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JANUARY 2, 2012 12:52PM

Dear K----ji you are ever so kind

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Dear K----lji

Heard that you told someone you had counseled me,

Am deeply touched with your kindness and consideration

And this is to specially thank you for all your kind help.

Here is wishing you a year exactly as good as mine

Enjoy!

N

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What I do not want:

Love or even kindness and least of all 'help'

Not because am proud but simply because

I think all that would be a waste on me

chrys 

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What I do want:

To die attended

and at peace

in the privacy of some place I can call home

that has flower pots in low wide window sills

red chrysanthemums and bright geranium

that has a table at which many people have sat

and eaten hearty meals and drunk and laughed together

that has rooms filled with the cadence of

(bihaag and kanara and kedar and bach and Tagore songs)

memories of musical soirees

held in memory of the dead departed loved ones

to die in a city where being single is not a sin

in a country where being single is the norm

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  geraium

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Really liked this, no specific reason I can articulate. Thank you.
To die attended

and at peace

in the privacy of some place I can call home...

yes just right. attended. some may be of insighful intuitive
glimpse into
interactions of this world & next,
and witness something quite extraordinary.

gotta admit, i wanna die well.
Lovely haunting words, but I think you have plenty of living to do yet.

Genuine love and kindness can never be a waste in my humble opinion.
I like this comment you just made. I always wanted to go home, too, so I recreate it where I can. About hair- I cut mine way off about 12 years ago and let it start growing again in 2003? Anyway, it's back and while I'm not ensnaring men in the tresses, I do enjoy it.
Keri (a hug to ya, thank YOU :)), Jim ("I gotta die well" :) ), Linda (well, .... scratching my head here, reluctantly admitting, yes, Mam, you are right) Jane : yes mam, I wd love to have a man after all and I never once said I do not care or want one just that, it has to be one that I want and it is just that if that doesn't happen my way, shall have no other way :) and the part abt chopping off hair made me smile, why do we do it, but I dont miss mine, bec it is a huge relief without that jungle behind your back, I really dont think long hair and I had mine reaching below the hips, makes everyone look good, some look better without them, and am one of those.
Jane Smithies do NOT need hair man-trap, the thing underneath the hair is sexy enough for ten men I think, so enjoy the freedom while it lasts and in any case it is so damned expensive - hair I mean, you save eighty dollars every month for not having hair on hair care and cuts and conditioning, but I have no idea if eighty dollars is imp to you, it wd buy three good books, woman! And yeah, trust you to guess that - am not saying what out here in the open :) Love and hugs. A very happy Rolling (cause of happiness is I got a place, got the book been dreaming off, better still the office bought it, so now I can get the other half which isn't that expensive and kind of complete the set, and my book is almost complete, I have no money still, but I have a plan and so well, am saying thank you God o and three more days bef I am honeward bound yippeeeeeeeeee - mommy here I come - you americans mustnt laugh, in India people continue to live with their parents even when they are fifty :) and mine cooks damn well - after half a year of bad canteen food, am looking forward to running water, shampoo, a genuine blunt cut, a good bed, warm room, spotlessly clean sheets, the comfort of my own table, my own cup, fragrant tea, real tea not the ginger masala concocted bullshit patient's broth they think is tea, here, and home cooked food, lotsa fish, shrimp, lobsters, wallow in mom's freshly washed sundried clothes - I love to lie on them when she gets them off the line and piles them on the little bed no one sleeps on - the sun smells of life and love and happiness :) )
Phyllis :) are you sure? nut jokes apart you huys live in a cold country and hair keeps you warm, in the tropics hair is a hassle :)
Jane, yeah Punjabi kulcha or paranthas are nummy nummy nummy :)