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APRIL 28, 2011 10:31AM

When a police officer wants to talk to you about your blog.

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A few weeks ago I got a voicemail from my wife. "Sweetie, an MTA police officer stopped by to talk to you about your blog." I was in the tunnel that runs between Grand Central Terminal and 125th St and was without a cell signal.

I took a later train than usual and my arrival time would be after seven p.m. I was in shock and surprise during the next 80 or so minutes wondering which blog was in question, when I realized which one it was. It was written in a few moments of frustration about canceled trains, delays, during the worst part of winter.

Mortified, I realized that I probably could have chosen my words more carefully. But a visit to my home from the police. No doubt they had driven up over 70 miles from New York City to want a interview. Where would it lead? Arrest? Interrogation?

I sat humbly for a long time thinking about this. My wife and I finally connected and she gave me the cell phone of the police officer, who I called.

He said that he wanted to meet face to face to discuss my blog and that his visit was only a formality. We agreed to a time about ten minutes after I arrived home from the train station.

Shortly after I arrived I let my dogs out in the back yard for some much need exercise, and a late model SUV parked at the entrance to my driveway. Two gentlemen dressed in suits walked up the drive and I met them halfway down the driveway.

The police officers identified themselves and explained the my post had surfaced and was being reviewed as a possible threat. The officer stated that I said some harsh things in my blog. I commented that I could have chosen my words more carefully.

The officer said he had read every blog post since I joined Open Salon, and had determined I was not a threat, but his boss wanted him to visit me in person. His fellow officer explained that there was no action that was going to be taken against me and that the file would be closed following this meeting.

We talked about the shock he caused to my wife, given that I could have met him in New York, and he apologized.  We all shook hands and they left, leaving me profoundly mortified.

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That would have shaken me up pretty good. Unbelievable. That must have been one helluva ride home.
Boy, I guess I'll probably be getting a visit from the estate of Bea Arthur any day now.
Wow, all I get is people who want to know where to eat when they come to town (to see a celebrity). Glad they realized you are cool.
Wow. How horrible. Like science fiction but scary. R
Wow.. you just never know right?
Incredible..
rated with hugs
My guess is maybe someone who read it reported it or something. Wow.... this is ridiculous.
I am more than a little disturbed by this. How on earth did a policeman get notice of a random blog posting? Okay, maybe you ranted in a way that could have been interpreted as a threat but still, one blog out of billions? The odds are pretty extreme against it. I wonder now if my current work of fiction is being copied down by some FBI agent as they prepare a warrant for me. This alone inhibits the free expression clause of the first amendment.
OEsheepdog, wow, that's quite a story!! "You make the headlines" and someone at the MTA reads them. I knew they called this a publishing platform, but............................!

Now to put the shoe on the other foot, imagine if some of us had a call from Salon Media Group and they wanted to pay us a visit at home about the posts we have written about how slow the site is at certain hours of the day!
D Art -- Shaken is the operative word.

Shel -- If you can't do the time, don't write the blog.

Buffy -- I should be so lucky.

Sheba -- scary is right.

Ink -- I am not joking; I was treated respectfully and professionally.

Linda -- exactly ...I guess I can't become a Supreme court justice now.

neilpaul -- this was a weird experience.
That's the only Way you can get the 'authorities' attention. If your jailed?

Cops and magistrates don't protect you. FBI won't help. You get placed on probation.

You get placed on a "... Potential domestic security threat list." and phones is tapped.

FBI calls t be "briefed"...
You go to jail with no trial.
No attorney dare defend you.
You pay $250.00 for court transcripts.
The probation officer dies. I loved her.
The District Attorney drops dead. Sigh.
No one answers your letters to congress.
You tell the cops. They follow you to court.
After a while cops stop over for brewed wine.
Cops aren't all awful. They forewarn of Trouble.
So - Take a Sigmond Freud doll as your Lawyer?
I refuse to piss in jugs. Then - You chat with Judge.
How else can we peaceful citizens get to convey Ideas?
Sunny?
FBI?
Kim Doan is still getting ripped off. Bank stole her laundry,
home,
health,
washers,
dryers,
and still`
charge `
Usury!

