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Peterson Toscano

Peterson Toscano
Location
Hartford, Connecticut, USA
Birthday
February 17
Company
p2son productions
Bio
Musings of Peterson Toscano, a quirky queer Quaker where he writes about sexuality, gender, faith, veganism and so much more! Peterson is the creator of Doin’ Time in the Homo No Mo Halfway House. An actor, playwright and activist his other works include Transfigurations, a play about transgender Bible characters

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NOVEMBER 3, 2009 11:19PM

I moved to NYC to repent of Homsexuality. Really.

I spent 17 years begging God to transform me into a heterosexual--to make me into a man of God. For 10 of those "ex-gay" years, I lived in New York City. Not Little Rock, AR, Huntsville, AL or Odessa, TX, but in big bad Sodom itself. In fact, during that time… Read full post »

In an on-going series of Jesus Loves You Twitter/Facebook status updates, I thought it was time to compile the most recent offerings. I average about five of these per week, and get plenty of suggestions from folks. In this most current batch I drew on hymns and praise songs for… Read full post »

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NOVEMBER 1, 2009 2:56PM

What Patty Hearst Taught Me about Being Gay

I've always been fascinated with Patty Hearst. Although only in third grade when Hearst, an heiress from California, was kidnapped by the Symbionese Liberation Army (SLA), I somehow became wrapped up in news stories about her. Little did I know at the time that our paths actually crossed on m… Read full post »

These are some of my favorite things! The Pink DressMy Friend Oliver Danni sent a link to a gorgeous article about a four-year-old boy who told his mom he wanted a pink dress, not for playing dress-up, but to wear to school. Sarah Hoffman writes,

At 4, Sam has been expressing… Read full post »
OCTOBER 15, 2009 3:46PM

Privileges of Non-Transgender People

I write this from over 10,000 feet as I travel to Phoenix for TransForm Arizona, an event that will unite the LGB with the T :-D My friend Zeke, a cook Quaker in Boston, has spent a lot of time thinking about gender. Perhaps Zeke will share some of the… Read full post »

Ex-Gay Survivor Daniel Gonzales recently visited his childhood church to reflect on the lessons he learned about sexuality, particularly homosexuality and heterosexism, lessons that led him to try and "de-gay" himself.

In this one Daniel talks about the messages he received about gender c…

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SEPTEMBER 29, 2009 8:02PM

Science Fiction meets Religious Oppression


So many people who hear me talk about the Ex-Gay Movement and my many varied failed attempts to “de-gay” myself think I am making this stuff up–total fiction. Add to it the Evangelical world view,  some evil spirits, generational curses and football clinics–well it sounds dow

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SEPTEMBER 28, 2009 6:05PM

Transfigurations–The Graphic Novel!


Here is just a teaser of the work that Jayna and Mila, of the amazing Trans-Ponder Podcast,  have begun on the Transfigurations graphic novel. Transfigurations is a one-person play I wrote and perform about transgender and gender variant Bible characters. Since I premiered it in November 2007, lots/

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Anyone who has ever been in any sort of ex-gay treatment designed to “de-gay” or “de-lesbian” them, will know that often the “therapies” extend beyond looking at sexuality and tend to dabble a lot with gender. We can joke about the football clinics for the guys and

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SEPTEMBER 24, 2009 7:52AM

Movie Night at a Straight Camp--Ex-Gay Madness

 I survived two years at a Christian residential program designed to straighten out gays. Think of it, a bunch of guys, "struggling with homosexuality," holed up in a house together in Memphis, TN. Sounds like the makings of a good sit-com if only it weren't a medical disaster.  … Read full post »

Having lived in Memphis, TN for five years (two of those in the Love in Action–[LIA] gay 2 straight gulag) I know Memphians make up a vibrant LGBTQ community. Thanks to the folks at Integrity, Holy Trinity, the Gay and Lesbia n Community Center, BGALA at U of Memphis, and then/

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SEPTEMBER 19, 2009 2:59PM

On the Cusp


You know that feeling you get before you becoming ill. We say, “I feel I’m coming down with something.” When that happens to me, I go into preemptive mode slamming down Vitamin C and such.

