Nature drops rainbows underfoot to crunch,
bathes leaves in brilliant sun,
pools colors in the puddles.
A distraction? The end's inevitable,
and the path is clear.
We'll shrug off life, like Autumn's blanket.
I want to splash in the flow of life,
but see the face of death in Fall's reflections.
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This is the anniversary of my Mother's death, and the season of her birth. From the time she was a little girl, Mom expressed herself in writing. She found solace in words, as a poor kid of immigrant parents, as a single Mom in the sixties, and as a woman struggling with Bipolar Disorder for most of her adult life. Recently I found the following among her papers:
Change is inevitable,
deny it or not...
it comes like a
dark cloud overhead...
Hovering and hanging
within vision.
Because of my history,
you guys got me labeled...
You look backwards,
while I move forwards.
Adios, amigos!










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Chuck - I'm glad the photos conveyed my sentiment. Her papers certainly are a treasure, and I've dug them up to sift through.
Brie - I know how hard it is to mark the passage of what should have been a happy day. I'm glad, and sad, that you could relate to Mom's 'poem'. I hope you found a way to celebrate your brother's life today.
Roger - Thanks. It's nice to think I can carry on some of Mom's good qualities.
The last time I've seen such beautiful leaves I was in Wisconsin.
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tai and bikepsychobabble - Thanks for coming by.
Your mom's words capture a lot--especially the last two!
I love the colors of fall. I've been looking at a firelit tree outside the window all day and it's made me happy. The sunlight hits the red leaves and make them glow.
Here's to your mother and to you!
Duaneart - Thanks alot.
Karin - Hi. I love Fall, too - is so over -the-top in driving home a mesage, isn't it?
Kris - These shots must look familiar. Thanks for organizing the photos safaris. Friends like you balance the darkness of this time of year!
O'Really - They'll just print them in indelible ink, or implant a chip if you irradicate the labels!
Gwen - Glad you're enjoying the color show Fall's putting on. Chicago has really been hanging on to the leaves this year.
Mom was nothing if not passionate, and the palette of Autumn colors is the only one that could do her justice.
jimmymac - Mom always had something to say!
Glad you stopped by. Wish it was a cheerier post for you, today.
something like, Glad you liked it. Those last two words seemed fitting for dio de los muertos.
Floyd - Now I don't know how to respond to you being quiet.....glad to see you're back to your unquiet self on your blog.