That's Why?
So - blog @ OS.
Discuss hair dyes,
tight tutu styles,
and be honest.
No fear truth.
Drive slowly.
20- mph or`
slower and`
cop smile`
and wink`
give cop`
finger?
No way!
Behave!
Be nice!
{{cue combination of Dragnet and Twilight Zone tracks}}

Eh hem.

Actually I think about this every time I post to one of my Afghan Hound dog lists, or email friends who have the breed, thinking about another friend who has a friend in Afghanistan that we've probably all talked to at one time or another about the breed - I expect my email addy was flagged long ago ;).

I can only say that the poor schmuck stuck reading my emails has my sympathy :D.

Rated for the walls have ears.
I find this incredibly disturbing. Yikes.~r
and honestly, if that happened, that's just wrong and fucked up. George Orwellian. Let's all go turn on the shower :S
If I threaten someone then I can get people to actually read my blog??

HMMmmm

Thanks for letting me know.

;-)
Whoa! They should never had upset your wife with this. A phone call would be more appropriate and even then, what the hell are they spying on you for? I have written some hell and brimstone stories myself. Perhaps I should tone it down, but I don't think I will. We still have a few rights left, I hope!
Looks like you're more influential than you thought . . . sure, it's in a "yikes" kind of way, but still . . .
Joisey- it takes someone physically attacking a woman before they will provide meaningful restraint, but they are willing to go to the home of a blogger to harass him for a single post when they can tell by his other posts that he is not a fruit loop? Now that type of "protection" is truly fucked up.
Good grief. I just posted a piece about Sprint, my not-so-communicative communications company. Hope they don't send MIB to my door...unless they're bringing me a present. Rated.
My plan now is to make psuedo-threats to the subway system, have a cop read all of my blog postings and then watch his head explode.

Is this really anyone's idea of keeping us safe? How is it they catch this but every person who has actually done something has posted threats and video all over the net beforehand and that gets missed? I hope you asked him if he at least rated you.
First, how did they know your name.
Second, looked at your posts, could be the Nuclear plant post. Did you have clearance?

Did they tell you the nature of the threat?
Harassment:"In the legal sense, it is intentional behaviour which is found threatening or disturbing."
Cops calling your wife and hunting you down at your house to talk to you about personal commentary made online is harassment. OE is not a troll or a creep. I can't imagine anything he posted was that inflammatory that they needed to seek him out in such a manner.
Is this about the post where you wanted Howard's head on a platter? Wow. just Wow.
I don't buy it. They said point blank that they read all of your blogs and "determined" you weren't a threat. Then why show up at all. Like anyone reading any of these posts, they were free to contribute to the comment feed.

Hmmmm....I guess it's not poor servers clogging up OS...it's all the police monitoring our posts. LOL.
Yikes! It is amazing how these blogs of ours get around. That would have scared the bejeepers out of me.

Lezlie
You're kidding, right?
Wow! If it makes you feel any better, my father worked for BD - their headquarters were located across the street from a bank. Long after he had retired, the headquarters were moved and they were about to demolish the old building (a real shame if you ask me...). Dad went to take some photos to remember the place. Several days later, the FBI showed up at my parents' house! Dad had been caught on surveillance tapes at the bank and they worried he was a potential bank robber. In one sense, it's nice to know someone IS paying attention, that doesn't make your heart get out of your throat when "the law" is at your front door. R
As the old saying goes, "practice restrain of tongue, pen, and keyboard.*"
*Updated for the digital age.
Btw, who was mortified you, the police, or both?
R
I don't think any of us can imagine how bad it is. I called a vicious and corrupt cop, who was ruining my life, a "keilbasa," on my blog , and soon was jailed without charges or bail for 31 days. I never made a threat or committed a crime and went through the bowels of hell for saying that someone looked like a sausage.
That STORY is coming up soon.

Art James knows of what he speaks! Our rights and liberties are a huge lie. I'm sorry you had to get such a fright but this is the scary reality we all live in now.
This is unsettling.

I got confused by your last line: "We all shook hands and they left, leaving profoundly mortified." Should there be a "me" after the word "leaving," or are you saying that the police were the mortified ones?
Hande -- Actually you find find the post by doing a google search. that is probably how they found it.

bobbot -- I'm not going to discuss the merits of this. I'm just posting on my own mortification.

