I awoke early.  A simple thought.  I wanted to read about antibiotics and probiotics (when to take).  I wanted to read OS.  Two days on the couch, coughing, the infection in the chest seems to be breaking. I wanted to listen to The Avett Brothers sing I and Love and You.

I coughed.  I blew my nose.  A PINCHER BUG, as my granny called it, BIT MY NOSTRIL!  Now the inside of my nose hurts like a mug. The bug was hiding in the box of Kleenex. Why?

 I thought of a poem I had studied years ago by Robert Burns.  I wanted to cry.  I wanted to forgive the earwig and myself for cursing all earwigs ever born.  I wanted to curl on the sofa, turn on the heating pad, and find my song. 

The Avett Brothers - I and Love and You 

Wee, sleekit, cow'rin, tim'rous beastie, 
O, what a panic's in thy breastie! 
Thou need na start awa sae hasty, 
Wi' bickering brattle! 
I wad be laith to rin an' chase thee, 
Wi' murd'ring pattle! 

I'm truly sorry man's dominion, 
Has broken nature's social union, 
An' justifies that ill opinion, 
Which makes thee startle 
At me, thy poor, earth-born companion, 
An' fellow-mortal! 

I doubt na, whiles, but thou may thieve; 
What then? poor beastie, thou maun live! 
A daimen icker in a thrave 
'S a sma' request; 
I'll get a blessin wi' the lave, 
An' never miss't! 

Thy wee bit housie, too, in ruin! 
It's silly wa's the win's are strewin! 
An' naething, now, to big a new ane, 
O' foggage green! 
An' bleak December's winds ensuin, 
Baith snell an' keen! 

Thou saw the fields laid bare an' waste, 
An' weary winter comin fast, 
An' cozie here, beneath the blast, 
Thou thought to dwell- 
Till crash! the cruel coulter past 
Out thro' thy cell. 

That wee bit heap o' leaves an' stibble, 
Has cost thee mony a weary nibble! 
Now thou's turn'd out, for a' thy trouble, 
But house or hald, 
To thole the winter's sleety dribble, 
An' cranreuch cauld! 

But, Mousie, thou art no thy lane, 
In proving foresight may be vain; 
The best-laid schemes o' mice an 'men 
Gang aft agley, 
An'lea'e us nought but grief an' pain, 
For promis'd joy! 

Still thou art blest, compar'd wi' me 
The present only toucheth thee: 
But, Och! I backward cast my e'e. 
On prospects drear! 
An' forward, tho' I canna see, 
I guess an' fear!

Robert Burns, Scottish Bard, 1785