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JUNE 1, 2011 8:53AM

"When the Guns Begin to Shoot"

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Soldier comminting suicide
 


"Tommy, you know goddamn well you ain't supposed to come around me. That means calling me too! I swear to God.., I'll have your ass under the damn jail house if you call one more fuckin' time."
 
"Sam, please, I just want to say goodbye to the kids, ,..,just one more time... I'm leaving. I won't be around you or your old man. .....,You tell that bastard I'm going to let him live. ,,,.I want to talk to Sarah and Mickey, that's all, one more time, ..,please baby....,please...I'm begging"..., 
 
"No,...., you son-of-a-bitch, the last time they cried for days after you laid that bullshit on them. They don't know you, they don't know you put a real gun in my mouth...., You fucking  bastard, I hate you"...,
 
"Baby.., Baby., I promise., this is it.., I got nothing left., I'm, I'm, hallow inside. I got nothing left..., I've screwed everything up and I'm so sorry baby, i swear, i am so sorry.., I jus"..,
 
"No, No, No, Bitch no...no...no, you beat me you bastard, what kind of man does that, ....,,you broke my ribs you bastard, ...,and you think I want you anywhere around my kids..,"
 
"THEY'RE MINE TOO YOU DAMN WHORE, THEY'RE MINE TOO!" 
 
"You........,, "See, see, I knew your ass couldn't change. Go back and kill people...,  .,  Go back to that place and kill all the Iraqi people you want, but I can't take it, please, leave me and the kids alone...,, Please..,"
 
'OK, I promise, I'll calm down...,I promise, please, I just want to say goodbye for the last time please please pleas.,"
 
"I'm calling the cops,screw you, let them deal with you're crazy ass. I didn't sign on for this shit, you did. I didn't kill no kids, you did. it's your flipping conscience hurtin', not mine. You, You, You.., stay away fro.., Go back to the Veterans Hospital. ....,,,,,,,,,,,You need help, a psychiatrist. You can't just up and leave..,and not take the damn pills. It's you,...., you hear me, youuuu! ....,,,I stayed dammit, even when you beat me, I..,, stayed.., I loved you and you tried to kill me. Nooooo .......,,,,Never again.., you hear me..., never again"!
 
"Baby, baby.., please, then please, just tell,.them I love them...., I will ...always.., love them.., and you.,....................,..,tell...,my... babies..,I,tried..  I tried so hard, but I can't stop the damn nightmares, God have mercy on my soul.....,BOOOOOM~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~  Tommy?~~~~~Tommy?
What did you ~~~AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHAAaaaaahh~~~OH MY GOD TOMMY~~~~ YOU BASTARD, NO , what did you do, no ~~~~~~~~~~NOOOOOooNOOOOooooo! OH MY GOD~~~"
 
"NO,    BABY..,, I LOVE   YOU~~~~~~~NO~~~~~;;;;;;"

                                 
 
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It's Tommy this, and Tommy that, and chuck him out, the brute, 
But it's "Savior of his country." when the guns begin to shoot. 
- Rudyard Kipling. 
 
 
                                  ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
 "Why me?" That is the soldier's first question, asked each morning as the patrols go out and each evening as the night settles around the foxholes. - William Broyales, Jr.
 
 
                                 ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~


Suicides among active-duty soldiers in 2007 reached their highest level since the Army began keeping such records in 1980, according to a draft internal study obtained by The Washington Post. Last year, 121 soldiers took their own lives, nearly 20 percent more than in 2006.
At the same time, the number of attempted suicides or self-inflicted injuries in the Army has jumped sixfold since the Iraq war began. Last year, about 2,100 soldiers injured themselves or attempted suicide, compared with about 350 in 2002, according to the U.S. Army Medical Command Suicide Prevention Action Plan.
 
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“To eradicate domestic violence in the military—and the United States of America—will take a cultural shift that condemns violence as criminal behavior and does not excuse it because of the comportment of the victim, the alcohol or drug abuse of the offender, the stress the offender is under, or even how sorry the offender is afterwards,” says Tucker. She insists that military brass must lead the charge if change is to trickle down from the base commanders to the recruiters trawling the local mall".
 
 Deborah Tucker, who heads the National Center on Domestic and Sexual Violence in Austin, Texas, and cochaired the Defense Task Force on Domestic Violence,
 
 
 
 
 
 

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These numbers are from as far back as 2007. How bad is it now? Ten years at war. My god, we can't keep sending these brave young men over there. It's killing them, their families and the future generations of this country. It is time to stop these damn wars. There is nothing in Afghanistan left to bomb!
A horrific problem. It will not stop unless the wars stop. Great article, important topic!
Great drama but horrifyingly realistic.
You've written a powerful depiction of the hell many military personnel bring back home with them. I'm sure a lot of them feel they'd be better off dead.

