My mind rebels,
My heart groans,
My limbs ache;
My stance stinks.
Lizards rustle from hiding,
Slithering about their business
Heedless of the human sapling
Looming over them.
Chuffing squirrels return,
Scampering to reclaim the oaks.
One dines careless at my feet,
Content in my leafless shade.
No sign of trust sweeter
Than the wisp of wind
Stirred by the junco’s wing
Against my cheek in brief caress.
My mind calms,
My heart laughs,
My limbs, like tree-limbs spreading;
My stance... blessed by the wild.


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Ah....to do the standing meditation in nature can be both wonderful and distracting. It's like doing the sets on lumpy grass instead of a hard flat floor...or wearing shoes when you'd rather be barefoot.
My stance stinks...good times eh? Add to that, my feet hurt, my knees are collapsing, my hips are wrong, my shoulders are too high...of course adding that would ruin the flow of your beautiful poem.
And, I thought of you and Juliet last night at my class. I wish I could have recorded the sound of my chi for you, it filled the room. So lovely and calming.
I did the short set and a short standing meditation in the next field the other week. It was sublime. And I love how animals react to the energy. When it is my external chi, I can share it, but after sitting meditation, when it is my internal energy that flows, I have keep myself from petting my teacher's cat so it doesn't drain away to that slovenly, greedy cat. :)
sorry, this comment is all over the place. I'm just so pleased to read something I can connect with so completely. Namaste!!
coyote - what a lovely memory! maybe because the wild is growing ever scarcer, when one of its creatures comes near to me in trust, I always feel I must be doing something right.
mamoore - aren't they they most delightful feathered darlings? I'm at the very edge of the Oregon junco's southern habitat... this is what mine was like: www.pbase.com/stusmithphoto/image/68474619
I wonder, is the over-the-Rockies variety your mum hangs out with in the mornings very different?
JK - I simply love the way your words roll -- clear and powerful, like your chi! I love that you read my poem right after your practice (and Tai Chi practice, too)! After that video-tour of your gorgeous homestead, I can SO imagine you in field... and I totally know where that kitty is coming from. She senses you all charged and crackling with chi, and says, "Gimme some of THAT!" ;)
As for kung fu outdoors, well, that's how I learned it. I'm in a strongly nature-based tradition; you'll only find me indoors on the very stormiest days (though I work out on asphalt, brick, wood... smooth, flat surfaces, and only dare the lumpy grass for standing, or I'll sometimes give one of our flatter volcanic rocks a go). Part of what feels so right and healthy about practice is that it gives me a daily connection to the real world and an on-going connection to the wheel of the year, heightening my awareness both of nature's infinitesimal, in-the-moment changes and the sweeping, massive cycles of the seasons. The times I studied forms indoors, I found the ceilings and walls oppressive. When I taught Long Life QiGong at the local health club (second floor), I had to throw open all the windows and re-orient the students to face them -- the standard indoor exercise-class arrangement didn't work for me at all. I like to practice in elements, rooted in the living earth, suspended from the roof of the sky...
(See? I can get rolling, too! I think I've just inspired myself to go do a set in the early twilight!)
Blessed Be. :)
Thanks everyone for stopping by and
Such an inspiring and comforting little poem..."No sign of trust sweeter
than the wisp of wind..."
Stance goes from stinking to "blessed by the wind". Of course the stance that stinks is also blessed, everything AS IT IS
is blessed, we know that...in our heads...but to FEEL it is truly the whole point of this existence. To BE the damn wind. Wind means spirit,
they say. Pneuma. The air is coming in, it is going out. I am bringing it in sometimes; other times it seems to come in "by itself". What's the difference?
Jim.wonderful
suzie - how brilliant you stopped by! I'm glad my brief poetic musing pleased. Wind, trees, sky, critters... I think that good stuff gets us feeling good in just exactly the same way.
Now I know there is an alternative...and ! I can doit outside, which is my second favorite place to be, next to
inside...
Jim.