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NOVEMBER 11, 2010 4:46PM

To Serve

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Coming home
 
Picture from a pamphlet booklet called
Great Photographs of WORLD WAR II
Selected by the Editors of The Reader's Digest 1964
 
 TO SERVE
 
Dedicated to every service man and woman who leaves a child at home. In loving memory of my parents who both served in WWII.
 
 
War is a treacherous thing
There is so much at stake
while the enemy marches on
my baby girl first wakes
silent in the slumber
she tosses not at night
early in the morning
she wakes easy at first light
while I am away from her
I am confident in knowing
every single day out here
is one more she'll be growing
in the midst of all this
dark
this gloom
this horror
she will play with her little bear
in her crib
while it is
snowing
I will march with my buddies
over hills and forests
beaches, mountains
jungles, desert sands
to reach the battle at
hand
her little lips will kiss goodnight my
lovely wife's sweet cheek
and in my dreams I dream of them
while the enemy is beneath my feet
I will walk and run and jump
I will hang my weapon
at my side
my silent stalking in the night
to hear her rattle tinkle
light
I will march on and feel this pain
because I know
it is not in vain
for there she sleeps in warmth and comfort
for which I have bought and paid
for each and every day of peace
someone once has paid
 
I know I will be going home, I have known it for awhile
I will be greeted so fast and sweet,
by my growing, loving child
 
 
 
For every father separated from his little girl
I cut the journey right in half, and separate the  hell
I bless you on your journey home
I wish you all that's well.
 
 Copyright 2010 by SheilaTGTG55
 
 

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I have had this pamphlet a long time and I wanted to write about this picture in it that has haunted me for most of my life. I can see the pure joy on this child's face and it makes me think of all the people who sacrifice and those kids who never get the homecoming hugs. I hope that you will all appreciate my contribution. It was too hard to write about the terrible pictures inside the pamphlet but some of those made such an impression on my in my young life, I never forgot them and can see them without even looking at them. This is how you make someone hate war, you show them at a very young age the devastation, the horror and they never, ever forget it.
Vernonica: Thank you for reading. I wasn't going to post anything today, because this day really haunts me. But I saw everyone doing their thing and I just wanted to share something from the heart.
Veronica: Thank you for your thoughts. I think I am as frustrated as you are. I want them to stop it, but like you, I just don't know how. Turning it on the people who give the orders kind of is an idea, but hard to apply. I feel I am like you, studying, reading, searching, trying to get to the bottom of it, but there is always no bottom. It is just an endless testament to horror and greed, I think. Really.
Sheila.. you did it proud..
Wonderful..
HUGGGGGGGGGG
rated with more hugs
Linda: Thank you my angel! This is a very upsetting day for a lot of people. The people who don't know anything like all our other holidays, get the day off and enjoy it. It has always been a little hard for me to think of it in that context. Yes, a day off, but not really a party, you know what I mean? I think you do, very much. I so loved your post this morning.
A great photo and an even greater poem.
Fay: Thanks so much for stopping by!
So long as those who send us off to war can couch it in terms of "protecting our freedom" or "stopping the evil other" and so recruit us by the millions to fight the wars that they start but never fight, will so many little girls never have the chance to greet their fathers again.

Even when they return physically they do not do so mentally and emotionally. The daddy who goes to war NEVER returns.........


^R^++++
Sky: So much truth to what you say.
Beautiful, just beautiful. R+
You capture this so well....
- thank you, Sheila. That photo is timeless.
Dave: Thank you, I count this as a huge compliment. Thank you, and thank you for your service to this country. I mean it.

Lunchlady2: Thank you so much for visiting. I know kids mean a lot to you.

Catherine: Yes, a great photo, at first I thought it might have been W. Eugene Smith one, but could not be sure. It was not attributed on this booklet, most were from him, UPI, AP, the Army, Navy and various libraries, but this one was clueless. I tried to search the image amongst his work and did not find it.
Imagine the joy of reuniting ...
Scarlett: Yes, the parts of war that some dismiss, those at home, the aftermath of service. In this day we see and hear so much about that pain. I read a book about WWI a few years back that shocked me seriously. Some men returned but were so disfigured that they did not go home, their families were told they were dead and they lived in a kind of compound together, it was very unnerving but I expect it was based in truth. If I run across it I will post the title.
The crux: "I will march on and feel this pain / because I know/ it is not in vain." Well said, sheila.
Beautiful....and the photo is precious. Thanks- R
agreeing with many before me. Thank you for adding to the meaning of the tributes here today. Well done and dear! xo r
This was outstanding. Warriors who have kids at home is just one more thing they have to worry about. The thought of never seeing your kids again must be hell. What a great poem!
Pilgrim: I was moved to write it that way, it comes out sometimes just like automatic writing. I am glad you noticed this line in particular, because what causes you to put one foot in front of another, it is the belief that it is personal, that is is for them too.

