lately
I have had shadowy dreams
I am somewhere inside the dream
but the story slips away
from my consciousness
and I cannot make any choices
it is like watching a movie
the black-and white scenes
in Pleasantville
this dream
is the opposite
of who I am
in real life
is this what spiritual death is like?
to be incapable of moving
out of the shadows
and into the light
to be incapable of performing
any action?
is this what some people
want me to be?
is this the gray world
they want to create?
I think it is crucial
to be capable of remembering
the story
to be bereft of history
is like losing your soul


Salon.com
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