John -- Obviously Emily at OS doesn't perceive me as a threat.

Art -- An EP and Art James comment. I should go buy a lottery ticket.

seer -- I'm just glad there isn't an Old English Sheepdogistan. I feel ya.

Joan H-- I appreciate the fact that they looked at all my posts and were not jumping to any hasty conclusions.

Julie -- It's in the archives and Zanelle's comment describes it.

Jennifer -- I hope so too.

zachery -- assuming we use your logic, it gets EPs too.

Harry -- I'm not going there.

Joisey -- thanks for your comments

Tilapia -- I had time to recall which post they were concerned about on the train, and they confirmed it.

Scanner -- The officer was sincerely apologetic about that. I graciously accepted his apology.

Owl -- Yikes indeed.

Zanelle -- Yes, indeed. A google search of that gentleman's name reveals my post in the first ten hits. Tag carefully.

gary -- Their supervisor wanted them to meet in person, so that if something untoward happened to the subject of my post, the record would reflect that I was interviewed.

Lezlie -- I was distressed.

John -- No joke. Not kidding. I have never been more serious.
Yep, Big Brother is definitely watching. I have mixed feelings about this. I get bluesurly's point. On the other hand, this response seems like overkill, since he read your other posts and decided you didn't sound like a threat. We live in an ever weirder world.
Let me guess. Was this the post that got their attention? Sheesh!
Bike -- yes you are correct about the post.
Joisey-
Sexual harassment can be a single occurrence, why not harassment by the authorities? This was a singular waste of manpower, if nothing else. Where the hell was their professional judgement regarding priority of need and allocation of resources??

And yes, I'm merely a nurse, but do you honestly believe the post in question required an inquiry by the authorizes? If you do, we will never agree and arguing further will do neither of us any good.
Okay, I am now officially chilled to the bone, and there's no excuse for that because I know full well what's going on, and so do you all.

Most of us have no idea how much surveillance we're under on a daily basis. What you see in the movies barely scratches the surface.

I was going to post some explanations....but it got too long and, besides, you're better off not knowing.
God damned rating button.

BTW, this would be an excellent post for Salon. com. Suggest it to them.
Our tax dollars at work. . . .
I'm finished reading it, and I am still mortified. Now there is a file somewhere with a report that includes why they noticed you, how you appeared, your surroundings, etc, and their intermediate conclusion. It is one thing if there were a specific crime that was being investigated, and then eventually an arrest. This situation is different because its all about the permanent paranoia. Green Day's lyrics go, "welcome to a new kind of tension, all across the alien-nation..." It's a good thing that you are the solid character that you are. Wow, that's creepy.
At least you know someone's reading your blog!
The point I think is why would it merit a visit by law enforcement? What did it accomplish? "He looks like a stand-up citizen, okay, all is well." Bizarre. Lucky for you, Sheepdog, that you don't fit a certain profile. Reading the bulk of your blog posts should have been sufficient for them to determine you were no threat. Sounds like intimidation to me to make you think twice about post such negative (but perfectly legal and first amendment protected) opinions in the future.
I don't get how they knew to contact you in the first place. Somewhere is there a link between OEsheepdog and your real name?
Wow! Scary--the dreaded knock on the door.
I guess its now official- the First Amendment is canceled.
Sieg Heil.
I always knew you were dangerous.

That's frightening and a disturbing waste of public money. I've written a couple of posts about local politics that have gotten comments from people involved, but at least they were favorable responses.

