You came so suddenly and then you left so swiftly.
You left me but you are still with me.
I wake up with you and you stay with me.
You are with me all day and then silently....
I fall asleep with you with your image permeating.

I think it was some cruel joke that we even met.
I think it was never really suppose to be.
Like rain pouring torrents on my windshield...
These tears blind me so I can not see.
How did I ever get blind sighted?

What is this longing I have for you?
Why do you possess me so, in my thoughts, my dreams?
It really wasn't so long we were together, so it seems.
And yet like some driving force of madness it holds me.
Holding me captive unable to succumb to it's tenacious grip.

The dark house on Beverly road, where you live.
Countless times I've gone by.
It's not that far, in fact it's so close, too close.
I never stop there, but I know, the whole world knows....
Doesn't everyone know you, Gerald Paul?