It will be a week tonight that I rocked my love to sleep for the last time.
The girls think their Poppi is close to losing it and I know they're scared. So am I because they are right. We are just scared little girls that still can't really believe that their mommy isn't going to be back again.
I remember Suzy and the girls jumping, skipping and dancing around the house to this song. She loved to dance.
She left a note under the plastic top of our spare can of coffee. It said, "Remember, I love you!" with a big heart. I know she laughed her ass off when I found that.


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I've got broad shoulders if you need to borrow one to lean on.
Ely
I care.
What a gal!!!
And that must make you pretty special too!
I can just see the three of them dancing around to Cyndi. It really is O.K. and I know you'll just keep loving those girls. Seems pretty natural that you would feel scared right now along with all the other emotions. It's O.K. to "lose it" here with us. Much love to you, Amy and the girls.
Rated.
Please read:
http://open.salon.com/blog/patricia_k/2010/02/07/i_am_troubled_by_her_death_but_safe_bet_lives_on_good_news
xoxo
Kim
She is still all around you.
And we are here for you and the girls, no matter the hour - someone is always up here. We wish that we could be there with you. But if we can't, we can be here for you.
Keeping you all in my thoughts and prayers, Amy.
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(((hugs)))...infinity...we're listening, Amy. We're listening.