I bet you poured yourself a couple of stiff drinks after that encounter.
I'm not the only one, then! xox
That is crazy scary. And I guess it's easy to get your real name and phone number, etc.? I laugh about my mafia post - many people have said I should take it down (it comes up on a google search with my real name), but since I said nothing defamatory, and it has been almost two years since I wrote it, I remain unconcerned about a whacking.
I hate that you now have a "file" - I was arrested once, on entirely false charges (suspended license, error on the part of the DMV) and HATED that my fingerprints were now on file - I was exonerated, but still, there's a record.
This is the weirdest thing I have ever read on OS, and that's saying something.
OE, I should clarify, I was questioned because of some 'very homosexual in nature' pieces I have written. I wasn't questioned by police, but by a political organization whom supports a candidate I did an interview of for OS...xox
Whoa, that is really weird and disturbing! You just never know who's reading, do you? (In looking over my past blogs, I see that the one I wrote about how much I hate Christian rock has gotten over 10,000 views. I suppose I should be afraid...) :-)
I don't see that a visit from the cops, after publicly expressing a desire to behead a specific individual (along with posting his name and photo on the internet) is all that out of line.

On the other hand, I remember a few years ago in Maryland the wife of then-governor Erlich publicly expressed a desire to shoot a specific individual (Brittney Spears). This was while speaking into a microphone at a conference on domestic violence (!) Somehow I doubt she got a visit from the cops. I just think the law ought to apply equally to everybdy.
You don't say what it was they considered "harsh." They could have been paying you a compliment. It's still supposedly a "free" country.
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hepting_v._AT%26T

Also, Most OS users would probably like to know that AT&T has a special contractor relationship with the DOJ/FBI by way of the Patriot Act and actively stores information and data (text messages) which are then relayed to the Feds for contingent interception (upon your suspicion in a criminal act, authorities can review them, but they are sealed until then).

However, they do exist in a file until that time comes...
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Policeware

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Carnivore_(software)

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Echelon_(signals_intelligence)

These are the major programs by which the POLICE and the FBI monitor blog, email and text-message traffic. A worthwhile read.
BTW: I have posted these messages 3 times and they keep getting lost. Are you deleting them? I think its important to inform OS readers about ECHELON and CARNIVORE
Remember, the FBI looks for PATTERNS in blogs, emails, cell phone traffic, book purchases, blockbuster rentals, library check-outs and the like. They constantly cross-reference all these databases against eachother and then cross-reference these against additional databases.

They compile files based on patterns and patterns within patterns.

An old law school professor once told me that, pursuant to ECHELON and CARNIVORE, maybe 15 percent of all Americans have an electronic dosier. This is a far higher number than the number of Americans with a paper file in the FBI. Furthermore, you can't appeal to the FBI to release your electronic dosier, under the Freedom of Information Act.

This is all classified under the USA PATRIOT ACT>
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Information_Awareness_Office

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Communications_Assistance_For_Law_Enforcement_Act

This should be helpful, too. Important legal acts that govern the relationships here.
yep.
It beats being approached by...
:)
How exactly did they figure out who you are? I don't see any real identifying information in your bio. Am I missing something?
They'd have had to buy me dinner first. ;-) Anything further has been said here...in so many words.
I should think they have better things to do with their time, but there you go. -R-
okay, I am officially jealous. I never check to see how many views my posts get. I don't even know how....and I really don't want to, or at least I didn't until I read that you get 10,000 views. That's more girl friends than I've had.

But now Che has opened up the can of worms, let me put my two cents in....

On second thought, maybe not. They are already watching you. Maybe I should keep my mouth shut.

I know what I'll do. I'll post that material on my other blog, the one under my "real" name.
In case nobody realizes it yet, the USA PATRIOT ACT isn't really intended for Muslim Terrorists. Muslim Terrorists were the PRETEXT. The unpopular foreign group we wage war against, so as to create legal precedents we can utilize against OTHER GROUPS at home.

Corporate America wants to silence LABOR, the LEFT and PROGRESSIVES.

The Patriot Act is really intended to be used against these groups, should protests and civil unrest happen, as a result of the GREAT RECESSION and GROWING INEQUALITY OF WEALTH

Fascism is coming to America. Slowly but surely.

We must fight it with everything we have.
Scary stuff. First, this inquiring mind really wants to know: What post? Is it still available?
It's hard to judge how frightened I should be about this and how much of a threat to my civil liberties it represents without seeing the actual post. On the surface, however, it's hard for me to imagine what you could have written that would have led to this response.
So this is what the Patriot Act/Homeland Security paranois has come to. With all the real crime associated with subways, they're wasting time investigating a blogger? Given my long history of claiming Cheney as the Anti-Christ -- a charge not without merit -- you and I could have ended up in adjoining cells.