Lezlie
Wow! What a powerful telling of a story that is often swept under the table. No one wants to admit what going to war does to the ones that pay this huge price. Beautiful piece of writing a service to those that have been in this place.
rated with love
I could not even imagine what they go through. They should not have to.
rated with hugs
You illustrated this so well - Our government does a lousy job of supporting returning GI's and an even lousier job supporting their families back home - who in my estimation do as much to serve this country as the men and women who they send off to war.
Was it ever this way before? The intensity of this piece combined with the insanity of the problem/condition have me reeling right now. Well done, Scanner. Very well done. I wish the situation did not exist, however. Hearts and minds are delicate things so easily brutalized and destroyed.
Really righteous post, Scanner; completely riveting, and the choking tears are from the recognition of my own beatings. I agree with you so; and I do not know how to speak it, but to say what I already have. Here, excerpted from my Epic, Viet Vets:

Trained that they’ll make a difference,
that the Victory will cement the deal
of what they’ve embraced and fought for
and the loser will be at their heels.

It’s what we teach -- defend yourself!
and when your number’s called
you’re taught that your efforts will not be ignored,
and you’ll be hailed when the enemy falls.

My God is better! or My way will reign!
it’s a notion that requires a legion
of followers that think the leader is right
so they succumb to other reason.

Look at the world, look at the Truth,
look at the wars we’ve made.
But not every soldier believed in the task
that he was forced to take.
Scanner, An absolutely amazing piece of work. I always appreciate how you bring to us here the realities of the world in such a way that makes us stop and begin to know that we all have to take notice and get involved. Thanks
r.
really poignant, scanner! r.
The sad part is, for the most part, ze Gubermint doesn't treat this problem, the men and women come back, minds scrabbled for less of a better word, and what is the treatment?

"It's all in your mind...you'll get over it....take two aspirins and if it doesn't help, welp, buck up, and be a solider!!!!"

There was a story on MSN or one of those sites where 3 cases were profiled, case files lost, pats on the head and told, it'll be okay, come back in 6 months.....eek, not a way to treat our soliders!!!!

Rated!
Riveting post scanner. I am astonished at how you worked creative writing in with reporting. This is so fucking cool. And the subject matter is critical. My mom is a nurse at a VA hospital and she is burdened by what she sees in our returning troops. She says, "They are our beautiful, broken boys."

Thanks for posting this.
And they are still there because?
Of course a lot of them are going nuts. War would do that anyway, but war when you don't have a clear idea of why you're there? I think I'm finally beginning to understand why the veterans of WWI were called The Lost Generation - they saw horrific things and didn't really see the point, because there wasn't one. Same thing here now.
Great article on a very important and neglected topic. Well done.
The high % of our homeless/street dwellers that are Brits from the armed forces who cannot adapt to civvy life or forget the atrocities is staggering too.

It sometimes amazes me why people sign up in the first place when they are just 'dropped' when they 'get out'.

What we seem to need are modern day Hippy equivalents to get it into the thicko Politicians that it's not all profit from the rebuild post war. Hmmm. Well I know what I mean it's just difficult to reply to this post ScanMan.

"FRed(tm) press send Boy and lets go procrastinate our navels over a fine cigar."
Your illustration is very raw and poignant, Scanman. I wonder how the military suicide rate compares with the civilian, considering the pressures of an uncertain economy, and how much higher it likely would be if we still had the draft. Or how many youngsters would enlist in the military if they hadn't gotten addicted to video games where they can shoot "bad guys" or zombies all day long without getting shot at themselves.
Wonderful choice of topic, ScanMan; powerful piece. R
Leaves me speechless... Thank you for the post. R, of course.
scanner,
About 15 years after the Viet Nam war ended, someone I know showed me an article that claimed that the war, which claimed over 50,000 American lives, had also suffered the loss of more than 60,000 deaths by suicide of veterans of that war in the first 12 years after they came home.

I don't know how you folks down there feel about it but up here in Canada, I'd cheerfully execute any government to the last man/woman in it for the crime of getting my nation involved in the military invasion of a country that had not first attacked us.

Politicians simply will not put a check on their greed and their egos unless they understand that in any such conflict they WILL BE the first to die. Make this the law of the land and you'd never have another war. Ever.

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Thank you for this post! I live in small town America where "every day is Veterans Day"--but they are celebraitng a myth, a lie, an image, a fantasy, a stereeortype, that is almost totally divorced from the lived reality that actual flesh-and-blood veterans have to life with on a day-to-day basis. The mindlessness of it all is one of the things haunting them. Thanks for reminding us of the real human cost ot our own men and women, not to mention the over two million Vietnamese who died in the war.