Newton Fortuin

Newton Fortuin
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APRIL 13, 2009 2:20PM

The Vortex

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"Where fear is present, wisdom cannot be." – [Lactantius]

Imagine having a pup that at some point starts pulling down your washing. And because of this you decide to severely beat it as punishment. Due to the fear you are inflicting, what likely will happen is that it will develop an uncontrollable compulsion to remove washing whenever it sees it. And the more severely it is punished, the more likely it will pull down the washing. This will happen again, and again, and again, until such time that you are forced to give the poor dog away as it would then, because of its fear, have become a completely uncontrollable beast. And though you may yet be successful in controlling the behaviour, in doing so in all likelihood have irreparably diminished the stature of the unfortunate creature.

 

This is basic animal psychology, and I would suppose basic human psychology as well. To understand the greater dynamic behind our own compulsion to do wrong, one must realise what temptation is beyond its general religious context. The most important, if not the only appreciation, is that temptation cannot exist without fear, and specifically, the fear of the negative consequences of our actions.

 

So for instance the person that fears heights is in fact tempted to jump. And what prevents them from jumping then, is that they resist the temptation within pulling them to do so against their conscious will.

 

And equally if we become fearful of committing sin, unfortunately based on the aforementioned deeper dynamics of mind, we similarly will be more tempted into sin. This ironically is because the myth for those who so strongly fear sin have become so real that their greatest fear is that they will fail in this monumental endeavour, and therefore to one day be cast into the eternal furnaces of hell. Sadly then they are so desperately praying for what they don’t want, that in doing so get sucked into the hell on earth that they so dearly wanted to avoid.

 

This is also the primary reason that many of the victims of sexual violation feel such extreme guilt. They indeed feel as if they had sinned because of the negative religious connotation of the act of sexual intercourse as sin. And thus, since the sexual act had taken place – albeit against their will – are overwhelmed by how they may have been complicit in such an abominable act.

 

The realisation one must make is that these uncontrollable compulsions within one that seems to draw us to do things that are not in our best interest, using the language of the religious, is in fact the devil that results from our distorted thinking. This is particularly the case in how we formulate our fears. And therefore the devil does not exist, except for how we advocate for him within our psyche.

 

To appreciate the distinction between temptation and other forms of attraction one must distinguish temptation from tantalisation. According to the dictionary definition: to be tempted is to be attracted to do wrong, whatever our definition of wrong may be. While to be tantalised is to be attracted to something that is considered good, but usually perceived as being somewhat out of our immediate reach.

 

Therefore based on the definition, temptation is a negative attraction that usually goes against what we may consider as good or beneficial and thus its association with fear of its consequences. By creating the mental delusion of sin and the consequences of heavenly judgement, those who have bought into it have inadvertently allowed a monster to enter into the subterranean depths of their consciousness. And now have to be constantly vigilant, or be doomed to eternal damnation.  

 

This is a human nightmare no matter how one looks at it. For those who succeed to stay clear enough from this deadly Vortex must remain on guard for the remainder of their lives. They are forced to maintain a perpetual state of neurosis not to succumb to their sinful desires, or else face God’s wrath. While those who fail are taken along a path of darkness and despair that only the most fortunate can ever return from.

 

And ironically those who believe they are pure and beyond sin – the self righteous amongst us – are not truly spiritually alive to begin with as they are too cowardly to live their authentic life. This is because they are too concerned about the faults of others, than living their own life. And their hell is senility as they have failed to nurture their timeless essence, so remaining a prisoner held captive by their own limited thinking.  

