JULY 10, 2009 5:03PM

My Last Post on Open Salon ('bye all)

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I’m not flouncing, and I don’t have any grudge against Open Salon. It’s just quits now for me. I’d like to thank you hardy, you brave—and you few—who have regularly subjected yourselves to my rants, speculations, memoir, fanfare, etc., since last January.

There are many reasons for this decision. Not the least of which, after running this rolling log for five years, I am at the Event Horizon financially. I have to worry about that stuff instead.

I originally came up here to see if I could write for a general readership, and I’m not sure that’s worked. Apparently my thought processes remain obscure to the masses… (I think that situation is called madness.)

I never been able to sustain the kind of numbers that many others have, and in this capitalist world, I get it. So I give in, I’ve had it, I’m closing up shop. Assuming I still have Internet connectivity next month, I’ll fulfill my kicks with my Tumblr photoblog. Joyously, I keep shut there, and let the pictures save me 1000 words each.

Again, thanks to all who read my stuff. If you really dig it, there’s a wealth of junk going back to the year’s dawn. In fact, the muchness of it all is another reason to sign off. People will say that I can’t shut up.

I don’t rule out a return some day, and I wasn’t even going to announce my departure. But then I figured it would make it final if I did. Now I can’t sneak back into town and turn on the lights, and pretend I was just on vacation. Now if I tried to start right in again, I would be the subject of scorn. So this will serve as the stone to keep me in my grave.

Glad to know you all. And if I never see you again, have a good life~

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You will be missed believe it or not. I don't get over here as often as I want mainly because I have too many favorites, and of course there's the problem you mentioned of having to earn a living. I'm beginning to feel the same. The problem really isn't that I don't get a lot of traffic (but I don't), the problem is that I no longer care if I get any readers. It's kind of freeing but also somewhat pointless. Oh well. I'lumbar laminectomy miss you. (That's my word-expansion program doing that, I'm going to leave it so you'lumbar laminectomy remember me). Bye, so sad.
your voice is unique and I hope you come back. numbers count I guess if you're selling ads, but what the numbers don't show is enthusiasm. thanks for giving us stuff we could click on with gusto (although your word, madness, works for me too...)
crap. I hate it when writers I like leave, even when I understand the reasoning. Anyway, I hope to see you back. I have no scorn for you - sorry, man.
I'M NOT RATING THIS.

(Does this mean you are going to leave your posts up?)
Well, shit. I really, really like your stuff. Dammit.

But, I feel grateful for what I got to read so far and how you made my brain work.

Wishing you what you want/need/all that stuff.
I understand only too well. You will be missed but I empathize with the sentiment. Please be happy and OK, wherever the future takes you.
Damn, damn, damn...I'm not mad at you, but I'm very, very mad that I'm losing another writer I enjoy. Yes, I'm making it personal, because I'm frustrated that some people can spill garbage and get a large readership and some exceptional writers get little attention.

I could rant about that whole issue, but it's not fair to you to do so.

I will miss you a lot. At least I can catch up on a few of your recent posts I've skipped because I've been caught up in my own dramas. Please don't delete anything.
Well, I guess I hadn't skipped reading, just didn't have the time to comment...
Thanks for leaving the door to the doghouse open, you spooky critter. And you know where to find me elsewhere on the Intertubes. Don't you dare go away entirely.

I'm seriously going to miss rolling around in the catnip of your posts.
i'm so sorry you're leaving. i haven't read much of your stuff because i can't read much of anyone's stuff. what i've read, i've enjoyed immensely!!! so i'm grateful that i got to read what i did. thank you so much for coming to my place a few times. that meant and means a whole lot. there is something in the ether, for sure. maybe the Ads thing set it off. i'm not caring much about much of anything on here lately and that's not the usual for me. i wish you all the best with everything going forward. love love love and big gratitude.
Can I have your screen name?
I'm sorry you are leaving. I can't wait for you to come back! Take your time - all the messy scrabbled ugly beauty will be here, just waiting for you.
Thanks so much for leaving your blog open - I love reading through people's blogs - I'll have a special glass of wine and read through yours with delight!
be well -your fan, aim
Best wishes in the next realm! We all have to move on from time to time, but I'm sure most of us here hope that you will come back and visit again. It's hard to stay away forever. Your presence will be missed. :(
it's not madness... it's eccentricity. we need to take that word back from the celebrities.
Oh geez, another one bites the dust.
Y'all come back real soon, ya hear!
I understand, but it sucks. Will you leave this account and maybe post a forewarding address if you try out a new one?
Best wishes.
I hope that behind the disappointment you realize that not being adored by the many is a definite proof of being exquisite. We all operate within our own narrow bands of understanding and have difficulty relating to anything that is above that.

