Emily Rapp

Emily Rapp
Location
Santa Fe, New Mexico, USA
Birthday
July 12
Bio
Emily Rapp is the author of Poster Child: A Memoir, and Dear Dr. Frankenstein: A Love Story, which is forthcoming from Penguin Press in March 2013. She is also the author of many essays and stories in the New York Times, the Los Angeles Times, Bellevue Literary Review, The Sun, Body + Soul, StoryQuarterly, The Texas Observer, and other publications. She is currently Professor of Creative Writing at the Santa Fe University of Art and Design in Santa Fe, New Mexico and a faculty member with the University of California-Riverside Palm Desert MFA Program.

MY RECENT POSTS

MAY 18, 2012 5:08PM

Guest Blog by Elizabeth Tannen!

A beautiful post by my friend, the terrific and talented writer Elizabeth Tannen.

 

            It’s evening in Santa Fe, and I’m standing with Ronan in his bedroom. He lies on his changing table, his body still, sheathed in a long-sleeved onesie dotted with penguins. I stand… Read full post »

APRIL 20, 2012 6:21PM

Wasp’s Nest

Tonight, at the National Tay-Sachs and Allied Diseases Organization’s Annual Family Conference in Orlando, I attended a commemoration ceremony for the children who have died this year and in previous years. The name of each child was read aloud. Pictures were shown. Candles were lit. A room ful… Read full post »

APRIL 1, 2012 6:51PM

A gift from my friend Monika….

For Emily

 

Last night you dreamed of a silver lake, a shelf of ice on the side of a mountain, and a sleeping brown bear.

The icy side of the mountain came with all the familiar sounds – a sizzling crack somewhere deep and unseen, some wind blowing like a… Read full post »

FEBRUARY 28, 2012 11:48AM

Rick Santorum, Meet My Son

New post on Slate.com – “He has a degenerative disease that has left him blind, paralyzed, and increasingly nonresponsive. If I had known before he was born, I would have saved him from suffering.”

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FEBRUARY 9, 2012 12:19AM

A Poem for Elliott Benson

Today I got an email from my friend Phil in New York – a dear friend from graduate school who has already seen me, ten years ago, through a difficult time. A few weeks ago I received a beautiful letter from him, and I wrote an email this morning to thank… Read full post »

A new essay on The Nervous Breakdown. A re-interpretation of Kierkegaard’s re-imagining of the sacrifice of Isaac from the Old Testament/Hebrew Bible.

http://www.thenervousbreakdown.com/emrapp/2012/02/the-open-road-kierkegaards-fear-and-trembling-revisited/#comment-210925


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JANUARY 22, 2012 10:12AM

The Rumpus

Today an essay in the Rumpus, about the life-saving power of female friendship. Thanks to Gina Frangello for commissioning the piece.

http://therumpus.net/2012/01/transformation-and-transcendence-the-power-of-female-friendship/#more-95368


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JANUARY 18, 2012 5:15PM

Of a Beautiful …

Of a Beautiful Child

 

I am becoming cicada husk, the cool

Throat of an empty vase, the dark space

Between stars. You touch me and I see

That monstrous child Montaigne pitied

On the streets of Paris – my inseparable twin

 

Hanging from the center of my chest,

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JANUARY 8, 2012 3:04PM

Anniversary

 Anniversary

This is the light of the mind, cold and planetary.

The trees of the mind are black. The light is blue.

The grasses unload their griefs on my feet as if I were a God.

Prickling my ankles and murmuring of their humility.

Fumy, spiritous mists inhabit this place.

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Thank you, Alma, lovely poet full of generosity and compassion, for this gift of a poem for Ronan. Lorca was my muse this summer, so Alma is also a mind-reader!

 

“Where is the duende? Through the empty arch comes

a wind, a mental wind, blowing relentlessly over the

heads of the… Read full post »

For Sarah

Every year I make resolutions. Every year I collect convenient pull-out workouts from Health or Self or Glamour or whichever magazine features glossy hotties beaming from the cover in some bust-boosting mini-dress, promising that you, too, can be a hottie (but also grounded and a good cook… Read full post »

DECEMBER 26, 2011 10:55AM

“Children’s Hospital,” by Katie Ford

Today a poem by Katie Ford, a friend, prophetic poet, and mama. I met Katie at Harvard Divinity School, where we were both students. Her poems have been making people stop in their tracks and take a deep breath since then. Amazing, searing language wedded to huge intellectual power and gorgeous… Read full post »

DECEMBER 22, 2011 11:24AM

NYC Benefit

Our friends Cynthia and Yaron recently held an event in New York City to benefit Ronan and NTSAD (National Tay-Sachs & Allied Diseases Association).  They raised over $6,000!  The adults mingled downstairs, and upstairs they had a face painter and balloon twister for the kids.  Thank you!

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DECEMBER 16, 2011 4:20PM

Matt and Jeanette Visit

DECEMBER 12, 2011 9:58AM

A Poem for Ronan by Naomi Shihab Nye

Naomi was my teacher at UT-Austin, a poet of grace and compassion, a terrific person, a fantastic teacher. I thank her for these words about Ronan.

 

Little Seal
We would hold you from far, far away.
Seals are slippery, hard to grasp.
We would hold your mother and father –
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Editor’s Pick
DECEMBER 10, 2011 5:46PM

Holiday Grief Etiquette: A Beginner’s Guide

I am calm. I am calm. It is the calm before something awful:

The yellow minute before the wind walks, when the leaves

Turn up their hands, their pallors. It is so quiet here.

The sheets, the faces, are white and stopped, like clocks.

Voices stand back and flatten.

-Sylvia Plath,… Read full post »

DECEMBER 1, 2011 10:12PM

The Nervous Breakdown

NOVEMBER 29, 2011 6:09PM

Spin-a-Thon Fun

On Sunday the Santa Fe Spa hosted an amazing 2-hour spin-a-thon and silent auction in honor of Ronan and the National Tay-Sachs and Allied Disease Organization! Thank you SO MUCH to the amazing instructors, spinners, drummers, smoothie-makers, cookie-bakers, and contributors who made this eve… Read full post »

NOVEMBER 27, 2011 7:11PM

Warrior

Please take a moment to learn about Rachel Pastiloff’s son. Dragon mama!

http://manifestationyoga.com/2011/11/23/warrior/


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NOVEMBER 26, 2011 2:00PM

On Being Blog

NOVEMBER 22, 2011 5:03PM

Calvin’s Story

Please take a moment to read about Calvin! A perfect example of a “new” parenting narrative.

http://www.calvinsstory.com/


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NOVEMBER 21, 2011 7:01PM

Yoga Blog!

Check out my guest blog on my good friend Jennifer Pastiloff’s amazing blog.

http://manifestationyoga.com/2011/11/20/closing-the-exit-door-guest-post-by-emily-rapp/


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I have an essay in the Nov./Dec. issues of The Bark magazine, where I write about Ronan, my beloved dog Bandit, and the amazing Kindred Spirits Animal Sanctuary, a hospice facility for animals with no place else to go.


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Editor’s Pick
NOVEMBER 17, 2011 10:48AM

We Belong

We Belong

Hope, they say, deserts us at no period of our existence.

-Robert Louis Stevenson

 

How do you know, without the words

to say it, that you are the summation of a lifetime

of desire? And when you know, do the stars emerge

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NOVEMBER 16, 2011 7:06PM

Talk of the Nation

Dear Readers,

Tomorrow I’ll be on NPR’s Talk of the Nation program discussing the lessons that can be learned from parenting a terminally ill child. The program will air at 2 pm EST on your local NPR station, and I’ll also post a podcast when I can! Thanks!


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