My Words, My Thoughts, Just Me

Bloggings of an Aspiring writer And an everyday woman

Ellen Blackford

Ellen Blackford
Location
Pittsburgh, Pennsylvania, USA
Birthday
August 29
Title
My words, My thoughts, Just me
Bio
My name is Ellen, I am a freelance blogger, I have a numerous amount of blogs through out the internet and this is just another one that will too get all of my attention. I am also known as N1t3ang3l on the ever so infamous Youtube.com

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JANUARY 13, 2011 10:39PM

Train to "Original Me"

Often in our overly social lives we end up in what most call a relationship, we end up being part of a “couple”. A word that means more than what it just sounds like. When some one mentions the word “couple” I don’t think of just being happy and holding someone’s… Read full post »

NOVEMBER 18, 2010 10:02AM

Internet Applications and Employment

Have you noticed today that you can’t even walk into a Pizza Hut or a SubWay and ask for an application? That now you have to have access to the internet in order to attempt to obtain employment. I have been to many places in this small town I live in… Read full post »

Have you ever had a dream that was just so real that you woke up and could not tell what had just happened? Have you ever had a dream where you could feel things, I mean really feel what was happening in those dreams; The emotions, and the… Read full post »

“A torn jacket is soon mended; but hard words bruise the heart of a child. “
By Henry Wadsworth Longfellow


I think Mr. Longfellow had a great point here. The words of our parents hold so much meaning, and have such an effect on us. It doesn’t matter though… Read full post »

NOVEMBER 14, 2010 2:22AM

Murderers and Punishment


   Murderers, do they really get fair trial or do you think we are too soft on them? Are you against or all for the death penalty? Personally, I don’t think that those who take life so freely such as Manson, Dahmer, Chikatilo, or Gein, get what they truly deserve, I

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NOVEMBER 7, 2010 11:07PM

Excessive Drugs

We all deal and express our emotions in our own ways, so why is it that we go to psychiatrists and counselors only to be told how we should behave and how we should deal with what we are feeling? Aren’t we just paying someone to tell us that what we… Read full post »

OCTOBER 31, 2010 8:40PM

Sweet Victoria

 

Simple day

Boring place

Conversations with no point

A pocket full of change

Yet no useful coins

This is life

There's no use in looking

For what you can't find

 

A boy and girl

Race this world

Hearts full of hope

Headed to a place

Not yet known

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OCTOBER 31, 2010 1:36AM

1:38 A.M.

1:38 A.M.
 As the time falls down on us all

We run around only to crawl

from the wounds we inflict

on ourselves, what it this?

We are twisted, we are sick

  We walk away

trying to erase

All the pains in the past… Read full post »

OCTOBER 29, 2010 10:46PM

Destructive Serenity


Destructive Serenity
 
 
Silence Deafens
This aching dark soul
Shrouding pain
Bleeds on the bed sheets
Yesturdays tears
Choke out the cries
The sun shines
Yet its still dim and grey
Razor words
Cut the strings of hope
The blood that runs
Only runs colder yet
I see the end
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OCTOBER 29, 2010 3:20AM

If

If I could I would be there with you
Holding your hand
Going through it all too

If I had the chance I would come to you
I love you,
You know I do

If I could bring myself to it all the time
it would lose meaning
I'm sorry for this heart of mine

If we could watch/… Read full post »

Hamilton Howard "Albert" Fish (May 19, 1870 – January 16, 1936) was an American serial killer. He was also known as the Gray Man, the Werewolf of Wysteria, the Brooklyn Vampire, and The Boogeyman.  A child rapist and cannibal, he boasted that he had "had children in every state,"and at one… Read full post »

APRIL 29, 2010 10:30PM

Vampyrism

 

 

Lips of Deadly Seduction

 

--Tale exemplifying the superstition -- The Vampyr state of the body in the grave -- Various instances of death-trance -- The risk of premature interment considered -- The Vampyr Visit.

In acknowledging my former letter, you express an eager desire to… Read full post »

Starbucks, ever been there? No? Well what about a coffee house in general? I know you have at least passed one in your lifetime if you live in a large city like I do. You see these people in there with her tall,medium, or grande caffeinated drinks and… Read full post »

MARCH 17, 2010 9:00AM

Literate Starvation

You know sitting here and writing again makes me think on all the things I do with my spare time. Myspace, Youtube, and blogging... Is it a waist of time? Or is it conducive to my choice of chosen profession as a writer? I write all the time… Read full post »

MARCH 15, 2010 6:38PM

Life Impressionable

Well as all of you know I have not been online much so there should be a lot for me to update you on, am I right? Well no, not really. I am still living the same mediocre life of a wanna be writer here in the city… Read full post »

MARCH 14, 2010 6:16PM

Washed Away Dreams

The morning cigarette and email check. Then it’s back to the writing for me. What a wonderful way to spend every single morning don’t you think so? I think on what I always wanted my life to be and to tell

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MARCH 13, 2010 9:39PM

The opening to my soul

I am not sure where this first blog is going, I just know that I feel the urge to write something in here. I guess I will start with...

   It was a normal day like any other, I woke up and felt that familiar feeling of groggy achiness. I… Read full post »