I deleted the previous post.
It was just too damn negative and depressing.
And anyway, it's both true and not true.
Fact is, I have hit bottom. The past 3 years I've gone from bottom to one inch above bottom back to bottom again and again and again.
Eventually one of 2 things wil happen: I will move up or I will move out!
I only got 1 comment so I think I finally drove away all the nice people who read my blog. Sorry!
Sometimes I need to stop inviting people to my pity party.
And maybe stop having them?
I am striving to become the "Happy Hermit."