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NOVEMBER 1, 2009 10:44PM

Nature's Trick

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Nature drops rainbows underfoot to crunch,

bright leaves

  bathes leaves in brilliant sun,

brilliant

pools colors in the puddles.

leaf puddle

 

A distraction? The end's inevitable,

death with clouds

and the path is clear.

bridge over pond

We'll  shrug off life, like Autumn's blanket.

leaf shadows

 

 

I want to splash in the flow of life, 

splash

but see the face of death in Fall's reflections.

 

pond reflection with sky

 

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This is the anniversary of my Mother's death, and the season of her birth. From the time she was a little girl, Mom expressed herself in writing. She found solace in words, as a poor kid of immigrant parents, as a single Mom in the sixties, and as a woman struggling with Bipolar Disorder for most of her adult life.  Recently I found the following among her papers:

 

Change is inevitable,

deny it or not...

it comes like a 

dark cloud overhead...

 Hovering and hanging

within vision.

 Because of my history,

you guys got me labeled...

You look backwards, 

while I move forwards.

 Adios, amigos!

 

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Wow, haunting words, your moms. She talented lady. You too. What fabulous photos. Scrumptious.
The images evoke a strong sense of knowing the inevitable sequence of life. Your mom understood the sequence and embraced her own path. What treasure you have found in her papers — thoughts. You write with the same passion as your mother. ~R~
This is lovely Nora. Today is my late brother's birthday. He too struggled with mental illness. Your mother's words are poignant and familiar to me.

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Just stunning Nora. Pretty easy to see that her writing talent carried on in you.
Polly - Haunting is a good word to describe Mom's words. They seemed to echo the sentiment I was trying to convey with the photos I'd taken at the cemetery.

Chuck - I'm glad the photos conveyed my sentiment. Her papers certainly are a treasure, and I've dug them up to sift through.

Brie - I know how hard it is to mark the passage of what should have been a happy day. I'm glad, and sad, that you could relate to Mom's 'poem'. I hope you found a way to celebrate your brother's life today.

Roger - Thanks. It's nice to think I can carry on some of Mom's good qualities.
Wise words.

The last time I've seen such beautiful leaves I was in Wisconsin.

Rated.
Beautiful and well said.
Thoth - The pictures were all taken in Chicago during the last few weeks.

tai and bikepsychobabble - Thanks for coming by.
This is beautiful on so many levels.

Your mom's words capture a lot--especially the last two!
Absolutely gorgeous.
Such beautiful pictures and sentiments. And then to add your grief for your mom and her own words. . .incredible. Fall is one of those things where beauty and death are so closely related--it's just mind-blowing!
Nora, your photographs are beautiful. I love how you put together this composition, first drawing me in with the happy rainbow underfoot, then moving into the haunting reflections of past and present; death and the process of death; then ending with your poetic mother's words. Beautifully done.
Those damn labels and tags need to be cut out of the shirts of everyone. They are just irritating and senseless. Your photos are great and the poem is a perfect companion.
Such a beautiful poem and lovely photos. Your mother sounds like a deep and passionate woman.

I love the colors of fall. I've been looking at a firelit tree outside the window all day and it's made me happy. The sunlight hits the red leaves and make them glow.

Here's to your mother and to you!
The poem is remarkable. She had something to say, all right. A lovely remembrance.
mypsyche -

Duaneart - Thanks alot.

Karin - Hi. I love Fall, too - is so over -the-top in driving home a mesage, isn't it?

Kris - These shots must look familiar. Thanks for organizing the photos safaris. Friends like you balance the darkness of this time of year!

O'Really - They'll just print them in indelible ink, or implant a chip if you irradicate the labels!

Gwen - Glad you're enjoying the color show Fall's putting on. Chicago has really been hanging on to the leaves this year.
Mom was nothing if not passionate, and the palette of Autumn colors is the only one that could do her justice.

jimmymac - Mom always had something to say!
Glad you stopped by. Wish it was a cheerier post for you, today.
I don't know what to say about this, so...being quiet is nice.
mypsyche - oooops! I really did intend to say something back there......
something like, Glad you liked it. Those last two words seemed fitting for dio de los muertos.

Floyd - Now I don't know how to respond to you being quiet.....glad to see you're back to your unquiet self on your blog.
Oh my, this grabbed me! Both the imagery of Autumn, which I love more than any other phenomenon of nature and how you wove into this, your mother's anniversary of her death, her connection to this magical time of the year and the poem she left...the real icing on the cake and this fine, poignant post. Got me deep.
Great pics. Love the saturated color.
This is lovely. The photos and words are gorgeous. My mother was born and died in the fall as well, and it holds special meaning for me. Love the leaves. :)