 

© Newton Fortuin – 2006

 

Shade Four of The Seven Shades of Darkness

 

[The Devil]  [The Victim]  [The Enforcer]  [The Vortex]  [The Strangler]

[The Cavilier]  [The Conjuror] 

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I decided to post this thread about sin after reading an extract titled Doubting Thomas in Tom Cordle's blog.
Your posts always provoke thought. I believe aberrant behavior coincides with risk factors that entice and seduce normalcy, as defined within one's social setting. Self-righteousness and hypocrisy are inevitable. We learned this with the tenants of puritanical thought that still permeates our social dogma. --rated--
They certainly do, and I suppose, as part of the greater social dichotomy, they must. It's just that it's consequence very often are either lame conformism (The Enforcer), or social aberrance. Nevertheless I'm a product of Calvinistic Puritanism myself and I don't think I turned out to be either, but the proclivity (or the proverbial shadow influence) is important to consider within one's own psychological makeup.
Any thinking being that repeats behavior that is guaranteed to bring painful or negative consequences is not properly built. Such an entity is missing an important component of it's survival instinct and nature needs to take it's course before there's too much suffering. I know of practically zero healthy puppies who will repeat the offending behavior when severely abused.

People repeatedly sin because, at some point, the have received a stellar benefit from the act.

Somewhere along the line, such people found out that they will get praise or love or attention or support for their actions. At some point the results tickled the pleasure centers in the brain . At some point, even intermittent and rare positive results, or results that mimic being positive, became enough to sustain the behavior. And at some point, even the most vitriolic punishments can't fix the broken brain's desire for pleasure.

Maybe there are addictions beyond external, physical sources. And sin, then becomes illness.
Thanks for your input Zuma. I'm a lecturer at a local university, and what I've observed is that those who come from very staunch religious homes very often are the first to derail due to social influences, drugs and alchemical. Not all though, for very often they may also remain very obedient and diligent as well, or in the very least, very religious.

What is evident is that good behavior during childhood that may have been induced by a very strict fear based religion, very often results in rebellion later on. But this is not what I'm talking about, it is more of an anxiety response when confronted with situations that they they should resist.

It is so that those who fear heights for instance literally get drawn towards the edge, and that they have to virtually consciously stop themselves from actually jumping. I'm certain for many who are brought up with a fear based religious dogma, may experience a similar unconscious attraction as those who experience phobias, simply because this is what fear induced behavior control does.

This though does not account for all aberrant behavior, but my suspicion is that many actually do suffer from what I would otherwise call a sin phobia--albeit that it is not acknowledged as such.

About dogs reacting this way, more submissive one's will very quickly conform if punished, but it is the one's with a far more energetic and lively temperament - more personality so to say - who will resist the punishment. And should one persist to the point of wanting to break their will, one may induce behavior which will have the opposite effect. I'm not a pet psychologist, but it is known that physical punishment leads to an anxiety response in dogs, where, whenever they are stressed, they have a opposite reflex response which they cannot seem to control.

By the way, I wrote about 7 shades of darkness, and the fear of sin I considered to be one of them.
All this talk about sin and compulsion and fighting against the urge to strip laundry lines, etc, made me think back to a radio show I heard years ago while stuck in traffic on the way into downtown Chicago. I couldn't come up with very good search terms to locate it on the This American Life website, so I looked up "Hell House," which was addressed in the same radio show. (Check that segment out too, but steel yourself beforehand. It's your Enforcer theory in the fascinatingly horrific flesh.)

Anyway, the whole show is called "Devil On My Shoulder," and the Prologue is what your Vortex theory made me recall. You might say that the five souls interviewed have unusually thin membranes between their conscious and unconscious minds.
oops - here's the link:

http://www.thisamericanlife.org/Radio_Episode.aspx?sched=925
Thanks for the link. Will get back to you as soon as I get an opportunity to listen to it. By yes, the devil the religious tends to be so fearful of sadly is their own unconscious creation.
Fascinating link but scary link. It does point to the many ills afflicting America at this time, but the "hell house" play takes the cake for being messed up shit, and that its being packaged and franchised as well is even more scary. Randy's story however was quite uplifting in a way and does point to the next installment of grace, and how our unconscious seeks to point us to our truth, and that how much of our mental pathology stems from there.

Quick link: - Devil over my Shoulder