just phyllis for now

just phyllis for now
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Small Town, Indiana, USA
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November 13
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"Too often we underestimate the power of a touch, a smile, a kind word, a listening ear, an honest compliment, or the smallest act of caring, all of which have the potential to turn a life around." - Leo Buscaglia _____________________________________ All works ©Phyllis45, the author of this blog.

FEBRUARY 13, 2012 7:16PM

How to say good-bye...

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I wrote this the day before my mom passed away. I guess I'm ready to share it now. Sort of a downer before Valentine's day, but it is about love...

 

Life is so short

And it is coming to an end

So sad

And I want to cry

 

Mommy is dying

I feel like a little girl

I know they do

But how do I say good-bye

 

So many lost chances

We never got to be friends

It was close once

Then her brain took flight

 

I still don't know how

I never will 

How does anyone

Say good-bye

 

entrance to heaven 

 

(I just thought of Waldo Kitty. He was a tiny black kitten that my Mom loved. We lived out in the country, it was winter, and all of our cats lived outside. We had a nice place for them in the garage but Waldo got caught out in a storm and froze to death. We found Waldo by the cemetery on the other side of our house. Mom was devastated and he was her last cat. I guess she'll get see Waldo again soon. And her dogs Cindy, Yevette, Mimi and Susie. Hope she keeps an eye on my pets, too.)

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Love is love and saying goodbye is part of the process. You did it well. Your love for your mother remains. And her love for you is still there too.

Thanks for your comments on my virtual Valentine story.
DJ, thanks for that. I believe when we die that we get all of the answers and understand why all of this happened. I just hope my Mom is made up the rift with her Mom, my Grandma that I dearly loved, too.

Mary, thank you. Saying good-bye is probably the hardest thing for me because I don't want to let anyone go.
I never say good bye, I say, see ya later. ~nod~

Rated!
Tink, I usually say "See ya next time." Thanks, cat.
So sad. I think you do see your pets again and they watch out for us and it all goes on and on and on. I don't know but I hope so. Much love.
I'm sorry Phyllis. I hope it helped writing about it. And sharing.
I don't know. I wish I knew.
Goodbye is a hard word indeed...my thoughts and prayers are with you always.
The time you have is never enough.
We don't mourn what we lost so much as what we never had.

I am sorry.
Oh this is just... making me tear up!


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Thanks, everyone, for the support. Algis, the artwork is lovely. Death sucks.
Phyllis, sorry I'm late here. I am where you were awhile back. It hurts to say goodbye, or see you later. Even though now I'm the caretaker, I will feel like that little girl, I know it.
asia, I'm sorry to hear that. It's a tough place to be. Dad took care of her so all I had to do was be there for him. Remember to take care of yourself, too.