What the hell do you have to apologize for --intemperate language? Christ, if that's the measure, how come they don't throw Trump's ass in jail?
If they are still monitoring you they will see all of these "Yikes!" in support, and that you got and EP. (Does anyone monitor all those unbelievably nasty comments that turn up for instance on The Daily News online Obama articles? Half of them sound like they should be locked up or shut up.
Ok. I found the post. Now I'm just pissed off that my tax dollars are being wasted on this.
Ok. I found the post. Now I'm just pissed off that my tax dollars are being wasted on this.
Hmmm. I'm kinda jealous that the men in black haven't tried to speak to me!

But seriously, I believe that I would refuse to talk to anyone who contacted me to discuss anything about my blog. One, I would have no idea of knowing whether or not they were impersonators, and two, if the authoritahhhs feel that any of us have broken a law, they should just fucking arrest us. Otherwise, they are just threatening/attempting to intimidate us, which violates our constitutional and human rights, which I take very seriously.

I think that if I ever were contacted, I'd force an arrest -- and then contact the ACLU about filing a lawsuit.

Anyway, you won't tell us what it is that spooked the spooks?

(Or did you say so already in this long chain of comments?...)
Wow, you became a "person of interest." I guess its true that we have to be careful what we say when talking about public officials.
mortified? this is your introduction to big brother. you might be the first on your block to need your thinking rectified, which would be embarrassing, but then you are also the first to be certified publicly as goodthought. plus good!
The department may be in the process of a grant-renewal application for Patriot Act funding and need examples of proactive anti-terrorist vigilance. They may be secretly grateful to you for providing supportive background. Perhaps their entire multi-million-dollar grant hinges on that investigation. You might end up getting a citizenship medal.
Wow! It would have taken years off my life. I am assuming you deleted it...
r
You're the Nathan Hale of the blogosphere.
Wow, that would have blown my mind too. All's well that ends well, right?
-Erica
Howard Permut -- fuck you. And to the bureaucrats who monitor our domestic communications -- fuck you. To the programmers who designed the software that monitors our domestic communications -- fuck you. To the MTA clown who thinks it was a wise idea to send officers after a blogger who obviously wasn't threatening anyone's life -- fuck you. To the NSA, in general, for allowing yourselves to become domestic spies, which is counter to the purpose for which your organization was created -- fuck you, too.

OE, have you sent your story to Greenwald? He lives for this stuff.
This story should end up in "News of the Weird". Like John B., I really thought this was a work of fiction but reading your comments, of course I know that this did indeed happen confirming once again that life is often stranger than fiction. I've quite enjoyed the comments and the different viewpoints of what happened to you. A great post that prompted some great discussions. Glad you aren't behind bars!
Don't laugh...O'Reilly just gave me the finger!
OMG! You need to find out of dirty local police politics is at play here. Are you are being sent a message?

This is unacceptable and a complaint could easily be reported to internal affairs. I would not stop until I got to the bottom of this mess.
OMG. Talk about your worst nightmare. I probably would have gotten myself in worse trouble with the PD. I would have asked, "Watsa matter, have they repealed the first amendment?"
They must have some pretty interesting software to select keywords. I would have freaked out!
I can imagine everything that went through your mind on that ride home:) I had a friend in college who wrote a letter to the president that got him a visit by the secret service. Same thing, they took some of his language as threatening. Of course, knowing him, it may have been.
I love that he has been reading you since you joined Open Salon! Me too! Glad you didn't get hauled off to the klinker!
OK, now I'm jealous. Where are my men in black? Can't a guy get any attention 'round here?

They must have a lot of time on their hands, though. I guess there's not much crime in the US.
Seriously?

