on it some of it is really stupid and bordering on insane. We survived but I'm really not sure how.
Monte
If my job gets wind of my blogging and gives me grief, I'll just change my photo. No biggie. I'm not going to let "the man" get me down.
:-)
Happy Turkey to ya
Hope you didn't over eat. I ate the same amount as usual at the meal but there are a lot of left overs which will undoubtedly tempt me into submission as the evening goes on. There is some blackberry cobbler that has been softly singing to me from the kitchen. Ah, I can hear it now...............
Monte
I ate a lot earlier, but I went with the most nutritious of the foods. We went to a massive get together with extended family but had a great time. We mostly clowned with the kids. (I'm a big overgrown clown at heart) and I had most of them climbing on and riding my back. :-)
Watched the Titans dismantle the Detroit Lion Cubs.
Yawn. Turkey is kicking in...
Peace and Love,
Greg
I'm trying to imagine what route you took to work - Mass Ave, Connecticut, Rock Creek Parkway, N. Capital, NY Ave or 16th street?
or did you come up from Virginia? egads!
The early career years are like that, aren't they? I hope your story gets better - although I fear it will be worse before better, no?
off to read some more...
lps
Thanks for taking the time going back through this little partial memoir.
Monte