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She is falling, her dress flies all around her, she sees no end, not stopping, no slowing down. Visions pass by her eyes as if she is seeing her life all around her. Pictures in her mind of days long ago. Smiles, laughter, anguish, fear, so many feelings. Faces she remembers,… Read full post »

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JANUARY 10, 2010 4:27PM

In Dreams - Darkness

The darkness falling, silence, floating, light. She looks down, the dress, black lace over a blood red shell, she’s beautiful. Pale skin, jet hair, crimson nails, still floating. People, statuesque, glowing eyes. Trees, going on to nowhere. Fire, dancing. A chill runs slowly down her sp… Read full post »

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JANUARY 9, 2010 6:29PM

In Dreams

She was in a daze, looking around, everyone she knew was there, parents, children, friends, in a large chair, people touching her face, fixing her hair, makeup, this is a gift to you they say. People she did not know, brushing, coloring, cutting her hair. Don’t touch my hands, I just… Read full post »

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JANUARY 8, 2010 5:59PM

In MY Dreams...

Sometimes I wake up in the middle of the night, and have some seriously weird thoughts going on inside my head. So, lately I have been jotting them down. [there is no real order as these are bits and pieces I remember]

#1 “The room was suffocating, people everywhere,… Read full post »

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JANUARY 8, 2010 2:00AM

Victim or Survivor! What are you?

This is a question I think we all need to ask ourselves. Whether we are disabled or healthy. I know many ‘healthy’ people that act the victim. Life is not fair, they got dealt

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JANUARY 7, 2010 3:36PM

Positively Speaking

Now, while I know a positive attitude is ‘healthy’ that does not mean I have to be positive all the time. My friend Vicki pointed me to fabulous blog;
http://www.guardian.co.uk/lifeandstyle/2010/jan/02/cancer-positive-thinking-barbara-ehrenreich

Lines like ‘enough of all this posit… Read full post »

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JANUARY 6, 2010 5:21PM

Living with Multiple Sclerosis - Part 2 newly diagnosed

[cont. from Living with MS - Part 1]

SMACK!!! That’s what it felt like for me when I was told I had MS. Fear, anger, depression, confusion, why, why, why, and a whole bunch more expletive words, which I will not mention! :-P