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NOVEMBER 6, 2009 5:36PM

Zoey Died

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A lot of you who read my post know that my best friend Scanner was hit by a car and killed a month or so ago. The people on OS were terrific, and it really meant a lot to Terri and I. Many of you said I should keep the name, I did, and get another dog, and I did. As some of you saw, we got a puppy, a Jack Russel and quickly fell in love with her. Too quick, I guess. A few days ago, Zoey somehow, we think, got into some anti-freeze. We didn't know at first, because the symptoms are hard to spot. And them she got sick, real sick. My sons car ran hot, and thats the only place we could find that she could have possibly gotten into any anti-freeze and  it was soaked into the dirt. 

 

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She stopped eating and drinking water, but we thought maybe she just ate something in the yard. By the time we got her to the Vet, it was too late. It had spread into her kidneys and liver. She died that night in bed with Terri and myself. The vet said to make her as comfortable as possible, and we did. We took a dropper and put Gator-aide in her mouth to get  some nourishment in her. So again, we are devastated with the loss of a dog.

This happened yesterday, but I didn't want to put it on OS until late today so as not to seem like I wanted some kind of sympathy hits. As a matter of fact, I wasn't even going to mention this. But I get a lot of comments like "how's the puppy doing" and how's Zoey? So I felt it was the right thing to do. I don't think i'm not going to get another pet for awhile. Terri, who falls in love with pets so fast, is upset and wants one, and I guess thats why I love her. But getting another dog is just to damn hard. I now have two buried in my yard that I have to look at. I couldn't stand to see another one. Thank you for being a sounding board, because a lot of you are really important to me.


 

 

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Oh Scanner, I wish I could hold both of you! I'm so sorry! :(

Pawed in memory of your sweet Pup!
Oh, no. I am so sorry.
hugs and love, scanner. i am very very sorry. in tears here.
scanner
I wish I knew what to say. I'm so sorry....
Oh Scanner.....

I'm so sorry.
I know the pain of losing precious pets, especially the canine ones. Two in such short a time is devastating. All you can do is take comfort in friends and that you did the best you could.
this is the perfect example of how unfair life can be
this is so awfull
I hope that you guys can somehow get through this and not get too down
Sincerest condolences on the loss of your sweet doggie.
Oh Scanner. I don't know what to say. I have a new puppy, and after eight weeks, she's captured our hearts. I'm so, so sorry.
I've been where you are and I know what a sad place it is. I'm sorry and keeping you in my thoughts.
Went through that twice in two years. It's like losing a much-loved member of the family.

RIP, puppy.
Damn Scanner, that really sucks bog water. I don't blame you, I think I would want to hold off awhile before I get another one too. Of course I think your wife is a lot like mine and wouldn't let me hold off. I really am sorry for the loss of your new buddy.
Shit. I'm sorry Scanner.
Oh Scanner. You have our love.
I'm so, so sorry about Zoey. Terriers will get into everything simply because they're curious. I've got a Rat Terrier who thinks she can catch armadillos. I'll squeeze her just a little tighter tonight. Again, my sincere condolences.
Aw, Scanner. I'm so sorry for you and Terri.
xo
Deeply sorry for your loss, Scanner. So very sad. Our pups will get into the darndest things and so often we have no clue what they can get at. I'm in the camp of getting another pup, especially a pound puppy, as there are so very many who need good parents like you and Teri. It's so hardk, I know, but these precious creatures are so good for our heads, hearts and souls. Life is short. Don't wait too long.
:-(

Ahhh, so sorry!! *hugs to you and your family*
Scanner, I saw the title of your post and immediately went into--"Oh no, goddammit" mode. Swear and cry. Get pissed at the world and punch a 4x4. And then lay that puppy to rest and move on--and pretty soon there will be another Scanner/Zoey for you and Terry to love and bond with.
Really sorry.

Someone came by today and offered us a dog - I'd been thinking of getting one after getting back from Peru. I hesitated because, well, these things always end badly.... Still mourning our previous dog.

But, what the heck, it's a middle-aged dog whose owner has had to go somewhere and his mother already has two...

But to lose a puppy so quickly and she looks so sweet... You expect to have a puppy for many years...
Scanner - So sorry. We are thinking about you and your family.
Oh, Scanner, I am so, so sorry.
I am so sorry about your puppy. It is the hardest thing, losing a pet. Everyone does what feels right, but for me after my Zach died I waited a year to grieve. Then I found Sibu in my garage and felt it was meant to be. Some people like my brother get a new pet right away. Best wishes to you.
oh, I am so sorry for your loss, truly
How awful! I'm really sorry you and Terri had to go through this, really.
so sorry for your loss.
my friend, listen to me: that puppy had a destiny that you were a part of. without you, she would not have had the nurturing and touching and hugging and loving that you and terri gave her.

I believe in destiny. I believe we are here and then we are not. we have our time. some of us live a long time and some of us a short short one. I know I can't assuage your tears and your sadness, but I hope you are maybe a little comforted knowing you made that little girls time here special. I am so so sorry for your loss. this is a bad day for you. (sending out hugs to you and terri and love to that adorable pooch)
Oh. I am so sorry.
This is just awful and sad! My sympathy to you and your wife. Poor little puppy......
Such sad news, hun, and I wish there were more thoughtful words I could say. Sympathy.....it's what friends do, so I'm glad you told us.
Scanner and Terri we all feel sorrow for your great loss. I send much comfort and love to you both.
I am so very sorry.....It's so hard I know but she was loved, they both were and that was alot more than some animals ever get. I'm sorry.
There are no words. Very sorry indeed.
What a crappy thing. You sound as though you're handling it well, though. Sorry all the same, man.
No, no, no, no. Oh this is too sad, Scanner. I seriously got choked up reading this. My kittie has some health issues, and seeing a pet sick is just so devastating.

