What is love?
I loved Larry in third grade.
He pulled my hair and grabbed my hand
yelling, catch me if you can.
I loved David when I was fourteen.
I loved his jaw. I loved his laughter.
I loved his hands as he taught me to fish.
What is love?
I loved Bill at first sight.
Dark horse in a dark bar.
I loved him from afar.
Once I told him
you don't know me but you will,
and he did
and we did.
What is love?
I loved Miller on the farm
in the morning light
pulling on boots
preparing for the day.
Tall, steady as a rock,
I thought my soul
would rest with him
'til death do.
And I loved Mark
although he thought not
always.
Except the time we
drank goosenecks
sitting on a slanted shelf
while waiting in O'Hare,
sure then and
knowing when
our hearts unleashed
we bark down the falling stars.
What is love?
I loved Potoskee colors,
but more than that
the avatar I saw
in lone passing
that said I am
an observant man
drinking coffee,
drinking gin,
living underground,
creating, unpredictable.
What is love?
I loved the glass man in his shop.
His soft eyes settling on my face,
studying. His gentle grief
and almost touch goodbye
as he bade me come back soon
humming This is your life, our time
When we are together, I need you forever
Is it love?


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R
How do we lose it?
I say: in the fucking contingencies. Anyone is loveable
unto death. Anyone can be soulmate with enough effort.
Unfortunately we are addicted to those scenes..
pulling on his boots, steady as a rock...
this is him..
but with you in the mix, he will change...
and the changes unsettle, and make us numb in
the diaphragm...
a habit unaccustomed to, a first impression
of disgust...
disgust builds on disgust...
we are worth more than to be
with someone whom disgusts
someone in our head,
who decides these things
And lest we not forget the adage "familiarity breeds contempt." You remind: Moments of disgust. Surely.