
Married under soldier
swords
They share a love that runs
deep
and true
Some call him
Doctor
Some call him
Colonel
But daddy is all I
knew
Mama blonde
bombshell
Made him fall
hard
It wasn't her
looks
that he
loved
Her heart is
gold
She writes like the
wind
Together they are
lovers
family
best friends
Daddy got sleepy
driving
van tumbled out of
view
Call to check on
them hear
twisted metal
round the
bend
Mama's body
rearranged
Drive through
fog
Squint through
rain
Daddy says,
She's hurt her hand
But something doesn't
ring
true
Flashing lights
ambulance
Glass in
blonde
bloodied
hair
Daddy's face
buried in his
hands
Mama wheeled
into the
room
Nurses all seem
gloom
Mama smiles so
brightly
Daddy leaves the
room
look at
Mama
What is
wrong
one arm
gone
Follow daddy
fast
Down the
hall
Outside to the
deli
Sitting in
booth
Not hungry at
all
Nothing would
suit
our
bellies
Never once
have I
Seen him
cry
Never a tear for
life
That day he sat
across from
me
Mourning the
lost arm of his
wife
I did this to
her
I fell
asleep
I don't deserve to
live
I can't go on without that
hand
It's the one that I held for
years
Where will they put
that hand I
love?
It's mine I love it
so
They'll throw it
away
ring and
all
He screamed and
cried
oh, oh
I want that
hand
with the platinum
band
I gave her long
ago
Oh, oh
I love her
so



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Comments
"I don't deserve to live"
A beautiful piece, Amanda, R.
Beautifully done, Amanda.
r
a hug for your mom, she couldn't change what happened
a hug for you, that you must try to hold them up
Lezlie
Hugs , wet kleenex nose blows and rated
-R-
We are truly a community of strangers forging bonds with virtual ink. And then something like this, oh, I cannot believe your parents went through this pain, and Amanda always smiling, always sassy, always heart-breakingly beautiful, oh she's got sadness hidden so well, it only shows how beautiful inside she is...
I hope healing will come.
Beautiful Amanda.
A-MAZING!
Buffy
Your father...oh, the pain.
Truma does stick with you with all of it's force and terror.