Mary Ann: A child anywhere, a serviceman, service woman anywhere, anytime. The sacrifice is the same, it is personal. All personal.

Muse: Thank you Muse, the piece was with me so many years, you can imagine and I pulled it out of it's drawer and wrote the poem. It was pent up inside evidently, a very long time.
Scanner: Yes, the very personal essence of the fight, it's personal for everyone who loves someone who is somewhere else, and probably safe. The need to put it in the context of that is important I think. They are not machines sent to do a mission. Their lives matter, if not to the government, or to those who think them expendable, to their families, to their loved ones who do not. I want them to know I know. Thank you as always for taking the time to stop by.
... "for every day of peace, someone once has paid." The cost of safety is enormous. And extortionate. Thanks for another way to frame war, over which I have so much ambivalence -- honour the heroes, of course, but damn the politicians with bankrupt visions. We should not be fighting. Use your words, kids, use your words.
Lovely combination. Your muse is precious and your poem does it justice.
I haven't read a lot this veterans day. Indeed, there was less written this year than most others, but this piece struck at the very heart of so many feelings in me.
cleo: Thank you so much for coming by, I agree with you, words are the answer on many levels, but then I look at our own people, how they are using their words. The lies, the words filled with hate, it is escalating and I sometimes think there will be physical answers before the anger goes away.

Matt: Thank you for stopping by. I have always felt a connection to this photo and when I put it on this page, the words came out.

Torman: You honor me. I thank you for your service to our country. Thank you for stopping by and sharing your feelings with me.
Tink: Thanks Tink! BIGGGGGGG SMILLLLLE!
I am so grateful I never experienced that emptiness or loss (at least not due to war). And I am touched beyond words at how beautifully your words bring those all too universal feelings to life on this very special day. Thank you.
The march to serve and make others lives better is something that ranks right up there!
I understand your first comment, I have been horrified by war since I was very small, I don't know what my first memory was of it. Now all I think of is that for 50 years we have been at war somewhere. My whole life has just been watching wars without end.

I think it will be up to the women somehow, I think men are not allowed to scream stop. Thank you for the post.
Thanks for the knock on the head! We need to keep reminding people of the sacrifices that were made -- by soldiers and their families -- to give us the blessings we now enjoy. Whether you agree with our government's policy regarding war or not, our soldiers are not to be blamed. They fight so we can sleep soundly... something they rarely get to do out there on the front lines.
R
Sally: Thank you Sally, I appreciate the praise. It seems sometimes that the background of many lives that I have seen and known, come spilling into my present and allow me to create something which seems to resonate about some kind of singular aspect of a topic. I have to say that this was written quite easily, in moments, almost on command. I think I have mentioned an almost automatic type of writing in the past, but really, in a way this does exist for me. The picture was always the key inspiration, then the girl whose dad did not come back from the Korean War. Then all I know about the Holocaust, and war from my experiences. It formed this tribute to the fighting fathers/mothers.

Algis: Yes, I agree. There are glaring wrongs in the world, which somehow, now, find no other way to resolution, but it is madness in it's own way. However, what is there to do?

l'Heure: Yes, those of us who had the capacity to understand at a very early age, war, no matter how that happened, are in a way marked. We are the background of war, removed several times from the battlefield, but still in a way, living with some of the horror. This by virtue of us being able to see, to read, to hear, to even have been there. War is no new entity, it has become the constant, and each time, it is, by the grace of G-d, it is not me who is in it. Yet, I am in it, as I experience it on some level. If we can despise it, fear it, hate it, why cannot we eradicate it? I feel women have something to do with how it might end someday, perhaps it is they that will somehow make this happen. It is a good end to work for. Somehow in my opinion there is a heavy trend in the current society to make women a bit more powerless, to take away the strides they have made. Somehow, how women are viewed by more than half the globe, even here at home by some, is a huge part of the problem. Someone has to be submissive, and that is the ultimate ruler, and perhaps, why we keep going to wars. Ugh.
I will never live to see the day when we stop sending our youth off to kill and be killed. I will never comprehend the insanity of war. rated
Rosy: Thanks for stopping, I think I am the same as you. Never in my lifetime, but I will not give up the hope that peace can and should prevail. They did a margin of it on Star Trek didn't they??
A touching tribute to Veterans Day. It moved me.
Leon: Thank you, that is quite a compliment. Thank you for encouraging me to continue to write.
I took a break and missed this. But I am so grateful to you for posting it, in remembrance of The Greatest Generation, and the sacrifice they made for us...
Keka: Thank you so much for stopping. These photos always meant something to me as a kid. I grew up with this war in my shadows, the experiences part of my parents life and part of my own history, because I used to try and read whatever I could about it.
I think her expression says it all. Pure, unconflicted, joy!