MAY 18, 2009 1:20PM

I Am A Victim of Restless Feet Syndrome

Rate: 5 Flag

It usually starts in my head with a vague longing to abandon everything -- family, friends, hearth and home -- then moves down to my feet where my toes start to twitch and tingle.

If left untreated, as has happened more than once, I can wind up chucking the whole kit-and-kaboodle and heading in all directions, depending on the season and where the sun happens to sit in the sky at the moment.

In the past, that meant landing in Paris, Santa Fe, the Soviet Arctic and Kazakhstan and other less-scenic spots, but always far from my childhood home near Boston.

This condition -- which can lead to various states of euphoria followed by a certain level of disappointment -- most often afflicts the young and the young at heart.

Those are the ones who feel tugged to live a different kind of American dream -- not the one that features a steady job and a white picket fence, but the one first brought to this country on the Mayflower and transported out West by the pioneers.

It still lives in those who grow up in an East Coast suburb and can't wait to dip their restless toes in the Pacific, for example, or in those who find themselves in a rut in middle age and who sign up to work in Africa with the Peace Corps.

One of the symptoms of restless feet syndrome is a nagging boredom with the status quo, with the comfortable groove we can so unwittingly dig for ourselves out of the raw material of our oh-so-brief life.

I confess -- I do get bored quickly. I think my mother had to constantly change the mobile over my crib because I wailed when its shiny butterflies or stars and fish had spun around once too often. And as a kid I explored every inch of my neighborhood, dreaming of far-off lands still yet to be seen.

Those restless feet. They tap to a rhythm all their own.

Is there a cure? I hope not.

But some methods of treatment have been proven helpful, especially when the victim has run away from home enough times to know the costs can sometimes outweigh the benefits.

Not that I regret having taken off when the syndrome hit -- there is a part of me that would always prefer trekking through the taiga myself to watching someone else do it on TV -- but at some point roots can start to grow beneath even the most restless feet and anchor us to the Earth.

Now, instead of giving in to my ennui and packing my bags, I pack my adventures into this blog and into a memoir -- yes, more about me but in book form! -- that I'm currently and constantly writing.

Rather than hunger to travel horizontally around the world, I'm moving more vertically within myself, exploring the inner and outer edges of who I am and perhaps, when I'm lucky, getting some sense of what this wondrous, restless journey called life -- for all of us victims -- is truly all about.

Share your thoughts?
web stats

Your tags:

TIP:

Enter the amount, and click "Tip" to submit!
Recipient's email address:
Personal message (optional):

Your email address:

Comments

Type your comment below:
I share the same affliction. It caused me much happiness and much pain. Rated.
A lovely rumination.

I live in an area that has been called one of the seven wonders of the modern world. It has curbed the wanderlust of my youth substantially. I seem to travel now to be with friends or family more than quench some inner longing.

These things come in cycles I've found.
So glad to find like-minded victims out there. And so true about the cycles -- once restless, always restless, even when the urge is subdued for a while. Haven't thrown those hiking shoes out quite yet...
In general, my life has been somewhat atypical but bland. Always nice to read of other's adventures. Keep 'em coming.
Your observations describe very real feelings. Rated :-)

The twitch and tingle you describe are real. Even for galactic folks with no head and feet.

A possible substitute, the poor man's airline ticket, so to say, is the web.

I remember the feeling I had ten or so years ago when looking at a web site of Palermo, Sicily. A place where I had never been, yet there it was: not only photos, but trivial local information: show times in the movie theaters for that night. City council resolutions from the prior week.

Have you ever checked if the university library is open tomorrow in Dublin so that you could an see the Book of Kells? If you happened to be there, of course…

Is the renovation completed at the thermal bath in Thermopylai? You know, the one that stands on the same hot spring that existed in 480 B.C. when the naked Leonidas fought Xerxes? The building was in quite a disrepair lately… :-)

It is an eerie feeling "to be there". Wherever. Right now.
I used to call this "running away and joining the circus" syndrome until I discovered it had very little to do with "entertainment". I have always been enchanted by life, opportunity and this nagging sense that something else was going on somewhere else that I might be missing. With time (and experience), I have learned to pick and choose more carefully. But I am certainly not content to believe or fall into the trap that "this is all there is". Human beings are their own worst trappers. I have escaped more often than I have succumbed. The jaws of life have a very different meaning for me. Excellent post that I can relate to on so many levels.
I used to call this "running away and joining the circus" syndrome until I discovered it had very little to do with "entertainment". I have always been enchanted by life, opportunity and this nagging sense that something else was going on somewhere else that I might be missing. With time (and experience), I have learned to pick and choose more carefully. But I am certainly not content to believe or fall into the trap that "this is all there is". Human beings are their own worst trappers. I have escaped more often than I have succumbed. The jaws of life have a very different meaning for me. Excellent post that I can relate to on so many levels.
Yes, the Web does provide much virtual travel and free of charge. I used to have to see things for myself, or I was left wondering if they really did exist.

GalaxyMan, you can tell your "people" that this restless feet syndrome also speaks to the human illusion that the grass is greener on the other side but then you find it ain't really all that much better than the soft blades you got underneath.

And cartouche, you are wise. Choosing those excursions more wisely -- that's the ticket. Release ourselves from the trap but then be content to return home again.