Procopius

Procopius
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I'm a regular middle aged guy, living in a regular middle class neighborhood, in a regular middle-sized community in the middle of America. I am an expatriate Texan transplanted to the Midwest, and wondering how I got here, and where I'm headed.

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DECEMBER 6, 2008 3:39PM

Becoming a Statistic

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You knew the call was coming, but the resolution of the issue was still unknown.  A workforce reduction of 4% company-wide doesn’t sound too threatening, but you knew your little corner of the company was to be the primary target.  More than 4% would be affected in your office; the only question was how many more.

 

It was 9:10 in the morning when the telephone rang.  The caller ID screen displayed the number of your organization’s Vice President.  This early in the morning?  Probably not a good sign.

 

“How are you doing?” he asked.

 

You chuckle.  “Well, I’m not sure.  It’s been a strange week.”  That is a true statement.  It is a strange feeling, indeed, to fear for your job.  The week of uncertainty is as bad, or worse, than the certainty when the call finally arrives.

 

“I’m afraid what I have to tell you won’t make your week any better.”  You have a great deal of respect for the man on the other end of the line.  The sadness in his voice is palpable.  “Your position has been surplussed.  This is the most difficult thing I have to do as an executive, but my hands are tied.  When I brought you on board two years ago, I never dreamed something like this was on the horizon.  I am so sorry.”

 

This is the conversation that makes one a statistic.  It is the conversation your Vice President had to repeat with many other co-workers who had been with the company less than two years, men and women with families to feed and mortgages to pay.  It is the conversation that makes you part of the 8% of workers in your industry who are unemployed, the industry to which you have devoted 25 years of your life.  It is the conversation that ensues for far too many when the company that has given you a comfortable standard of living reduces its sales force by 25%.  It is the conversation that darkens a season of the year that should be full of light.  It is the conversation that is happening all over the United States, the consequence of unbridled greed and irresponsible activities on the part of a very small number of financiers and often foolish and gullible homeowners.

 

533,000 jobs were lost in November.  The number will likely be higher in December.  Now you are one of them:  A statistic published in the Saturday morning newspaper.

 

  

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Steve, I'm hoping that you're talking about a colleague here, and not yourself. I'd be extremely saddened to learn that you were a part of the statistics discussed here.
Actually, that sounds pretty good to me. Over three years ago I was laid off by the employer for whom I had worked over twenty-one years, the last ten years in the same department.

That day five of us were laid off. We were led into a room with a manager and someone from HR. We were given some paperwork and politely told to pack up and get out.

The department director for whom I had worked for years couldn't be bothered to show up that day. I never did hear from him -- no phone call, no email, no post card, no "best wishes" or "sorry dude" or anything else. But what the hell, it was only some peons being disposed of, and he had people to do that for him.
mishima, that's why I wanted to make sure to speak favorably of the true gentleman who personally delivered the news. An executive of a large company did not have to do that. He could have done it via e-mail or use some lackey. He didn't.
I so hope this isn't about you, Steve, but something tells me... damn.

This is the icing on the cake: “Your position has been surplussed." Surplussed?? Are they freakin kidding??? Perhaps if the surpluss top execs who do little to nothing all took a pay cut, they could keep the employees who actually do the work. Damn.
Anyone in America who feels their job is safe these days, are living on a river called "De nial". It's a sad, sad time Steve.
GREAT post.
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I have been a proud statistic now for 478 days.

"Your position has been surplussed." Yah, right. I got, "The decision has been made to terminate your employment." It carries a bit more of an implication of blame, but I was never told the why or informed of any failing or infraction.

Then again, my dismissal doesn't even compare to Mishima's.

At the end of the day, it doesn't really matter how poorly or nicely they do it to ya, you're still without a job.
It is the conversation that darkens a season of the year that should be full of light.

This is really moving. Thanks for sharing what seems like an impossibly difficult story -- incidents like these are how people become statistics, but posts like yours are what make us all remember the humanity behind the numbers.
Thanks for posting this, Steve, and my best wishes for everyone in this situation. My first thought was to post along the lines that John did, "I hope this isn't you!" (which I still hope). But then I realized that you might be writing equally well about half a million people in this month. How awful.
I'm so sorry, Steve.

