
The fire works have ended. The old year lays his head down on the soft pillow of time. He covers himself in the blankets of history and sighs his last breathe....tempis fugit....
Baby New Year cries from her basket on the front steps all rosy cheeked and blonde curled, "Gaaa!" she laughs at us.
We look at her like we are new parents. What will she bring? Chaos or calm, Joy or sadness? Will we mourn her passing or bid her good riddance. So many expectations.
We pick her up from her nest of babywraps. She is heavier than she looks.
"Wishhhhh!" she giggles and tips her head looking at us with those big baby blue eyes.
We laugh along with her, what shall we wish for? She crawls about, putting seconds in her mouth and laughing.
"Make a wish!" she yells, gathering the minutes into little piles, and gives us a knowing smile. Minutes are more filling, she grows quickly.
"Make a wish! Make a wish!" she yells as she runs through the house.
We never realise, the wish is past, we missed our time. That brief millionth of a second between the old year's last breathe, and baby new year's first.
"Make a wish!"says the little girl, putting the hours, minutes seconds into baskets. She peels the wrapper off a new day and takes a bite.
What do we wish for? It's got to be good, we only get one New Year wish. We think and think and finally come up with one spectacular wish. The little girl is gone. In her place is a sullen teenager with too much eyeliner and a tattoo on her arm. "annos 2012"
We have our wish we tell her as she crams the seconds, hours, minutes and days into her backpack. She rolls her eyes as she takes a big bite out of a week.
"Too late, you blew it," she says as she picks up her bags and walks to the door. She turns to look at us, "You people are so lame!"
We run after her. She is throwing the bags into the boot of a beat up car. She tosses her hair, rolls her eyes again as she opens up a bag of months.
"Look, I gotta go, I'm hungry, I can't be late." she says pouring months from the bag into her mouth. She gets into the car and slams the door. She rolls down the window. The teenager has grown into a young woman.
"Truly, I am sorry. But there are rules I must follow. You'll have to try again next year." she drives off, leaving us standing there crying.
Through our tears we see a smiley sticker on the bumper with four small letters below......
H O P E
@ 2012 D. Robertsdottir


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I hope your New Year is the best ever.
Why is that image so scary?
This was a wisftul and wonderful take on hope and anxiety and ... just life.
Happiest New Years to you Poppi.
Indeed. Full of promise...problems...things we cannot yet predict. Baby New Year carries those secrets.
And you...sure know how to evoke all that. Thanks!
r.
Your definition of 'hope' is not one I have ever seen before. The way you describe it, it fits right in with such nonsense as "wishing" and "prayer".
Hope is NOT a motivator of deeds. It is a barrier to deeds. Desire motivates; planning motivates; inspiration motivates; even hunger, poverty and pain can be motivators. Hope? Hope is the lazy way to excuse oneself from doing - just like its companions, wishing and prayer.
If the world could be made a good place by hope, it already would be.
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Everyday when I wake up I hope I can make a difference in someone's day or life. Im sure that sounds lame to someone not as optomistic as I am, but it works for me. That daily dose of hope has led me all over the place, from simple things like helping some one old carry bags, to caring for people the world has forgotten, to throwing yogurt at politicians because they are crooked and it helped to overthrow the government, to building schools in Central America, carrying on my Dad's tradition of providing an escape route for battered women, to identifying bodies in a genocide, providing food, shoes and clothes for kids in too many places to name.
I carry hope with me at all times. I made a small difference today and I will make another tomorrow. Hope keeps my eyes open to opportunities to make a difference and the ability to act on it.
If I give up my hope, I give up on humanity. Its all that was left after Pandora opened the box. It needs to be taken care of
"We never realise, the wish is past,
we missed our time.
That brief millionth of a second
between the old year's last breathe, and baby new year's first."
this is existential stuff.
new moments born every tick of the clock.
ways to regain sanity & security, yet
greed
shoves its way to the front of the line.
safety & greed duke it out.
both win.
hope dies.
Reality contains hope, I've always thought, while pessimism warps reality...
My Mom used to sing this song I cannot remember all the lyrics, but there are verses that go "got to make the best of a bad situation, got to keep on keeping on." Ill have to look the lyrics up somehow. When things get crappy, she tells me, "Soley you've got to keep on keeping on" She also told us to wave at people if they look sad when we drive past them!
happy new year to you up there in the frozen north from the warm(ish) west edge. xo
Since you have decided that your intentions, plans, habits, desires, and philosophy of life all fall within the meaning of the word 'hope', I can see that you will continue to willfully misinterpret my comments as an attack on your position instead of merely a correction of your terminology.
I like and respect your way of living and wish you well with it; but a bowl of porridge is still not a jar of jam.
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We live in a complicated, screwed up world. I cannot give up hope and stop trying to make it a little teeeny tiny bit better everyday, even if its only for one other person. It keeps me going. It has saved my life when I was full of despair and fear and sadness.
You have something else that keeps you going . I have hope. :)
Well it is all just so darn good and sits with me, holding me, and making me think ... and .... regret a little ... but then I'm left with HOPE!
I love your response to skypixie0 ... "Hope never dies ... it just gets muddy sometimes!" EXACTLY!!!!
Adult books bore.
They need sketches.
We need more colors.
Thanks. It leaves asking,
wondering, and senses
convey great Love Within.
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I always wonder where to draw the line.
It takes amazing parental/adult wisdom.
Sometimes life is 'quirky' and a bit scary.
Rated!
May we all fill the unforgiving minute, with sixty seconds' worth of distance run, my friend. A very happy 2012 to you!
R♥
Three best friends who are always there.
Three wishes that all came true.
I love this wonderful, real, deep as it gets for parents, sharing of nurturing and letting go. It's the ultimate 'ouweeeee!'
Both. That bittersweet thing which happens with time marching on. Great piece!