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Outside Myself
Location
West Coast Body, East Coast Heart, California,
Birthday
January 19
Title
Mom
Company
Don't even have to knock...come on in.
Bio
I am now 43 and perfectly OK with that (but I still love it when my friends say I look like I'm 35!). I've been a mom for over nine years now. I live a rather simple yet difficult life of trying to make sure my daughters are polite, well-educated and know they are loved beyond question. I do my best to give my family whatever they need. And I'm trying to take care of myself. xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx I am infinitely trying to make people happy, make people laugh, make people feel good about themselves. I compliment often, but only with sincerity. I spend way too much time thinking about what might be the "right" thing to do in any given situation. xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx This is a personal journey for me. I have grown in ways I didn't know were possible. AND AN UPDATE: Don't forget your worth. This speaks to everyone, not just me. xoxoxo ~~~~ And thx, B. My heart was beginning to thaw but your beautiful friendship has melted it. xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx FURTHER UPDATE: - B, darling, you have brought me love and peace. You sent the words, "Be gentle with yourself." I am able to do so only because you have been gentle with my heart. I love you, soul mate.

NOVEMBER 5, 2009 8:33AM

STRONG ARMS ~ A Thursday Haiku

Rate: 23 Flag

Our first full day in Philly

 

You had no knowledge

of the effect your strong arms

would have on my heart.

 

I have never met

a man who made me so weak

with just his embrace.

 

 I would say in jest,

"You'd better have some strong arms

to hold me up, love."

 

Ohhhh, how ill-prepared

was I, as my knees failed me...

fantasy come true. 

 

Your arms...God, your arms

carried me through the sunset

with strength through the dawn.

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Love, sweet love said so well
A lovely haiku, E. I am humbled.
~xoxoxo~
Smithery ~ xoxoxo~

Lunchlady - Sweet love, indeed. Thank you, dear friend.
Here we go! This the what we've been waiting for!

Much passion and tenderness.
Aw, so sweet!
Happy that his arms are there for YOU!
:-)
Duane - You nailed it in two words. And still poetic.

JK - Yeah, Duane's going to put me out of a job. :) Thank you for reading this.

S_M - I am SO happy, too, that somehow, his arms found little ol' me.
I'm all for love, yes,
but not today. Instead send
exploding oil trucks.


(sent only because i'm feeling silly and NOBODY has the right to be as happy as you sound)
Ahhhhh! Magnificent.
Rated, with much pleasure.
Lovely! and Welcome to Philadelphia! I am at U of Penn right now maybe we passed and didn't know we were OS's. Hope you enjoy our town. R
Angus! You thought an exploding oil truck would make me less happy? HAH! Even that can't change how I feel (as long as no one got hurt and the fish were all OK and the dolphins are safe and the Tooth Fairy didn't singe her wings and blah, blah, blah....) (NOW who's SILLY?!)
Unbreakable - I'm so glad you enjoyed the haiku. It makes me smile knowing you were here. :-)

Walk Away - Yeah.

Rita - Thank you for the warm welcome! I'm sadly back in CA now but I had the most spectacular time there!! I'd go back tomorrow if I could. And now I know what you look like, so I'll say hello when I see you. :-)
Gee we have divorces and babies and crises and even deaths here. And now a true OS love affair, played out for us in all its glory. Makes us smile. So very wonderful.
Lea - Yes, I owe much to OS. The community was there for me when I was in pain and that led me to the right man. Never saw it coming. Any of it. Breathtaking to be in love, isn't it?
Lucky girl!!! Wonderful haiku and oh, Phily is so perdie in the fall!
the imagery emotes beyond way after finishing the read. ~R~
Every good woman should have strong arms to hold her...protect her...shield her in bad times and express love to her for all her days.
Cathy - It was stunning there. I never knew! There are more pictures and stories coming, but it's just difficult to corral my thoughts right now.

Chuck - I know the feeling.

Torman - I LOVE that. And if he weren't in a meeting right now, he would be here saying, "That's exactly what I told her." I've never felt so safe in my heart or my body; he's clearly doing a magnificent job thus far.
The perfect place for you to be, Angel with an A. The perfect palce.
Torman - That's EXACTLY what I told her ~
This is just plain old romantic and I love it.
Just lovely. Wonderful. And with Philly as inspiration. I especially love the last one. Brava!
Bobby - I never felt anything so perfect. No exaggeration.

Smithery ~ You really do crack me up. You just have it all, doll. ~xoxoxo~
Mary - It is just impossible to convey...I'm so pleased it's visible, somehow.

Sally - I loved Philly. (And the last one is my favorite too.) Thanks, hun.
I'm happy for you. Love is beautiful when beautiful people are truly in love.
Thank you, Oopsie. He is beautiful. (He pointed me to your first post, by the way. I may even be posting something soon which will have a link to it, if that's OK.)
How beautiful...both, the Haiku and the love story! I love happy endings...or is it beginnings!!!

R
Oh, now I'm jealous. He's one very lucky dude.

Beautiful and romantic.
Rated.
My knees are failing me.
nothing stronger than love
Buffy - Beginnings! And thank you, sweetheart.

Thoth - Wait a minute. Two days ago he was a lucky dude. Now he's VERY lucky? Wow, it gets better fast! I'm adding you to my Christmas card list, darlin'.
John - OK, now THAT was funny. :-)

Roy - I'm so pleased you read my poem. I am in complete agreement with you.
through the dawn? Oh My!
Trig - Yeah... Made me want to stay another 6 days.
Fantastic! I should be so strong!
R~
Zuma - Thank you!

Scanner - I'll bet you are, hun!
OOOH! Not that's what its all about! You write it so well.
TYPO! Now that's what its all about.
rainee - Your typos are always welcome here! And thank you for your kind words. It IS how it's supposed to be. xoxo
What an early Christmas present for you two wonderful folks. Surely there'll me memoirs of such a romance for future romanticists to drool over. I can't think of an early romance to top this. Angel with an A. A story beyond comparison and against all odds.

WOW! What a dream, what a caccoon to wrap yourselves in to bask in the memories, thinking of one thing and one thing only.

You now have an ecape for thos bad days (and days when you encounter loogies on the sidewalk :-). The warmth of his arms will reach accross the country and give you saf haven AngelA. you both have one hell of story building here.

Live it. Love it, Cherish it. Never let it go. You deserve him sweetie.
You know, I would love to see that entire smiling, twinkling face, Angle with an A. It's about time you show it in you happiness. Don't you think?
Bobby - Your words made me cry. It's incredible that his arms do indeed have the strength to remove all distance. Absolutely crush every mile between us with his love and understanding. And yes, we are both working on more posts; it's just so darn difficult to put into words, but I imagine that says something, too.

And thank you for saying I deserve it; that made me teary. Believe me, Bobby, he does, too.

And regarding the picture - thanks for noticing. :-) Not sure I'm ready to put my whole ugly mug out there for everyone to see. I like my readers. :-)
The happiness on yours and Mr B's faces would melt all OS' hearts, and OS hearts love to melt. So let us see them. Let us see them, I say, or shall I stir all OSers into a riot? Pictures lady. Pictures :-)
Yeah, well, if I were photogenic, that would be great. PLUS, I got myself ready in 30 minutes flat each day so that I didn't miss a minute with him, so let's just say I was NOT at the top of my hair-and-make-up game. (And he still loved me.) :-)

No stirring up riots, pal.
Ah, I've missed your haikus and writing the last few weeks, OM. I'm thankful, as always, for the peek at such a beautiful love.
Steve - Thank you so much. And HBD again

Ash - Hi, doll. I've missed you too! Thank you for listening to the story.