Two months ago my organization's CEO was saying firmly that we were in a position that would ensure no layoffs.

He isn't sounding as sure now.

It's just bloody terrifying out there and I don't think it's going to get better for at least another 9-12 months.

Good luck with whatever you choose to do. And let us go on the journey with you, if you can bear to blog it. We're pulling for you.
the difference between america and the african savanna is, in africa the hyenas give you a little head start. what's the same is, in africa the wildebeest watch aunt sally get cut out of the herd and think, "as long as it's not me, now there'll be more grass for me, she had a bad ankle anyway."

and so do your ex-colleagues think about you, if they think at all. ah-capitalism!. and christianity! what a lovely basis for human society: one to do the culling, one to sprinkle rosebuds on the bloodstains.
Dear Steve,

This post make my nostrils stiffen; my tear ducts swell and my eyes deliver the tears as I read this to the end. This is hitting too close to home for so many of us here and all across the country. Ane why do they do this right before Christmas and all our special family holidays that should be filled with joy and hope, especially now.
Yesterday, my husband's boss walked into his office, no notice, and told him that if he, my husband, didn't bring in a particular large account with a sizable order next week, that he, the boss, would be laying off some people. Not a word more was said. It's the sting that lingers in your head until the other shoe drops. Only positive thoughts and hope go out to you and yours at this time of transition. I can only hope that a new and better adventure awaits you very soon. Fingers crossed.
I sincerely hope that this has not and will not happen to you, though what you've written here makes palpable the fact that this is, unfortunately, the discordant music of the season...
You've not 'met' me, as I have only recently joined the community. I do not mean to make a suggestion that is premature, because you are obviously in considerable distress, and rightly so; but consider self employment this time 'round. You're still full of energy, and there's no end of opportunities. When you employ yourself, you can live by the Golden Rule; and if you feel uninspired, you can take whatever measures you deem fit to rectify the situation.

Sometimes it's better to just go out and dig up the golf course.

Find something that really moves and excites YOU, and re-create yourself...! It's alot more satisfying than going on job interviews, downsizing yourself, and in that diminished state of mind, looking for a position working for someone with half your IQ.

There's a bright side, and you're on it.

all the best
I try to remember that "533,000 jobs" is actually 533,000 people, and their families and friends. But of course it's overwhelming and leaves me numb. Your post reminds me that this is person by person, job by job. Scary times, indeed, but not hopeless. Particularly for someone with your curiosity of mind and sensitivity of soul. Thanks for keeping my compassion alive; and I hope that this holiday season is filled with love and laughter for you.
It is staggering. My thoughts are with you.
but no one said, "why don't we take a 4% cut in pay, instead of throwing colleagues to the wolves..."
Steve, my heart goes out to you. I was laid off at the age of 27. Fresh off the "boat" from England, working for a maniac, I didn't see the signs coming, stupidly, but even if I had, there was no time to do anything about it. We weren't treated with respect in the weeks leading up to the news - the agency principals told us they were cutting our salaries by 33%, then said they'd be buying boxes of Ramen noodles for the kitchen "so at least we could eat - ha ha". They then proceeded to tell us that yes, they too were sad, because they also wanted the big house and the nice cars, but they would have to stick with their 5 bed McMansions and 3 year old BMWs for a few more years. I kid you not. This was done seriously, not in jest.

It feels like you're spinning when you lose your job. Getting drunk works for a few hours, but then you wake up in the morning with a very strange feeling of being abandoned. You learn who your friends are, and you learn a lot about your own ability to think more of yourself than others. I was lucky in my aftermath - I live in a community with many agencies, and I networked to high heaven until I got a job offer from a generous man. But, many aren't as lucky.
I am currently on the other side of this equation. Our company is struggling and we have to do something different or risk bankruptcy which will hurt worse.

So, we are doing a number of things including job cuts.

