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Polly Endicott

Polly Endicott
Location
Midwest, United States
Birthday
August 20
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Happy woman. Happy mom. Happy wife. Happy musician. Happy writer. But once was deep, dark, sad and bad. Now healed. No drugs. Just deep digging with good help. P.S. My brain on Bach.

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DECEMBER 24, 2009 11:18AM

Cranberry Gold for Cat

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I love to cry at Christmastime and I do each year when Mr. Gower slaps George’s sore ear and Mr. Scrooge awakens to love. I sob, I lick my tears and rejoice in my feeling heart.

 

I know that transformation, that sudden realization of all the people that matter. It is awakening to Life and all it’s miracles.

 

This is why I love Christmas. Yes, I get overly sentimental and gushy, but I love feeling that way.

 

I love sleeping in my pajamas before the fire on Christmas Day, glutted with my own cinnamon rolls and snatches of rich dark chocolate. You see, we have no family near, only our own delicious quartet, and so we have no expectations of others. It isn’t lonely or depraved. It is extraordinary.

 

Plus, I’m a glutton when it comes to thoroughly enjoying myself. I do it so well, and when given the chance I revel in it.

 

The colors cranberry golden are my tribute to Cat’s call because they are so rich and warm and evoke the spirit of the season for me just fine. (They are also the colors that decorate my house, not just during this season, but throughout the year with the cranberry wall in the front hall and the honey colored pine floors throughout the downstairs.)

 

So nothing big here, just a clap to say I’m part of the game and enjoying it too. Such a fun one. Very nice. Thanks, Cat. And Merry Christmas to all.

 

 

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Warm, filling, lush, and joyful. We never have had family near either, but the seven of us plus strays do the day justice. Merry Happy Whatsmas to you, Polly. Lovely colours.
Polly,
Well you managed to make me feel nostalgic, hungry, sleepy, and thankful - all in a matter of minutes! Thank you for this lovely post.
Rated and appreciated.
Lovely. Enjoy your snoozing and reveling. Your day sounds as warm and bright as the colors you chose.
Sounds like a very, very good time . . . rich in all the ways that matter!
Oh I think I could easily join you in rich gluttony! Wonderful. Merry Christmas!
I cry too just for the same reasons you share. Sounds like the perfect Christmas morning! Merry Christmas to you too
I'm so glad you are part of the game. "No expectations of others"....just the way I like it. Happy Christmas Polly, I'm glad I've made your acquaintence here
"...and rejoice in my feeling heart."

That is the one trait I find most admirable in people--that they feel, and not just for themselves. ;-)
Cranberry & Gold...now that I think of it, those are two of the "rich" colours I have repeatedly throughout my home.

Happy Holidays to you!
:-)
Sweet. I'm getting up early to make coffee cake tomorrow. I'll be snoozing by the fire, too.
Any time any one of you guys want to come for cinnamon rolls by the fire, the welcome is open.
warm and toasty by the fire with chocolate? I'm there!
What a luscious post! It's all so vivid and sensual and warm and cozy. Your house must be beautiful any time of the year.

And I love that opening line "I love to cry at Christmastime". Me too, but I'm never that bold to say it.
Cranberry gold has always felt very regal to me, and juxtaposed with this relaxed homey piece creates an unusual -- and beautiful -- portrait. Hope your holiday was lovely.
Merry Christmas! I like to hear from people who take pleasure in the joys of life! (I also love the combination of cranberry red and gold.)
I am horrified everytime I see Mr. Gower do that. I also feel for his loss of the son he loved and know he was out of his mind at the time. George saved that man and Mr. Gower will always be sorry and thankful to George and love him. Thank God George recovered and understood.
I love your colors and the richness of your quartet. It is magical.
Mindie