life we live versus life we imagine world we wish for versus world we survive in every one proceeds with effort grapples each day struggles risks wins loses endures blood bone brain surgery amputation misinformation suffers abuse humiliation psychological injury permanent harm already jumped off cliff need want nothing dream is another matter rich get richer poor get poorer system stays same is it worth it hired killer limps away bleeding with the money demons troll streets man gives birth to monkey rips off woman's face  grasshopper hangs hiimsself with rope tied to genitals neck clock ticks terror in time's square cell phone activated bomb detonates high school kids running for cover woman rescues man trapped under mountain of shit war drags on drug deal goes bad woman swallows 6' python snake everyone concieves murder numb wonderful life we separately define girl screaming crying head buried in tears later revealed is technique to gain sympathy man beats dog to death yet dog survives damaged eternal damn darwin no god to rescue us just shotgun and bottle hard what if science proves spirit world god destiny fate determined by planets stars we are all living karmic lives based on people creatures we do not remember what if people throw out hierchy rethink past build new world tell me why what is wrong with us can we get along can we make it worth it?