Our approach has been:
-Combine management jobs...so the first eliminations have actually been forced retirements and lay-offs of high-level folks.
-Stop recruiting for open positions...except, in some cases, there are unique skills and you have to look outside to get the skills you need...which means some current employees still lose their jobs.
-Eliminate contract roles...except sometimes the contractors have roles that are more directly related to production than employee roles so we need to cut employee jobs and retain contract roles.
-So, you are left with eliminating some employees because the market for our products is smaller and we simply do not need as many people to supply our customers.

In answer to Al, the reason that across the board salary cuts don't work is that it causes your best people to leave since they are the ones who can get the "unique skill" jobs at prevailing wages at other companies. Losing the best people is a recipe for bankrupcy which, again, hurst everyone worse.

We try to handle these things respectfully. Everyone is communicated to in person. There is a published severance plan. The termination date is not the day of notifcation but usually 60 days in the future.

I wish everyone well who is impacted.
On Thanksgiving, I created a little exercise at our dinner table where everyone wrote, during dinner, what they are thankful for. During dessert, we read them. In my top 3 was "I have a job." I could sooo easily be in your shoes. It's good that you have this community to share with. My heart is with you.
Lest we think "better him than me" ... I want you to know that the artists in my group are selling next to nothing this year at our Christmas shows because of the layoffs. That goes for all local businesses. It's not just Procopius' job, but the dry cleaner, the grocery store, the hardware store. Everyone will be laying off workers as a result of his lost job, and his colleagues' jobs. We are all impacted.
I was delighted at first to see your byline on the front page of Salon.com, then absorbed the ramifications. You have my respect as a writer here at OS and wish you good fortune in the tough times to come for all of us.
I hope that you were not on the receiving end of this call. Still, even if you were the one calling with the bad news, I feel for you as well. While some of these managers may truly feel nothing at having to let go of employees, I imagine that a great number of them struggle with it terribly. I applaud the human face that you've put on this extremely difficult, albeit exceedingly more common, situation.
Steve, I hoped the simplistic and oh so true message in this post has staying power, and I'm glad to see it has. This is happening to good people like all of us EVERY day. It's not enough to be active in your job these days, you need to be pro-active in looking for work in sectors that are lesser affected by this meltdown (if there is such an animal).

Sometimes short, sweet and to the point makes the best post.
You nailed my friend, as usual.
Thanks
Another statistic here, since mid-October. Spouse and I worked for the same start-up, we were both "downsized" on the same day.

Thank you so much for writing this, it really touched me. If this is autobiographical, keep your chin up. Best wishes in your job search.
I want to thank those who have kindly offered their good wishes from reading this post. I purposefully avoided writing this post in the first person. That would have been utterly inappropriate. I am but an insignificant slice of what could be a huge macro-economic meltdown affecting tens of millions of Americans, not to mention the much larger and life-threatening impact a serious American recession can have on other parts of the world.

My personal situation is better, I'm sure, than that of hundreds of thousands who find themselves in similar straits. My company provides a generous 2 month transition period, as well as a severance package (albeit a small on for those who have only a few years tenure in the company). Many firms on the brink cannot offer their laid off employees anything like that.

Another factor that lessens the immediate impact is savings. Fortunately, I have two life insurance policies, one of which can be redeemed for cash value if the need arises, preventing the need to tap a 401K account. Anyone in their late 20's or 30's would be wise to consider something like that. The purpose of the second policy was to add to a retirement nest egg, or to retire debt if something should have happened to me. I never foresaw the need to use it in the manner I might have to, now. But I am extremely grateful it is there.