My reading of your posts, even together with those others who also enjoyed them, would unfortunately not be able to pull you out of the gravity well of any black hole. I came back to your earlier articles a number of times just to taste the flavor of "modern Earthlinguish" -- of which I seem to be a never graduating student -- because with other texts it doesn’t happen often that I need to pull out the Big Galactic Dictionary as an average four times for every paragraph. And that is certainly quite a positive quality in my world view.

I enjoyed this short, one-sided and very virtual encounter.

Best of luck to you. Please don't delete what is already posted.:-)
I would have surely read more of your work had I ever knew when you posted. I think blog whoring is still the best way to readership here. Searching through favorites is not productive for me when I can just go to my inbox for a fix. Maybe you should reconsider. Your work is really very good.
scoubi...I read and enjoyed much of your writing here. Thanks!
Shit. This sucks. You are one of my "favorite" favorites. A lot of people leave but return at a later date. This really sucks.
I'm so sorry to see you take such a permanent stand. (Sad that you used the tag "fail" since that's just wrong.) Hopefully, you'll take a break and come back. There's no reason that an employed person can't add their voice to this pool of creatives. Take care.
Everything we do has lessons within... may you have a long productive life.
Thanks for what you did Scoub. I for one read and enjoyed.
Oh bla di.........
A sad day indeed. I'm sorry to see you go, scoub. I loved your work. Good luck in that big bad world out there. Know that you can always come back to this imaginary one and we will welcome you back with open arms.
Great O.S. flounce. You'll be back and I look forward to it!
I'm not sure how you think you failed? I considered you one the few most elegant writers here and I will always be grateful to Cartouche and Verbal for making your blog known to me.

Thank you for some of the best reads I've had here. I wish you all the success in the world. I will truly miss your voice.
My dear M. Scoubidou ~
I very much enjoyed many of your finely written posts. I too have been forced to rethink my involvement with OS due to the need to ply my creative expertise in more lucrative endeavors. Here's hoping we have not seen the last of you!
I've been reading and enjoying your posts. Just keep writing. It doesn't really matter where. The very best to you, risa
I've really loved your writing, and you'll be missed. I hope you come back one day.
Fail is not a word I have ever associated with you. Most people will gravitate toward what is easy to read and digest, and that's how it's always been. It's not a measure of your talent.

I hope that you will return when things settle in your life.
Best of luck, scoubidou. Numbers aren't an indication of quality, necessarily.
I am sorry you feel you must leave, Scoubidou. I'm perturbed by the tags: OS, fail? I don't think you've failed here and I regret if you feel you have. I would suggest rather that OS has somehow failed to live up to your expectations. I wish you continued pleasure in your writing and luck in finding another platform to offer you what you lack here.
Aw I wish you'd stay as well. Too many are floating away or announcing their departure.

I float in and out of OS as my free time allows. Generally I write and post for my own satisfaction, but if a few visitors stop by for milk and cookies it's all the better.

Feel free to leave the lights on. I won't tell :-)
For whatever it is worth, I want to thank you all, even those who read like one thing ever. This is the first time I've signed in this past month. I've been trying to find work, and that ain't a goin' so well, I'll be frank. It's the perfect confluence of wonderfully obscured talents and the fateful status of never having finished college.

As said, thanks. many of you made it to my page more than I ever got to see you, so no guilt trip was intended. I was mostly frustrated with my inability to make connections (T. Michael Stone says it better on his blog, which I stumbled over on my way here.)