Romans 9:1-4a NIV
“I speak the truth in Christ — I am not lying, my con- science confirms it in the Holy Spirit— I have great sorrow and un- ceasing anguish in my heart. For I could wish that I myself were cursed and cut off from Christ for the sake of my brothers, those of my own race, the people of Israel.”
How much do I love my brothers? Enough to serve them selflessly on rare occasion. Yes. Enough to die for them? Perhaps, if given the choice to be a hero I might act impulsively on behalf of others. Enough to give up my salvation and suffer eternal separation from God? Absolutely not. Emphatically no!
Was Paul crazy? He claimed he would sacrifice his eternal future with Christ “for the sake of his brothers”. The Living Bible paraphrases the apostle: “I would be willing to be forever damned if that would save you” (Romans 9.3). Even if Paul was under emotional stress (“I have great sorrow and unceasing anguish in my heart”) or tended to exaggerate, nevertheless it appears he believed what he said to be true:
“And at the ninth hour Jesus cried with a loud voice, saying,
Mark 15:34 KJV


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