Now is the time for people to evaluate personal finances, for as so many have already commented, no one is safe. Not even a 50 year old with a family and long, reasonably successful track record in an important, relatively healthy industrial sector.
Mishima666-- I know what your boss did sucked but in defense of the other woosy side--sometimes they are embarassed. Sometimes they do not know what to say. Yes we all know it is better to be a man and just deliver the news but the boss is human. It is not necessarily bad intent or that he did not care--he may have actually cared very deeply and just could not face you and so hid behind a lackey and behind "proceedures". I put this out there BECAUSE as we go through these times--there will be more layoffs and MOST will not be done properly or respectfully but understand that if a man was telling you six months ago BIG DREAMS--yes sirree and next year we will be triple our size and the sales will be coming in from Mongolia and NOW he has to say well that was a load of crap and actually I have to lay off 50% of you who I know have mortgages and kids in school--the shame is deep. By the way--let us all be prepared--even if you have a job still--move immediately to your austerity life and save everything you have--cut the expenses, get the renter in for the next room, cut the cable to basic only, make your lunch--take it deep down so that if it happens you have a cushion and if it does not--you have at least increased your savings.
Steve, as you noticed in my first comment I was unsure of whether or not you were writing about yourself or an associate. I'm sorry to learn that you were writing about your own situation and I want to wish you the best as you go through this period. You are clearly a careful planner as shown in your most recent comment regarding life insurance and the like. I'm hoping that another job opportunity that is on a par with your high skill level appears quickly so this transitional time will be very brief. I also wanted to congratulate you upon having your post chosen for the front page of salon.com today!
This must be very difficult for you. Thank you for sharing. I hope you will find a good job soon and be able to report back to us.
Jesus, man. If this is you... I am so sorry. I had a visceral reaction to this, having had one of those lengthy, hyper-realistic dreams last night in which I had been let go from my current job. We're doing surprisingly well, and given the nature of my work (contractor for a government agency), it's unlikely that I'm in any real trouble, but that doesn't diminish my empathy one iota.

From a fellow Tex-pat (19 years now), here's hoping you find work very soon, sir.

Best,
P
I'm one of those, too, Steve. Keep the faith with me, k?
Sorry about your job loss, I joined the club on Monday when I returned to the office from vacation. Little rational explanation, two weeks severence, goodbye....

I went through this six years ago and it took 30 months to find a new permanent position. Hopefully this time will be shorter.

Good luck to us all.
Me too. Just got my news on Thursday-with one week's notice. Loaded up their van and went on to the conference/trade show already scheduled for that evening....and came home with three job leads.

My point is-now is the time to do that networking in hyperdrive. I had planned to lick my wounds til after the holidays and come out swinging in Jan. I went out and showed my face, said goodbye to colleagues without pathos, and got a heckuva lot of mileage out of it. I felt pretty strongly early in the year that I was being traded for a 'newer model' in my position. Seems well worth getting ourselves out there pronto to show we are still "on it".

And I echo the folks talking about self-employment. I'll give it six months trying to find a comparable position, but will be preparing my biz plan and networking to start my own gig by summer if not.

Let's all remember we aren't remotely alone in this and that great things can come from reaching out.
Procopius - sounds like you and I "work" for the very same large corporation. My experience on Friday was so damn similar it made me sick to my stomach all over again. Believe me, my heart goes out to you and I'm still numb from that conversation. I'm more confused about how it happened than I am bitter about it but the bitterness creeps into my thoughts still. It's tough to watch TV and not be reminded about that damned meeting with my boss on Friday. I would imagine you're in the same boat.

Our company continues to behave in ways that bewilder me. Decisions seem to be capricious in nature and not entirely logical and not a little political in nature too. My sales group was hit particularly hard, exactly half the team was laid off on Friday ... the other half have no idea what's going to happen to them. Where this gets bewildering is our team was the number one sales team in the country in our segment the past two years. We absolutely perform higher than 98% of our peers yet somehow half of us lost our jobs. I personally was neck and neck for number two on the team and at 110% of my number for the year. As I said, Friday was a kick in the nuts that is going to take days to recover from.

If I could lose my job under those circumstances then I fear no one is safe. To the larger economy my "downsizing" just turned me from a consumer to non-entity. I earned a good living and spread the wealth, not any more. God bless you and watch over you and all here who share the same fate. You are in my thoughts.
I am not saying this to make light of the situation but when I read your title, I saw "Becoming a Sadistic". I suppose that would actually be the VP's position. I am sorry this happened and I only wish this were an anomaly.
So sorry about this Steve, and about the others as well who are having to suffer because of greed and ignorance of others.