Maybe if I threaten someone I can get an Editor's Pick. ;)
Faster than a speeding bullet, more powerful than a locomotive, able to leap tall buildings in a single bound...no it's not Superman, it's a blog! Behold the power of words. Next thing you know, there will be required registration and a mandatory waiting period before a person can have one. What happened to you is beyond ridiculous.
What a strange experience. Very unsettling but this tale proves that we are being watched all the time. We are living science fiction.
this is lame because you dont say what the comment was, nor link to the blog. did you take it down?
if anyone wants to walk on the wild side, come take a look at my blog. Ive never got a visit-- obviously the police are too afraid to talk to me.
The real question is, how did they find out your identity?
Unless, of course, you are in fact a talking sheepdog ;)
Seriously tho, if OS coughs over identities of 'anonymous' bloggers, then that's a scarier issue than the cops sniffing around.
If this is true, then we are now the Soviet Union.
Hey OE, just getting to this now. having read, then skimmed through the comments, I don't see how they got to you? I've always taken my anonymity for granted but assumed the authorities has their ways if I seemed to be plotting deaths. Do you reckon they had some way way of tying the OE moniker back to an email and then forcing your ISP to divulge? It's a bit shocking, but these days, not entirely surprising that you could be confronted like this. I'm just wondering how it came about. I hope you address this.
this is unreal! so sorry
Proof once again -- no one ever reads anything at OS! ;)
Virtually every bite of text that goes across the internet is monitored. I'm sure that monitoring that can sniff out sophisticated coding of information in videos and pictures is in place or being worked on(so a human doesn't have to watch and analyze every video that goes to or from hotspots around the world.) The text level monitoring has been in place a very long time since around 1996. It is a good idea to not use WiFi without a password. The FBI has used violent raids against residences, that the only crime was not having a password on their router and someone else was using their internet for incriminating activities( in that particular case child porn.)
Still no answer as to how they found the OP. Yea I know no one here likes me bet that concerns me as much ans anyone else.
The lack of an answer seems strange to me.
Still no answer as to how they found the OP. Yea I know no one here likes me but that concerns me as much ans anyone else.
The lack of an answer seems strange to me.
Still no answer as to how they found the OP. Yea I know no one here likes me but that concerns me as much ans anyone else.
The lack of an answer seems strange to me.
Which blog was it? Link? I rather like the idea that our own sheepdog is a dangerous villain. It's sexy. Trust me, this will be a funny story one day. All my interactions with the police end up being funny stories, once I get bailed out. Sorry your wife had such a scare, though.

On the serious side, though--we have become an extremely paranoid nation. The cop did the right thing, he took the one post and looked at it in the context of all your posts and decided you were not the whack job his boss thought you were.

In America, we make a virtue of paranoia. I once got threatened by a pilot on a United flight with being taken off the plane by federal marshals. My complaint was that our seats were screwed up at the last minute and I said, "that pisses me off." Apparently, they heard that as "I'm blowing up this plane." I mean, that's the next step, right?
1. What complete bullshit. Isn't there a constitutional right to free speech.

2. Why did you ever agree to be interviewed by the cop? Let them arrest you if they want to question you. And what would be the probably cause for an arrest?
whether or not this post is fiction, it does have

an effect: do you know what your rights are

and are not? i urge people to look up the ACLU's site

http://www.reformthepatriotact.org/

and to follow bloggers like Ernesto Che Guevara
And I thought the ads were bad! Definitely gives pause to what we write in public. Never assume it's just us bloggers who are reading other blog posts, I guess. Glad it turned out ok.
You lucky dawg you, I only get visits from The New York Times, wanting to sell me a subscription!! :D
Your post made me smile because I got the US Government’s full attention in the ‘80’s. I’m the straightest arrow in the quiver and was being audited by the IRS for my business tax filing in the previous year. The Auditor asked me to show him the date entries in my business calendar for my claimed trip to Moscow shooting for a US company’s annual report. He wanted to see that I was, in fact, traveling to a faraway place the week I said I was.

I handed him my Week-At-A-Glance calendar and after seeing my travel plans, nodded and said, “Thanks.” Then, instead of handing the book back, he pointed to the week before where I had recorded an entry to remind myself of a pending job.

He asked “Is there I phone I can use to call my office?” I lead him to a private phone.

After his call, he returned and opened the calendar again and pointed to my entry for a FORTUNE Magazine assignment. He asked me, “What does this mean?” I looked and saw my note: It said only, “Wash DC, Shoot Reagan.” I explained that it was a professional term, not an assassination memo.

He looked stricken and asked to use the phone again.

--GG