Having been a normal American boy of my era, there was a time when no form of wildlife was safe from my evil intent. Spending many days at my Grandmother’s farm, armed with BB gun and pocketknife, I had plundered nature’s bounty in ways I now realize were cruel and unnecessary. No trilling meadowlark within range was safe; no snake captured spared decapitation. I was truly the despotic ruler of my own domain.
Back in town, at home, BB gun left at the farm, my appetite for controlling nature was sated by gladiatorial competitions involving turtles. Captured, and then forced to participate in feats of strength and skill for my enjoyment. The incident I will describe also involved my older brother and sister, so, a Triumvirate of despots.
The time was 1964. I was 6, my sister a scant year and a few months older, my brother 10. We had completed the turtle roundup, and were pitting them against each other in competition. Which turtle could most quickly escape the “Cage of Death” by pushing the brick away; which most skilled in the art of digging its way up after being buried.
We were involved in this the day my uncle came to visit.
My uncle was, at that time, an activist priest, and was either returning to Oklahoma from, or going to his black voter registration efforts in Mississippi. He also met Martin Luther King, conversed with him, and marched from Selma to Montgomery. As you can imagine, his civil injustice sensibilities were at their peak. He walked into the backyard to say hello, and asked what we were doing.
We told him.
I shall reconstruct what followed from a combination of memory, and, having known him these many years, what he might have said. Because it doesn’t matter which kid said what, I will represent us in one voice.
“You’re torturing animals? How can you be so cruel?”
“It’s not cruel, they live through it and we feed them.”
This would be the last assertive statement we made. Yes, he was our uncle, but the black shirt and slacks, and Roman collar represented a moral authority that easily overcame any lack of intimidation familial familiarity might allow.
“Would you like to live your life locked in a closet? Would it be acceptable if I did that to you, even if I fed you?”
A plaintive “no,” fearing we were going to be punished.
“These are God’s creatures, not yours. Do you think you are their masters, and they your slaves? Does He provide us these animals for your amusement? Do they not have a right to live their lives as God sees fit?"
By now we’re just shaking our heads and looking at the ground.
“These animals, like you, like the Negroes and all of mankind deserve to live in freedom! Free them now! Do that, and never again think you are entitled to use another of God’s creatures so cruelly!"
And we did - post haste, finding them places we thought turtles would enjoy.
I look back with some amusement at the thought of this great man freeing the turtles. Speaking to his congregation of three in that same voice that could fill a church, he echoes King as he put the care into carapace. Always the teacher, here he extended our previous lessons on racial equality into a respect for all living things. I will forever appreciate these lessons of life, equality and freedom he and my Mother, his sister, taught us. We never had to expel the poison of racial prejudice from our minds because they kept it from harming us.
Mom died last year. My uncle – who I sometimes refer to as the Schindler of turtles - is a retired priest living in Oklahoma City.
One day he too shall pass on and be buried. In my imagination I see a graveyard worker looking at uncle’s stone marker, puzzled as to why there are tiny tracks leading to and away from it, and small pebbles sitting on top next to his name.
But we will know. We will know.
©2009


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I'd like to have known your uncle....
Thanks. Uncle has an interesting history, one story is his rectory in OK City was HQ for the Silkwood pretrial investigation. I was staying there going to school at the time.
Arthur,
You may be well meaning, but your blog is the place to post your prose. And not even a thumb, dude. Sorry, had to delete.
He reminds me of a guy named Fr. Mike Dalton, RC padre of the Second Canadian Division during the Second World War. He and Joe Cardy, his Protestant opposite number, were responsible for a general order from the (behind the lines, of course) high command directing that chaplains were not to go forward with the advancing troops. Dalton and Cardy had been holding services in the front lines, using the hoods of jeeps as altars. They did it anyway. Like your uncle, men of great conviction.
Marcela