I will keep you in my prayers tonight. Like you guys, I fall in love with pets FAST. How I wish I could fix it. My heart breaks for you.
No! I'm so sorry to hear. But I can think something good - doggie heaven. I have four there and I'll just betcha yours are in kahootz with mine... Oh scanner, I am sorry. Big hugs for doggies everywhere... xoxoxo
Thanks everyone. We buried her yesterday next to Scanner, so maybe they can tag-team it to doggy heaven. It's a good thought anyway!
Damn, man. Poor Zoey. I feel really bad for you, Scanner. Give it some time. Shit.
all dogs go to heaven.
Sorry man.. that is to rough. :>[
Ahh man, Scanner. Sorry to hear this. Losing a pet is god-awfully rough. They're a hugely important part of the family.

Get another. That's what we did when the same happened to us last year. It really helps.
Every time we lose a dear friend of the four legged kind, we always feel as if we'll never be able to stand the pain again. I'm terribly sorry this has happened to you and your family, and my thoughts and prayers are with you.
It is my hope that you never forget the good memories your pups gave you, and the good home that you can provide for another friend who's waiting to come into your life.
You can't replace a dog, you can only hope to find the strength to love again. I trust you will in time.
Awww... I'm so very sorry.
Oh Scanner - I'm so very sorry for your loss. Hard enough to say goodbye to one beloved pet, but two so close together is just the worst. Damn anti-freeze!
So sorry, scanner. Heal for a while, you both need it.
Poor little baby. So sad - my condolences to you both.
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa! that was awful!
I'm so so sorry Scanner. Maybe you could go to the pound and rescue some old timer that needs someone to comfort and love.
I am so sorry. I know the pain of losing a beloved canine family member. Losing two in such a short time just breaks my heart.
So sorry for your loss, dear. It's hard to lose a pup.
Suggestion: Plant a couple of trees over your pets, might make you feel better when you look at them.
I'm so very sorry, its hard. Take care of yourselves.
I want to thank all of you for taking time out of your day to give your respect for Zoey and my family. I am so glad that I found OS, by accident, and started writing and reading your writings. I've learned so much since I've been here. Sometimes, when you get down, and life is kicking your ass, it's nice to have some friends you can talk to. While this place may have a few problems, it's not the people I'm in contact with that are the problem. You people are the best, and I'm proud to be a member of OS with such good people. Thanks for caring!
I'm so, so sorry. What a tragic loss, and so soon after losing poor Scanner. Wishing you and Terri peace and healing.
This is really heartbreaking for all of us...two sweet friends in a row is too much....I am so sorry about the loss...
I know what it's like to lose a best friend like that, I'm so sorry.

Your grief honors the memory of what they meant to you and your family, but not so well I think as the love of a new best friend. Don't wait.
So very sorry. By reading this sad news we are reminded of how fragile life is. Perhaps her early death can once again remind us to live our lives fully, and understand the privilege of years.
I am so sorry scanner. I can't believe this.
Hugs to you & Terri.
Scanner, Oh I am so sorry... what a terrible thing to happen..
love to you both.
Oh my god, I am so sorry. (hug)
Sorry to read this. I understand Terri on this one though. Tough as it may be losing one, oddly enough getting another pet seems to make it easier.
very sad. I'm sorry for your loss.
This has been amazing, the way my fellow OS'ers have come out to offer your condolences. It made Terri and I realize that even with some bad people in this world, that there are still people who will go out of there way to give a kind word and a smile to someone who is hurting. Thank you all!
Scanner, if I've learned nothing here, I've learned that. And kindness brings kindness; you deserve this love.
Scanner, I'm really sorry this had to happen to Zoey and to two people like you and Terri, who obviously have so much love to give. I waited a year before replacing my dog and it was hard to do that but, reading this, I know I couldn't have borne to have had two such losses in succession. Sincere condolences once again to you both.
So sorry for your loss. Antifreeze is hard for dogs to resist because it tastes so sweet. Antifreeze is now being made that does not taste good because so many dogs have died from this. It does not take much to do irreparable harm as you have sadly learned.

Again, my condolences.
Scanner, I am so sorry to hear that. I know from hard experience that it takes absolutely no time for a puppy to wiggle her way into your heart, and basically forever-plus to get over her loss. So, so sorry.
Oh scanner, I am so sorry. Let it be understood these little 'people' are members of our family. I am so sorry for your loss.
Sorry scanner - she looked like a beauty.
I am glad she had someone to care for her when she got sick. She knew she was loved.

Monte
i'm so sorry. you sound like kind people, and they're the best kind for dogs. i'm sure zoey knew how lucky she was.
Scanner, I'm so very sorry. I hear your tears.

Sending you and Terri a hug.
So, so sorry. I'm taking a moment of silence to remember the wonder that is dog energy.
Sorry this happened man.