sandra wyllie

sandra wyllie
Boston, Massachusetts, usa
July 11
I love writing and nature and psychology. Young at heart and love to laugh!


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MARCH 26, 2014 6:40AM


I didn't know what the hell I was doing
to make me go and act so strange.

But something here was surely brewing
that would make my life drastically change!
I didn't know which way to go, in what direction
because I really didn't have a plan.
It seemed I got sick from some inf… Read full post »
MARCH 25, 2014 6:10AM

"Closer And Closer"

You hold the past against you
pushing the future far away in fear.

And the end result is such an insult
because you were getting so very near.
Closer and closer to what you desire
the more you're gonna turn yourself away.
You've only got yourself; no one else.
Yet you stand in… Read full post »
MARCH 24, 2014 6:12PM


We're getting closer
to something we never knew.

And sometimes it's hard
to let the light shine through.
Too long a time spent
alone in the dark
hurts your eyes when the light's
so intense that it creates such a spark.
Though it shines warmly
on your face
you fear to let it near.
You run from… Read full post »
MARCH 24, 2014 6:18AM

"When Someone Else Is There"

When someone else is there
who believes in me

and perceives in me
that which I'm not aware
I know I've found someone to care.
When someone else is there
who is kind too
this is what I find true....
I got a lot to share.
When someone else is there
to console me
without trying to contro… Read full post »
MARCH 23, 2014 6:01AM


Hour after hour
tears drool down your acid throat.

You toss and turn as your tonsils burn
slowly on a one way note.
Hour after hour
your body lies in waste.
And your brain exceeds what it needs
because thoughts can not be erased.
Hour after hour
pounding like a thick… Read full post »
MARCH 22, 2014 6:27AM


I will define the semantics.
Push through the walls of pride
to the innner space, past the vestibule
where a shadowy spirit roams untied.
What stands in the way of the demon?
Hasn't he always been denied?
He's given up his freedom
to live on the other side.
He's raging iRead full post »
MARCH 21, 2014 6:39AM


Are you searching?
The whole night long

you've been wrestling
with yourself
to stay strong.
Are you reaching?
The whole day long
you've been grasping
with these thoughts
that do you wrong.
Are you yearning?
Your whole life long
you've been wanting
something more
all along.
Stop searching!
You'll f… Read full post »
MARCH 20, 2014 8:16AM

"IF I"

If I couldn't walk would you be my cane?
If I couldn't think would you be my brain?
If I couldn't talk would you be my tongue?
If I couldn't breathe would you be my lung?
If I couldn't see would you be my eyes?
If I fall down would you help me rise?
If I getRead full post »
MARCH 19, 2014 6:13AM


When you fill your plate hungrily
you put on more than you dare.
As you look upon it greedily
you don't take great care.
You lie wasted in its consumption
taking on more than your share.
Now in your retching agony,
your plate you must clear.
Give yourself a little room;
there isRead full post »
MARCH 18, 2014 5:44AM


I can't live my life not knowing the reasons.
You change faster than the seasons.

Some days I'm rising higher than an eagle.
Other times I'm scrounging like a seagull.
Up and down riding like a seesaw.
Feathers in your cap I'm your lil squaw.
Every day that I live is uncertain.
Can't go on like this, a… Read full post »
MARCH 17, 2014 5:36AM


You don't really know it
when you talk to me.

Because I don't always show it.
So you can't always see.
The things you say today,
the words hanging in the air
I swear tomorrow
they will still be there!
And you know tomorrow
they will hurt me more.
Because I bury all my sorrow
as you leave me… Read full post »
MARCH 16, 2014 7:06AM


He gives me no space.
My thoughts he invades.
He's quite out of place
in his lavish tirades.
On and on he talks,
louder and louder
on his soap box.
Self righteous and prouder
than any other marauder!
He is so out of hand!
I become invisible
as I watch him grandstand.
The climates notRead full post »
MARCH 15, 2014 7:14AM


What if I show you?
Really get to know you.
Turn myself about,
completely inside out.
No more left protected,
open and subjected.
What would you do
if you could get into
the inside
where the blood and guts reside?
See the waste and fecal matter.
See the brittle bones that shatter.
RERead full post »
MARCH 14, 2014 5:36AM


I got to go about it differently
then I ever did before.

