- Small Town, Indiana, USA
- November 13
- Blogging with PTSD
"Too often we underestimate the power of a touch, a smile, a kind word, a listening ear, an honest compliment, or the smallest act of caring, all of which have the potential to turn a life around." - Leo Buscaglia
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- The Floor (a poem)
October 22, 2014 05:48PM
October 21, 2014 12:48PM
- Don't Know Yet (and a kitten
October 16, 2014 08:12PM
- Spirit Guides and Bedroom
Dreams (and kitten update)
October 13, 2014 12:43PM
- A Random Morning on the Way to
October 10, 2014 07:18AM
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I am garbled aplenty and lost in my tears
I don't know where I'm goin' or if there is beer
I just know that I love you and that you are mine
A life with you here is so surely sublime
But where are going as you walk out the door?… Read full post »
A blank page, wanting to write and nothing to say.
Three days later and all I can think to write about is kittens and my angst. They are 10 ½ weeks old now and still not potty trained, I had to remove a portion of carpet from my bedroom… Read full post »
Another question posed recently was asking how I define success. My rote answer is family and… Read full post »
Last Sunday a week ago I went to the local historical reenactment festival where I sought out the tarot reader I wanted to see last year but couldn't because she was on a break. We had to be clandestine with our reading as she had been barred from doing them this… Read full post »
Got up early to go to store to pick up paint samples on the way to work.
Yelled at kittens for playing on me, one too many pokes in the face and on the neck and the right leg shredded again by tiny kitten claws. Apologized but was firm about no… Read full post »
I am not in St. Louis. I went to sleep at 1:30 this morning with my clothes laid out to pack, I did pack them and my sundries and put them in the car. I took the kittens to the vet and dropped them off last night. My house is spotless.… Read full post »
We went back to the vet tonight, Medjet isn't doing well. She is bright, alert and responsive, everything we look for in a kitten, and the only one who has managed to escape from the confined area they live in, but she isn't gaining weight and her mucus membranes and skin… Read full post »
Born on or before August 9, I chose August 7 as that is one month after Puff passed away, means that Adso & Medjet were 5 weeks and 5 days old when I brought them home. I thought they were awful tiny for 7 week old kittens. Today they are 6… Read full post »
Today was a good day. We started with a play date at 3:30 this morning where the kittens romped on the bed and pounced on each other, and it was an impromptu litter session. It wasn't entirely successful but we did okay.
As I put them back into the crate, I… Read full post »
On Tuesday, September 16, 2014 at 7:19 p.m., my life was changed by a fateful phone call. A guy named Randy called and asked me if I wanted to come over and pick out a kitten. I ended up with two.
Say hello to Adso B & Medjet K. (I added… Read full post »
I have had a stomach ache since Tuesday. Part of it is probably from not eating much meat this week, for some reason that affects me, but I’m pretty sure a large portion of it is from last weekend.
My trip to Florida was pretty good, and good for me. Thursday… Read full post »
As a result of my last post I am currently sitting on a very nice bed in Columbia, Tennessee. I want to thank all of you who helped me to arrive at this place.
I took your advice and went to my counselor Wednesday where I had a torrential meltdown. She… Read full post »
This being alone is going to kill me or get me fired, I don't know which. The race is pretty tight right now. It's worse when I go to bed, alone, to face the nightmares and dreamscapes with only the TV for surcease of the loneliness and fear. This post is… Read full post »
Today is Mom's birthday, she was born in 1938 so that makes her 76 years of having been born. And almost 3 years of having died.
My Grandma died 13 years ago on August 20. Mom didn't appreciate having that so close to her birthday so she went and died 4… Read full post »
It’s fall again, and a new school year is slowly unfurling. This week is Freshman week, where they all come to campus to learn their way around and get settled into their new digs. It’s interesting, wondering what is going through their heads. I’m trying to remember wh… Read full post »
Once upon a time, in a land far, far, away, I planned how to kill myself. I worked for a veterinarian at the time and had access to all of the controlled substances in the clinic, he was the trusting sort even after we caught one of the kennel guys stealing… Read full post »
I am supposed to be cleaning my house, the realtor is coming tomorrow to take pictures for the listing. I took a four day weekend to make progress on it and I did pretty good, but I didn't do as good as I could. Now that my phone battery is… Read full post »
When I moved back to Indiana in 2001, I thought that I could go home again, find myself, and start over. I thought that was reconnecting with old friends and finding a man to have a family with, being 38 at the time I figured I had a few good years… Read full post »
I am sitting in the waiting room at the VA, waiting on Dad to have an endoscopy. I must be missing that spark that others see as Dad’s charm, or maybe I’ve just known him for too long. We were talking yesterday as he was sitting in my house and he… Read full post »
My kitchen and living room are almost ready for pictures, it’s been a long week of sorting and boxing. I have a trunk and backseat full of stuff to take in to the bin, to get it out of the way. These rooms are pretty big when they’re empty-ish. I caulked… Read full post »
Today, I am sitting on the sofa watching Maverick and trolling Facebook. What I need to do is finish sorting out my house and recaulk my bathtub. I made good progress this week, the living room is almost done. I have a giant bag of paper trash that I am going… Read full post »
I don’t want to be anywhere. I just realized that as I stood up and looked out of my bedroom window. I want to sell my house, throw away all of my stuff, quit my job, and go live in my car. My car can be parked at different locations every… Read full post »
I just got a peaceful feeling, sitting on my sofa and looking out of the kitchen window. It was a reminder of why I bought the house 11 years ago. I have had that feeling a lot while I've lived here, but I have also had a lot of frustration and… Read full post »
Time marches on, as it always does, and I am making myself remember every day that Puff won't be sitting on her heating pad waiting for me to come into the living room. I'm making progress. Tuesday morning, as I was showering, I realized that I had nothing left that I… Read full post »
I had a pergola built Monday, I finished it off with mulch, bricks, and a rock last night. I am just not feeling very excited about it right now, for obvious reasons, but it is a lovely structure. The current bench won't be staying in it, I was thinking a swing,… Read full post »
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