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NOVEMBER 11, 2008 6:28AM

A Veterans Day Meditation

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On the eleventh hour of the eleventh day of the eleventh month, the Great War finally ended, a conflict unlike any that had come before.  The following year, President Wilson celebrated “Armistice Day” for the first time, and seven years later Congress declared November 11 an official holiday to honor the veterans of that cataclysmic conflict. 

 

The name of the holiday was changed in 1954, when a law was passed designating November 11 a day to honor all war veterans, not just those who had served in World War I.  On this Veterans Day, ninety years after the guns fell silent in Flanders fields, we honor the men and women of America who have served in far too many conflicts since then.

 

We honor Frank Buckles, the last remaining American veteran of the Great War.  Perhaps it was Mr. Buckles whom F. Scott Fitzgerald was thinking of when he imagined the reflections of a nervous soldier preparing for the long passage to European battlefields:

 

We leave tonight…

        Silent, we filled the still, deserted street,

                A column of dim grey,

And ghosts rose startled at the muffled beat

        Along the moonless way;

The shadowy shipyards echoed in the feet

        That turned from night and day.

 

And so we linger on the windless decks,

        See on the spectre shore

Shades of a thousand days, poor grey-ribbed wrecks…

        Oh, shall we then deplore

Those futile years!

                See how the sea is white!

The clouds have broken and the heavens burn

To hollow highways, paved with gravelled light

The churning of the waves about the stern

        Rising to one voluminous nocturne,

                        We leave tonight.

   

 

 

We honor John Ausland, who took advantage of a brief moment of solitude to write a letter to his mother and father during a rare lull in the Battle of the Bulge:

 

 Dear Folks,                         Somewhere in Germany, December 5, 1944

It is too bad that there is not time to write to you from day to day when we are fighting. As Dad can verify, it would make a picture that you all at home would refuse to believe.  For it is beyond description.  However, these images are so well impressed on my mind that I'm afraid they will never be erased, should I so desire... 

Outside the night is clear, star-lit, and thus far moonless. A lone Jerry plane buzzes overhead. Over our heads and to the flanks the artillery rumbles.       

Tomorrow at 0730 I shall have been in Europe six long months.  Six months of days, hours, and minutes.  Each at times an eternity.  Now I wonder how many more of each of these this will continue. And how long a man can go on with it.  The beach, Cherbourg, Periers, St. Lo, Mortain, Paris, the Siegfried Line, and now Germany. Each fight seems harder than the last.         

Strangely, though, I feel better now than after any fight thus far.  After the others I've been quite run down. Today, after a bath, haircut, shave, and change of clothes, I feel quite good.  Perhaps I'm becoming battle-hardened.  I hope not.  Yet the dead and wounded have less and less effect. War has become a business…   

 

We honor Bill Jones, a young man who found new appreciation for the faith of his fathers when he was taken prisoner by North Koreans at Taejon.  He was captured after a bullet scraped his skull, barely missing penetration into the brain.  Mr. Jones recalled that 1950 incident in an interview 55 years later: 

There were two of us taken together in a rice paddy, and then a few minutes later, the North Koreans brought over two more American soldiers.  My friend said to me, 'What do we do now?'  So, I thought, Maybe we should pray.  He said “I'm not usually a very religious person”, but both of us dropped to our knees and said the Lord's Prayer.  In a few minutes, the North Koreans came over and shot the other two Americans.  I'm not certain if the prayer saved us, but I'll always believe that there was someone watching over us that day.  They walked us for days to the north, and we finally got to our first prison camp.  I wasn't released for over three years.   

 

We honor Major Dale Buis, the first of 58,256 names carved on Maya Lin’s gut wrenching black wall on Washington D.C.’s mall.  We honor the other men and women who served in Vietnam, whose experiences, both during the war, and after their return home, were beautifully captured by Bobbie Ann Mason in her novel, In Country.  Her teenaged protagonist finds the war diary written by the father she never knew, a young man tragically killed before he could see his baby girl.  He describes his first enemy encounter after weeks of boredom and drudgery:

July 9.  Ambushed.  It was over in two seconds but seemed like two hours.  My knees still shaking.  Bobby G. got hit in the leg, but not bad.  Doc patched him up.  We got two V.C.  I think one of ‘em’s mine, but Jim C. claimed it too.  We had a big day, big deal over whose it was.  No letters.  Irene seems too far away to be real.  But it’s all for her and the baby, or else why are we here?  Joe’s got 5 notches on his machetty.  He’s a short-timer.  I’m sure I’ll get one soon.  It’s the law of averages.  Joe’s asking for trouble, though.  He’ll volunteer to walk point.  He ain’t afraid of nothing…I’m tired tonight.  A good kind of tired.  We got two.  Two weeks out and we finally got two.  We had cigarettes and felt wild.  

 

We honor the men and women who have served more recently, some in conflicts nearly forgotten.  They served, and died, in places like Lebanon, Grenada, and Panama; in Bosnia and Kosovo, and in the anarchy of Somalia.  In the Persian Gulf they sailed aboard the USS Cole, easy targets for a bomb-laden dingy foreshadowing more horror to come.   

We honor the men and women who fought and died in far off Iraq in 1991, and again in our new century.  We honor those in Afghanistan, whose mission is to destroy the entity that destroyed so much on American soil seven years ago.   We honor those who remain in those sad and faraway lands, who live in the path of unimaginable peril every day.  Godspeed to them; may they come home safely, and well. 

