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Sarah Cavanaugh

Sarah Cavanaugh
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My poems have appeared in Poet Lore, Nimrod, and Southern Poetry Review. Currently, I am trying to reclaim my life after being blacklisted. Don't mess with the Federal Government or defense contractors. Wish me luck.

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SEPTEMBER 27, 2012 11:53AM

My Friend Percy

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    I happened to mention at my book club meeting the other day that I thought of animals as being more attractive than people. For this comment I was roundly criticized by the other members. They seemed inclined to make the "beauty is only skin deep" argument. 

    There used to be a kid in my neighborhood named Percy who was shunned by all the other kids. You might wonder why anyone would name their child Percy. It was a strike against him right from the start.

    Truth be told he was not very appealing in the physical sense. Pudgy of build and wearing glasses from the age of eight, he hadn't much going for himself in the looks department.

    But when the other kids weren't around to notice, Percy was my best friend. He had a creative mind that I could have sworn formed a visible cloud around his head. If we played in the alley or back yard, fairies and other imaginary beings inhabited every nook and cranny. If we played in the woods or by the creek there were witches and trolls to contend with. The other kids seemed boring when stacked up against Percy.

    He suffered greatly from the teasing of his peers. They would tell him that there was a need for speed bumps so he should go and apply for the job. He confided in me once that he felt more like road kill, the dead racoon in the street that every passing cars runs over again just for the fun of it.

    I'm ashamed to admit that in school I, too, shunned Percy and hung with the popular kids. He sat at the lunch table where the rejects sat. I never even glanced his way. After school, though, he always forgave me. We snacked on Ritz crackers with peanut butter as we did our homework together.

    I'll never know how Percy survived his school years, but he turned out all right. Now that we're grown up, I often think of Percy with a deep sense of shame for the friendship I depended on so much and yet was so embarrassed by. I eventually lost track of him, but he's never far from my thoughts.

    My book club friends were right of course. There was never a soul of such grace and courage and beauty as the one that belonged to my friend Percy.

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He's probably a hunk of a guy worth millions by now! Most diamonds were ugly chunks of coal in their youth.
R
I hope he googles you and finds this.

Good writing. :)

R
Welcome Back.
I accidently 'bumped' into V. Corso.
I knew a Beautiful Black Musician.
His name was ` Percy. He Passed.
`
Percy was Elderly -Upper eighties.
He was a Great Horn Blues Player.
We tossed whiskey in his grave.

He told stories about Musicians.
He inhaled and exhaled? Horn?
When he exhaled he a Trumpet.

He at Rest not far from here.
Hi Hannah. Hi Lawyer Gary.
What a Beautiful Memory.
`
Percy Taped a Message.
`
Percy said:
`
"Thanks For Comming."
`
Percy went on and on.
At the Funeral we tear.
Life is `Grand Mystery.
`
Fate. No Worry. Smile.
Providence. No Doubt.
Non-Resistence? Yes.
`
Thanks For this. Bless.
Life UNFURLS. bLESS.
va KEYS GET STUCK.
`
i AM AT A vamc GIZMO
I wish he could read this. Nice tribute, Sarah.
I think we all did some things in elementary school that we're not proud of. But my guess is that, if you were to run into Percy, he'd remember the nice times you had rather than the slights. And would be happy to hear how you remember him.
limb, I wouldn't be surprised. Thanks.
V, Thanks much.
Art, I've missed your amazing comments. Thanks.
Matt, I really missed OS while I was away. It's good to be back. Thanks.
jl, I knew I was being cruel, but I wanted to be popular. If I had it to do over again.... Thanks.
I too hope he reads this. You should try to send it to him . That would be a beautiful thing. You've made him so loveable.
Percy is one our family names that has been handed down more than one time. I am not sure of its origines but I will bet it is Irish or English. Just think about having the name of Polly Cullen as my one Great Grandfther did. Today it sounds strange but when he was named I believe it was a regular name. I wonder what our Great Grandparents would think of some of the names around today.

You know I bet Percy went on to have a good life. It is often we do not carry much of those high school years forward with us. :-)
Poor little Percy. I just want to hug him.
Almost every child is susceptible to peer pressure. We're desperately trying to find our place in the world and we do what we do to fit into the social puzzle. Social cruelties and shame unfortunately come with the compact.
Welcome back my friend!! What a great write, we all have a sad but true story like that. I saw my son go through bullying, he became quite interverted and bitter. It took love and kids and knowing his worth, but he is okay now. He is deploying in November to Afganistan. He is a good man, proud and very tough.
The fact that Percy got through that time, shows such strength of character. It's sad how we judge others - especially how children can judge others. This was a lovely tribute to him.
animals surely possess what is called 'animal grace'.
the perfect expression and enjoyment of their animal be-ing.
but we humans? are animals too. we got animal grace too.
~
percy? mom gotta be reprimanded for installing that name
upon his identity.

"He had a creative mind that I could have sworn formed a visible cloud around his head."

well then he is a viable boy and no doubt he prospered somewhere
in this insane segmented specialized universe.