I expect we can also get the feeling in advance when something good is about to

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Since first connecting with ex-gay survivors in 2003, I grew to understand that many of us come down on one side or another of what would seem to be a great and even potentially combative divide. While many ex-gay survivors come from Protestant Evangelical Christian traditions (but by no means all

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SEPTEMBER 16, 2009 6:25PM

Join Me in Phoenix!


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Photo courtesy of TransMentors International.

From Tuscon Gay Examiner

TransMentors International has announced that it will hold its Transform Arizona conference October 16-18, 2009 at the Unitarian Universalist Congregation of Phoenix located at 4027 E. Lincoln Drive in Paradise Val/

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SEPTEMBER 15, 2009 9:20AM

Why I Stand for Transgender Rights


Chett Pritchett, a Facebook friend from Washington, DC recently wrote an essay in his notes outlining why he stands for Transgender Rights. After reading it and recognizing his analysis to be accurate, I asked his permission to repost. He gladly agreed.

Why I Stand for Transgenderr Rights
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SEPTEMBER 12, 2009 9:06PM

A Delicious Day of Yummy Art


After sleeping until past noon (9.5 hours of blissful slumber), I slowly emerged and glided through the day eating some of my favorite foods (compressed tofu lightly sauteed with baby spinach, kimchi, and raw carrots) and reading the poetry of Cavafy and Lorca. I have the most complete collection of/

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SEPTEMBER 11, 2009 11:21AM

Transgender on the Radio


On-air WNPR (photo by Catie Talarski)

On-air WNPR (photo by Catie Talarski)

About an hour ago I stepped out of the studios of WNPR, the Hartford local public radio stations, where I appeared on the Where We Live program to talk about transgender Bible characters as they appear in my play Transfigurations–Transgressing Gender

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SEPTEMBER 10, 2009 8:30AM

Doin’ It at Home


“It” meaning my perforamnce work. I live in Hartford, CT, but I rarely perform there these days. That will change this week.

After a whirlwind surge through the US (Tue in Seattle, Wed in Miami, Thur in Hartford) I return home. Tomorrow morning at 9:00 am I will be on

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SEPTEMBER 8, 2009 11:18AM

Gay Gulags, Carrots and Jesus


Still buzzing from the amazing Gender Odyssey conference, today I fly from Seattle to Miami to be part of a Spanish language talk show (I feel so elated by the conference, I doubt I’ll need the plane.) No time to blog about what happened right now, but I will have something

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I recently wrote about David Weekley, a minister in the United Methodist Church who came out to his congregations as a trans man (Female to Male FtM transsexual) and received a delicious reception from church members.

Today Jori Lewis writes about Trangfender faith identities over at Religion Dispat

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SEPTEMBER 2, 2009 11:24PM

Devastated by Cavafy


I adore the poetry of Constantine P. Cavafy, the poet originally from Alexandria who made a habit of writing in demotic Greek in the early 20th Century. Often he drew on history for many of his poems, but he also wrote about personal experiences, about love, sex, long lost passion that/

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I have known David Weekley and his wife Deborah for several months now as they had begun the many steps in the coming out process. Below is a long story of how the process has been so far. I love good news.

Just months after telling his own children that he

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In my play Queer 101--Now I Know My gAy,B,Cs I perform a scene as two characters--Chad, a queer studies major who has to take over the introductory to quee theory class since Dr. Eugenes, the transgender professor is out that day, and Federico Garcia Lorca, the early 20th Century Spanish poet… Read full post »
AUGUST 27, 2009 12:06PM

Transgender Theater Trend?


Frank Rizzo of the Hartford Courant asks,

Is there a transgender show trend emerging?

He’s referring to back to back one-person performances about transgender issues happening in Hartford, CT next month.

Peterson Toscano will present his newest solo theater piece, Transfigurations: Transgressin

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quaker_1At the Friends General Conference gathering (FGC) this summer and then again at the New England Yearly Meeting of Friends (NEYM) I got lots of Quaker action!  Sitting in silent worship for an hour at a time, some might think of it as Quaker inaction. Ah, but things happen and often/

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