Story of Patience

Under My Covers

PatienceP

PatienceP
Birthday
January 01
Bio
On the surface I'm a well put together, successful mother and wife, but under the cover of perfection and smiles lay the story of child abuse, domestic violence, life in the adult entertainment industry, coping with understanding society rules, roles, religion, honesty and crime against humanity. I'm lost under the covers of life, trying to shuffle through all this mess, trying for once....to have it all make sense. * Disclaimer: The people, location and events have been changed to protect the innocent, any similarities to actual persons, either living or dead, are merely coincidental. Thank you for reading

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MAY 3, 2012 1:03PM

The First Time I Saw Stars

I loved my father, my daddy. My sister and I jockeyed for the favorite child position well into our adult lives. She ultimately won, by following the rules and marrying well. My half-brother, never into sports and butch things, but a Madonna follower who painted his high school bedroomRead full post »

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MARCH 30, 2012 11:47AM

The Kiss That Ended My Marriage

Dudley, my husband and I had been living in separate bedrooms for awhile; I guess we should have seen this coming. We hadn’t had a real kiss in several years. He and his last wife had begun the long road to divorce this way as well, almost exactly the same wayRead full post »

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MARCH 26, 2012 11:05AM

The First Time I Took My Clothes Off For Money

 

I walked into the back door of my father’s fully Americanized restaurant full of bulk canned and frozen foods passed off as fresh. It was late afternoon. I was wearing the new beige pant suit and matching peep toe high heels I had purchased the week before in Myrtle Beach. My hRead full post »

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MARCH 2, 2012 12:56PM

Daddy, can I come home?

“Ummm, Hello, Dad? I need a place to stay for a little while, Trusty hit me again”.

There is a familiar sigh on the other end of the receiver.

I am 19. I dropped out of college a year ago. I hated college and I hated hearing my father talk aboutRead full post »

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FEBRUARY 22, 2012 2:58PM

The Devil Made Me Do It

I spent 1st through 3rd grade in a private Christian School. Bible stories were read daily along with corny childish prayers about hamsters that were sick and wanting new bikes for birthdays. I thought God and Santa Clause were pretty much the same person…..see’s you when you’re sl/Read full post »

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JANUARY 27, 2012 11:47AM

I was once homeless

I was once homeless. My family didn't have a home most of 2009. It happened quickly. My husband and my 2 children from another marriage lived in a nice established middle class neighborhood. My husband worked as a robotics engineer. I was a successful esthetician. We opened our own business, aRead full post »