I always find your posts so thoughtful and thought-provoking; this one is sad.
Procopius said in a comment, "Now is the time for people to evaluate personal finances, for as so many have already commented, no one is safe. Not even a 50 year old with a family and long, reasonably successful track record in an important, relatively healthy industrial sector. "

I might add especially not a 50 year old. Being closer to retirement myself, I've realized the older you get the harder to get rehired or promoted. Ageism is very real and next to impossible to prove or redress. Thank you for, as someone else said, putting a human face on the numbers. You are eloquent.

I wish you the very best of good fortune at this juncture, P. Keep writing and keep us posted on future developments, please.
Gosh Steve. For such a brilliant post, such a terrible price. I know It'll turn out all right.
Thanks for sharing an experience common to throngs of American workers in this day and age. Losing a job at the height of economic downturn is never easy but not only do you have your head on straight, you seem to be amply prepared to handle the temporary storm financially - unfortunately, many don't have that advantage. As I said to another OSer in the same boat, tough times don't last but tough people do - the best of luck!
Steve this is beyond a profound heartbreak. It is happening all around.....I'm a little relieved you are ready to use a small financial cushion. but that still does not eliminate the uncertainties......
I wish you and family well.
Hey Steve

Yes, this hits all well too close to home. My husband was laid-off from his job at Verizon. He had worked for 30 years for MCI, which was gobbled up by Worldcom (did you hear that Bernie Ebhers is asking for a fucking pardon), which emerged from bankrupcy as MCI, then was bought by Verizon a few years ago. 30 years, and now just a statistic.

I like the fact that you wrote this in the 2nd person!

Toni
Procopius, an amazing post from someone with an amazing attitude. You are a tremendous model of one who will not allow themselves to be a victm, to be a "statistic"...not when it comes to how you are meeting this. My father at 50 with 5 dependent children had the same thing happen to us. I didn't know until several years later. He reinvented himself, took action, stayed positive and started his own business. I will always be grateful to him for that. Thank you for this.
Proco, great post. The dreary news is that we're all on the brink, even (maybe especially) we self-employed. The good news is they can't eat you! Glad to see you've a nest egg.
Beautifully written with exceptional compassion for others in the same situation. You, and others who have commented, are right about the need to be financially prudent--how it pays off in a situation like this and why you should start seriously thinking about it no matter how safe you feel in your current employment.

We will be thinking about you in days to come and hoping that this may lead you to an even better place, career, and life experience.

Fondly,
Mary
Thanks again for the comments. The news doesn't get any better, as I have had two friends in other companies faced with the same circumstance as me during the past week or two. For all you commentors who are going through the same thing as me, let's vow to keep our chins up, enjoy the true meaning of this Holiday season (as opposed to the commercialization of it), and work tirelessly to make things better next year!
I understand your predicament all too well. My husband's employer, United Airlines filed chapter 11 shortly after 9-11. They climbed out of bankruptcy on the backs of their employee's salaries and benefits while the biggies at the top kept their outrageous salaries and bonuses. Professionals were reduced to working for fast food wages until the company recovered. They started to improve wages and replace benefits in the last two years. Now they are filling Chapter 11 again and laying off thousands of employees. the retirement fund they replaced with company shares is worthless. It is just our story, but there are too many in the same sad sinking mess.

So sorry Procopius. It is with a heavy heart that I read your brilliant post.
Lonnie Lazar: "At the end of the day, it doesn't really matter how poorly or nicely they do it to ya, you're still without a job."

It doesn't matter financially, but it *does* matter in other ways. Take it from me -- I've been "surplussed" rudely and politely. Politely is better.
Best of luck in whatever you choose to do.
I'm a little behind the curve on getting to this. Brilliantly written, but a dire situation, at this time of year especially. Best of luck to you and yours, through the days ahead.
Procopius - sorry I am very late getting to this. This is a very powerful post, and am truly sorry about your situation. I've been through this as well, from both sides of the table, and it is no fun. Your attitude will serve you well going forward, and I truly wish you the best of everything in moving on to something else. Really liked your comment about enjoying the true meaning of the holidays -- that is so important, especially now. We're all pulling for you, brother.
Haggis and Bionic, thank you for your kind comments.