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JULY 5, 2009 11:12PM

The Writer's Trance, for Marcela

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I've read several posts in answer to Marcela's open call on writing.   In these responses, many OS bloggers allude to experiencing a trance while composing.  I am similar.  I refer to this trance as the garb of my muse.

 Before writing, I want to sit and think. When wanting to think, I first seek a view, a window, a ledge.  As a child, I was prone to escape to the third floor of a very large barn.  In college, I found the exit stairs an island of sanity.  Later and for awhile, I wandered to an empty sanctuary. Once settled and while beginning to deconstruct a topic, if it is raining, or if the day is dark, I am especially pleased.

Once I find my spot an internal door closes; I no longer respond to the stimuli surrounding my life.  If I am not in a secluded spot, do not tell me for at this point I know it not. Detached and contemplating, I begin to exist in a world blotted with impressions where my need for accepting and channeling entrancement attracts no commentating gawkers.

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The mental process always begins with a long, blank stare.  Next comes the glazing of the eyes and finally a cataleptic state that occurs best in isolation.  I want no intrusion.  No sound.  If an outside voice breaks this silence, it is probable that I will not hear.  

Sometimes nothing happens.  Sometimes I just pack up the impressions and exit my nook.  When this occurs, over the next few days, the thoughts come back to me in glimpses, and I turn them around in my mind.  Then the post-night will come where I will fall asleep pondering where these images seem to be leading.  I know what comes next.

After such a night, I wake and often the words spill forth in one fluid rush.  If I am lucky, I have remembered to place a tablet near the bed the night before.  The gale is full force and the form is pre-established as I wake.  I have learned that a quick recording is essential for if I don't write immediately, the words are apt to evaporate, and what survives will not hold its intended shape.  

Sometimes this crack in consciousness takes more time.  Sometimes I have just enough breath to climb down the stairs, brew the beans, step outside and look to the sky.  Words are looping in the clouds.  Words are chanted by the birds.  Words are rustled by the leaves.  On these mornings, I am a simple observer.  With rote collection and steady pacing, I  note and balance the flow atop my head.

 

 

 


 

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This is great descriptive writing about writing! xox I'm jealousing. I wish I thought about it the way you do...
"Words are looping in the clouds. Words are chanted by the birds. Words are rustled by the leaves."

What a meta post on writing - excellent. You are and you ARE today :)

peece,
dj
creativity never recognizes time. I too hear the voices in my head at night. I promise to give them proper attention, but they are so insistent. Thank you for sharing.
scupper? I had to look up:`cataleptic.
IF Ya ever want to ride a Ferris Wheel,
please stop over at the carnival season.
Ya eat:`ice cream, french fry, milkshake,
snow cones, cotton candy, visit bakeries,
chocolatiers, salon, shoo stores, boutique,
pawns shops, fast food joints, a mega mall,
or,
just sit on the front porch and watch a Moon?
bring Robin Sneed? etc., I have honey meads!
smack!
apology.
bedtime.
a`muse.
o`please.
Creativity is a background process. While you're concentrating on something else, those little bits are knitting themselves together their own way.
"if I don't write immediately, the words are apt to evaporate, and what survives will not hold its intended shape" yes.
"The gale is full force and the form is pre-established as I wake" yes.
"Words are looping in the clouds. Words are chanted by the birds. Words are rustled by the leaves. On these mornings, I am a simple gardener" YES!
I love dark green rainy days at home too. but it does not rain where I am, it is desert country.
Lovey piece on writing Scupper.
I'd like to comment on each your thoughtful turns, but I'm still stuck on AJ's verse. Carnival--love the idea. Carnival with Robin and other OS friends? Hell, Yes!
This is the first of these I've read, and it's fascinating. You did a great job of describing what the process of creation is like for you; it's a bummer though that the only part of this that applies to me is "the glazing of the eyes and finally a cataleptic state that occurs best in isolation." That could be me at more or less any moment on a given day:P
Meat,
Well, that too. If I think about your new moniker, I'll spazz out!
"Words are looping in the clouds. Words are chanted by the birds. Words are rustled by the leaves. "
Words are the building blocks, and you have constructed a lovely edifice.
What a poetic way to look at the writing process. Beautiful!
Ah, Scupper Poet, what a pleasure to read this writing about your writing; although the cataleptic bit gave me the crips, :) ... It´s like another blogger said it works: a visit from a Holy Ghost; a muse, inspiration, urge... it´s a fascinating mystery. Fantastic.
Kisses,
Marcela
Beautiful and inspiring writing about the creative process. Makes me want to sit down somewhere quiet and write my heart out.
You've described in psychology what's called "flow" (the trance). And there's plenty of research to show that sleep enhances recall--and who knows what all else. Beautiful writing.
To each of you, thanks for supporting this. I wasn't sure how it would be received.

HB- FLOW, I needed that. (used in edit)
Many thanks for this. I just now needed a dose of inspiration to get a project done.
"garb of my muse" - love that and everything else!

"what survives will not hold its intended shape. " - this happens to me so often. I have tried a recorder a couple of times for the same reason but I can't get the words to flow like they do in my head, so I write having to trust what emerges - sometimes I'm satisfied, sometimes not. The precision of this piece definitely argues for your method!
Teresa - exactly with you on the recorder! I tried using Dragon software, and it isn't the same. I have to "write," not speak. Thanks for stopping by.
What a lovely post about the writing process. I sometimes write keyword type notes to jog my memory when I need a topic for another time.

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