One day soon, may the wars end.  Then we will read and ponder anew the words of Thomas Hardy, written at the time of that first Armistice Day 90 years ago: 

Breathless they paused.  Out there the men raised their glance                  To where had stood those poplars lank and lopped.                                     As they had raised it through the four years’ dance                                   Of Death in the now familiar flats of France,                                          And murmured, “Strange, this!  How?  All firing stopped?”                    

Aye, all was hushed.  The about-to-fire fired not,                                    The aimed-at moved away in trance-lipped song.                                       One cheekless regiment slung a clinched shot                                         And turned.  The Spirit of Irony smirked out, “What?                            Spoil peradventures woven of Rage and Wrong?” 

Thenceforth no flying fires inflamed the gray,                                           No hurtlings shook the dewdrop from the thorn,                                          No moan perplexed the mute bird on the spray;                                   Worn horses mused:  “We are not whipped today”;                                No weft-winged engines blurred the moon’s thin horn. 

Calm fell, from Heaven distilled a clemency;                                         There was peace on earth, and silence in the sky;                                Some could, some could not, shake off misery;                                          The Sinister Spirit sneered: “It had to be!”                                             And again the Spirit of Pity whispered, “Why?”

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Great post, Steve. Thanks for the collection of writings; it's striking how similar soldiers' sentiments are, I think, even when they're separated by decades.
Procopius,

This is a nice compilation, and it helps present the human elements that too often are overlooked when thinking about war from afar. I’ve never been in armed conflict, and find it difficult to relate to what that reality must be. But these writings help bring out the commonality that must exist among all who do find themselves in such a reality. Thanks…

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I should add that whenever I come across writing about war, or about being a soldier during wartime, I think of two pieces that for me capture the experience well (though I have no direct way to measure their accuracy): All Quiet on the Western Front and Up Front.
Thanks Rick and Rob. That commonality is what I was driving for. Rob, I have to agree with you on "All Quiet..." It's breathtaking. I will have to find "Up Front", I haven't read it.
The "warrior" is an archetype within us--inborn in the species for centuries, regardless of the nation, class, or time for that matter. If it does fulfill it's purpose in war it does so in protecting those we love by putting food on the table and competing in order for us to survive.

It is stronger in some than in others, who have other instincts with which to serve the collective and find their place, and often there is a conflict between them. History is nothing if not full of this conflict.

But Veterans Day is the day we give that instinct what it is due, and those men who live in its grip--all of their lives--not just as young men who wish to prove themselves in this most ancient of ways. It is important to both give honor, when honor is due, and recall the other forms of honor and endeavor upon with the collective relies.

The men who would speak for truth, for instance, the poets who recognize our glory, those who would seek peace so men may not die in useless combat, and those brave few who will not under any circumstance condone death between men.

"Why this sudden restlessness, this confusion?
(How serious people's faces have become.)
Why are the streets and squares emptying so rapidly.
everyone going home so lost in thought?

Because night has fallen and the barbarians have not come,
And some who have just returned from the border say
there are no barbarians any longer.

And now, what's going to happen to us without barbarians?
They were, those people, a kind of solution."
Steve you are the man! But you know that... :-)

We can hate the war but we should always honor the soldier. For those of us who have not been on a field of battle, we cannot imagine the inhumanity that each of them face/faced. Keep them all in your thoughts and/or prayers. Most of them didn't know what they were getting into (throughout all Wars) but they were there or ARE there at this very minute. Scared, feeling alone and thousands of miles from home.

Honor those today.
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I add Bosnia and Somalia to your list.

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Steve, thank you for compiling this thoughtful post!

It wasn't so long ago that there was discussion on what to do with the "Peace Dividend" and here we are with two ongoing conflicts/occupations and more death and destruction.
Steve, wonderful and moving collection. One of my favorite books, and one I've recommended to many men, who without fail, have absolutely loved this rich and amazing novel is Soldier of The Great War by Mark Helprin. Not sure if you had heard of it, but wanted to pass it along. Fantastic post.
LT, thank you for the reminder. I have corrected the oversight.
Just beautiful, Steve. You captured the dignity this moment of reflection deserves.

My first husband was a Vietnam war vet, and I posted my own remembrance of this day from a trip I took to Belgium, where the trenches of WWI remain:
http://open.salon.com/content.php?cid=41788
Just beautiful, Steve. You captured the dignity this moment of reflection deserves.

My first husband was a Vietnam war vet, and I posted my own remembrance of this day from a trip I took to Belgium, where the trenches of WWI remain:
http://open.salon.com/content.php?cid=41788
Great post. Is it wrong to note how eloquent the writing is in each piece?
Procopius,

Thank you,........on this day,............always, I think of my Father.
I used to call him and thank him for his sacrifices every Nov. 11th,
We would cry a little together. I still thank him...always.
Merci, Monsieur.

It occurs to me that we turn to men of words in these moments of reflection on the pityless price of armed conflict, seeking words of comfort, comprehension, bonding. Why is it that we fail so often to turn to men of words before the conflict spirals out of control into such conflagration?
Thank you. Remembering, with honor and with pity, is often all we can do, and can be remarkably healing. And somehow -- remembering war so often brings us to thoughts of peace and calm and clemency.