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Peterson Toscano

Peterson Toscano
Location
Hartford, Connecticut, USA
Birthday
February 17
Company
p2son productions
Bio
Musings of Peterson Toscano, a quirky queer Quaker where he writes about sexuality, gender, faith, veganism and so much more! Peterson is the creator of Doin’ Time in the Homo No Mo Halfway House. An actor, playwright and activist his other works include Transfigurations, a play about transgender Bible characters

Sometimes it’s a good thing to be a failure, particularly when one tries to destroy their personality and sexuality (or assist others in destroying theirs.)  The vast majority of people who have attempted to “de-gay” themselves through reparative therapy, straight camps and ex-… Read full post »

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MARCH 30, 2010 10:58AM

A Roman Catholic Defects from the Church

Glen Retief in Lesotho

My partner Glen Retief and I were both baptized into the Roman Catholic Church, taken First Holy Communion and Confirmation. We no longer attend mass and in fact have become involved with the Religious Society of Friends (Quaker).

There are so many things I adore about G… Read full post »

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DECEMBER 16, 2009 5:44PM

Christmas in Gay Rehab

The holidays can be a drag. My all time worst and weirdest Christmas was spent at a residential ex-gay program in Memphis, TN where they attempted to de-gay me. Hair can be straightened. Gays? Not so much. In the midst of the bizarre rules, the gender realignment exercises and the mayhem… Read full post »

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NOVEMBER 3, 2009 11:19PM

I moved to NYC to repent of Homsexuality. Really.

I spent 17 years begging God to transform me into a heterosexual--to make me into a man of God. For 10 of those "ex-gay" years, I lived in New York City. Not Little Rock, AR, Huntsville, AL or Odessa, TX, but in big bad Sodom itself. In fact, during that time… Read full post »

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NOVEMBER 1, 2009 2:56PM

What Patty Hearst Taught Me about Being Gay

I've always been fascinated with Patty Hearst. Although only in third grade when Hearst, an heiress from California, was kidnapped by the Symbionese Liberation Army (SLA), I somehow became wrapped up in news stories about her. Little did I know at the time that our paths actually crossed on m… Read full post »

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SEPTEMBER 24, 2009 7:52AM

Movie Night at a Straight Camp--Ex-Gay Madness

 I survived two years at a Christian residential program designed to straighten out gays. Think of it, a bunch of guys, "struggling with homosexuality," holed up in a house together in Memphis, TN. Sounds like the makings of a good sit-com if only it weren't a medical disaster.  … Read full post »

I have known David Weekley and his wife Deborah for several months now as they had begun the many steps in the coming out process. Below is a long story of how the process has been so far. I love good news.

Just months after telling his own children that he

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AUGUST 18, 2009 4:56PM

Former Ex-Gays Speak Out & Continue to Organize


There has been lots of ex-gay related news the past few weeks.

  • A wave of news stories both in the US and UK gay and mainstream news centered around Bryce Faulkner.  It’s been well over a week since anything has been published about this story.  We all hope Bryce is/
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AUGUST 11, 2009 6:24PM

Transgender Bible Characters–The Power of Narrative


I’ve been listening to a great podcast–Mandrake Society Radio and in particular to an interview with Steven G. Fullwood, founder of the Black Gay/Lesbian Archive, located in the Schomberg Center for Black Culture in the New York City Library. One theme that comces up more than once in th

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JULY 27, 2009 2:20PM

A Dungeon of Biblical Proportions or an Ex-Gay Program?


Lots of people want to know about my time in the Love in Action Homo No Mo Halfway House. Just today I spoke to a journalist who had lots of questions about the program, the “treatments”, rules, etc. Recently for a Pink News article I shared in detail about some

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JULY 23, 2009 12:29PM

Casting Out Demons & Other Party Tricks

Yesterday I posted video about the many reasons why I attempted to alter my gay orientation. (I failed miserably, well, actually happily as it turns out). In comments some here at OS have asked for more details about what actually happened during those 17 years when I tried to "de-gay" myself.… Read full post »

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JULY 22, 2009 12:25PM

Ex-Gay?? Why I tried to de-gay myself

I am one of those gay guys who didn't like the idea of being gay. It got so bad that I actually attempted to change my orientation or at least suppress it as if it were an unruly puppy I stuffed into a crate, except that I meant to do it… Read full post »