So yesterdsay was rough, but at the end i think you have to go through the bad to get to the good. If i didnt experience yesterday then i wouldnt feel the way i do about my former partner. Its actually freeing.

I have decided that since i love the outdoors and live in one of the most visually stunning places i am going to work my way through the hiking trails of southern california. One a weekend. I am so excited. I also have been wanting to take a photography class because i love taking pictures so if i combine the two i will be well on my way  to taking advantage of my second chance at life.

I have been through alot in my 34 yrs in life and have gotten through it without changing who i am all that much, but this last experience i think was life screaming at me that i have to change, that I have been surviving not living.  Same decisions end up with the same results, different decisions yield different results, right?

I have to learn what my balance is and come out of my comfort zone. I am excited about this journey. i think it will be an amazing experience even if i hit some bumps along the way.........