If I want to get
my needs met
I can't behave this way anymore.
It's the same old situation
that I get into every time.
And I so regret
when I always fret
my actions become malign.
It's so hard to make the changes
that can turn this a… Read full post »
MARCH 13, 2014 5:56AM


You carry a cetain anguish
because you've never been
understood before.
And why should this time
make a difference, anyway?
There's a loaded gun
hiding behind the door.
And you wait for her to crack,
just when you turn your back,
'cause resolutions don't come very easily.
How could she see it different
thRead full post »
MARCH 12, 2014 5:37AM


If I want someone to know me
I must first have a compass of myself.

I can't take an oceans journey
sailing it with someone else.
I need to build love and trust
within the depths of myself.
Surely that's a must!
I can't give what I don't have
for myself to someone else.
It must originate in… Read full post »
MARCH 10, 2014 6:30AM


We each hold a loaded gun
and I figure

what damage could be done
if either one of us pulls the trigger.
These antics sure can stun,
which makes our problems bigger.
It makes me want to run
when your hand is on the trigger.
It doesn't help us none
to fight such perpetual… Read full post »
MARCH 9, 2014 5:50AM


You're irresponsible; it's undeniable.
You're not reliable; it's true.
It's so unjustifiable!
You don't think of what you do.
The consequences are indescribable.
You never really thought it through!
It's just inexcusable,
not something anyone could construe.
How can this be viable?
LRead full post »
MARCH 8, 2014 6:01AM


When you're tired from giving your all
just when you think you'll collapse and fall
reach out to me; my love has no end.
Isn't it nice you got a friend.
When you're angry from what people do
and you're bitter and feeling hostile too
because the whole world just seems to offend.
isn't it niRead full post »
MARCH 7, 2014 6:11AM


Sometimes I wonder who I truly am.
If I go back in time to where I began

do you think I would uncover
what lies beneath, and self-disover?
I find I'm often an enigma to myself.
I look into the mirror and see someone else.
Then one day demons started purging.
Through soul-searching I was… Read full post »
MARCH 6, 2014 7:26AM


Oh the pain I weep
in my dark despair,

that my soul hath reap
in the heat of glare.
The climb's so steep.
I shan't fare!
But I'm in too deep
that I don't care.
To myself I keep,
alone in my affair.
And I lose all sleep.
I can't even breathe air!
Like a wayward sheep
id… Read full post »
MARCH 5, 2014 6:38AM


A little cherub told me I should patiently wait,
that love can stand the test of time.

But why am I starving here at heaven's gate
waiting to get inside?
Each precious moment shall build up your fate.
Just let love be your guide.
The clock on the wall shall never dictate.
Expectations will be denied.
If the… Read full post »

Nothing goes exactly as it's planned.
Maybe things got a little out of hand.
I wasn't sure what I was doing.
But I knew your love was worth pursuing.
Maybe I got a little ahead.
I regret some things that I said.
I know it's a chance you're taking.
But I swear there is no mistaking.....
What we need
Read full post »

MARCH 3, 2014 6:24AM


Why do you speak?
Words get in the way.
What do you seek?
You won't get it by what you say.
Do you think silence weak?
Words are there for display.
Too often used to critique,
and sadly too can betray.
Oh the havoc they wreak!
The confusion in what they convey.
I don't want you tRead full post »
MARCH 2, 2014 7:20AM


Don't let these walls get inbetween us.
Don't make our fears get the best of us.
If we both hold back how can we win?
Truths only found when we're searching within. 
I know we both have been broken inside.
I know we hurt, and I know we tried.
If I ask you just to try once again
doRead full post »