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Amanda Gulledge

Amanda Gulledge
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MAY 24, 2010 2:41PM

Forever his Daisy

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He swept her off her tired feet

kissing her wrinkled brow.

The mop she held fell to the floor

as he expected, she started to howl,

I don't know you , please let me go!

I don't recognize your face.

I want my husband;  I want John Daisy

and you'll never take his place.

 

I am your husband, he begged her to see

married fifty years this December.

My name is John,  I love you so

  Oh, Darling - please say you remember.

 

He knew she didn't, but still he'd try,

day after day to remind her.

Till that dreadful day, they had to take her away

to a home, so they could always find her.

 

She refused his visits for three long years

and for three long years he'd visit.

Through tearful apologies the staff would say

I'm sorry, she just doesn't get it.

 

That's alright, John would reply

as he watched her through heart-wrenching strife.

It pained him so to see another man

holding the hand of his wife.

 

That's Mr. O'Donnell, the caregiver laughed,

She thinks that he's you, you know.

They waltz and laugh and sleep together.

He rocks her to and fro.

 

John just nodded and tipped his hat,

he ventured back out in the rain.

Back in his car he smelled her perfume

threw his head back and screamed out her name.

 

Another season came and went

still denied, but daily loyal,

until the day the phone call would say

Your wife - she's in big trouble.

 

He'd never once broken the law

till that day he ran every light.

Blinded by tears and onlooking jeers

he made it before it was night.

 

Her hospital room was buzzing with noise

Doctors and nurses exhausted.

She will not let a soul in the room,

Mr. O'Donnell -  she even accosted.

 

As Mr. O'Donnell exited the room,

he mumbled that she'd gone crazy.

John slipped in and stood at her bed

as she sat up and whispered,

 

Daisy?

 

He took off his hat and held his breath.

She gestured for him to come near.

Where have you been? She scolded and smiled,

I thought you'd never get here.

 

 

 
 
 
 
 
 
 
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Oh, my.....My heart just broke wide open.
Very beautiful, Amanda. Worth more than one read. ~R+~
Beautiful Amanda. This could be my parents in a very short time - except it will be Dad that will not be able to remember. Thanks again. R.
Fantastic, Amanda. You really nailed it. So much devotion, that John Daisy.
Just right sweet Amanda. xo_r
So very touching. I cried my eyes out, and don't you dare tell a soul!
Such pain, such beauty and such ever lasting love....This broke my heart.
Sigh. Beautiful and sad. My mother is suffering from dementia (my father passed away 10 years ago) and though she still recognizes me, I'm not sure she remembers my kids. When I visited last week, she asked if her sister was coming to visit. Her sister has been dead for ten years.
Oh, this was absolutely heart breaking. I watched my daughter as she struggled with this and her grandmother. My dad has parkinson's. He remembers everything.
rated in tears
You can really pull some strings. Between the poem and the song, I might jump out of a window. First floor, of course. Great Stuff Amanda
Amanda: this is beautiful! I read it three times. It reminds me of that movie, "The Note," I think it is. Great work.
Yes just truely beautiful
rated with hugs and tears
Jesus, you captured such an amazing vignette with this . . . I have a lump in my throat the size of a softball. Remind me of my Grandad, except that he died before receiving recognition . . .
The husband's (in this case) are very hard to capture. I always wondered what would they even be. Beautifully sentimental, and painfully endearing. R
Beautiful, Amanda...xox
Very beautiful, and tragic. kp
heart-breaking and beautiful
who has such patience?
What a heartbreaking disease.
Oh my. So well written. So sad. This is my worst fear.
So sad and yet to sweet. I'd love to be loved like that.
Lezlie
Beautiful and very touching.
Twist at the heart strings, and goes for the soul
Oh just Excellent Amanda!

It singed and hummed and taught and brought beauty into my heart. Thank you for a lovely, lovely poem. Your rhythm is impeccable.
Lin is right, imagine being loved like that. I love to read these stories people have to tell. This is wonderful, thank you.
Oh so heartbreaking and so beautifully told. Gorgeous Amanda, thank you for this.
Oh my dear, what an incredible heart you have. This has heart and soul.
R, no doubt.
You are so good. This is heartwrenching.
Amanda - I'm going through this with my mother... She has dementia that is progressing. It was heartbreaking to read this. My father has been gone for quite a number of years now, and sadly when I see my mom this way, I wonder if it was better that my father was spared that pain. I left mom yesterday (and cried all the way home). Rated.
Lovely and painful at the same time.
May we all remember love.
I just want to say what a lovely bit of writing...painful, true.
so so sad, amanda
so wonderful for him to have her remember, if even for just a moment
oh, this is just tooooo close. beautiful. do you know that sandra day o'connors husband had dementia and fell in love with another woman? R.
I'm not supposed to cry so much anymore. You and Sparking have both made me cry my fool head of today.
Amanda, did you write that poem? It's wonderful....as sad as it is. The ending was unexpected!
I think this is as perfect a portrait of love and devotion as I've ever read. Thank you. Rated. D
Reminded me of the DeBeers "Hands" commercial and the movie The Notebook.
Wonderful post.

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Your writing ...shaken and stirred with a twist
is positively wondrous.
As a teacher and a student of life
you craft some of the most powerful messages
I've ever learned in so tight a space.

Like Mimetalker, Alzheimer's is my greatest fear too.
Thank you for the way you rearrange the furniture in our minds
to help us see more clearlly. What a gift you are!
i am speechless

thank you.

love to you
So heartbreaking and so powerful, Amanda. The picture really added to the sense of loss. Really something.
This is how it is. I'm sorry that you are going through it too. I leave tomorrow to spend a week with my mom, who has not known me or my dad this year, stage seven finally. What a horrible illness.
Very poignant. So well told. R
Damn you...I had no intention of crying today. -r
This is a scary-moving poem. I winced reading it. The subject hurts terribly, especially when you know sudden recoveries are usually short-lived.

But a fine narrative poem, and I congratulate you on it.
very strong stuff. I really enjoyed this. rated.
What a beautiful story. Waking up before dying. The love you express is so real and true. Thank you.
Life is so goddamned sad, isn't it? Sometimes I can't bear it.
this is such a beautiful poem, very touching....my friend's father just died. her mother has alzheimers. it had gotten to that point where she didn't know him, but he would go to the nursing home every day and spend lunchtime and an hour after with her but "for him" he would say.

now he's gone. and it's heartbreaking because she doesn't indicate that she misses him. a beat hasn't skipped. I wish I could say she looked up and asked for him, or looked for him. but no. now he's gone. this is the most ghastly disease, far worse than any other. it steals your mind, your life, your memories, even your love.
This is absolutely heart-wrenchingly beautiful. How well you describe the pain and helplessness of this disease. Thank you for an ageless love story. Rated
This covers every emotion and is so sweet. Reminds me of "Notebook."
The song broke my heart the first time I heard it some time back, and it resonates to your words so well :(.

The loss of self and all of the 'selfs' in one's life..

Rated for haunting..
Precious. Perfect, Amanda.
So sad and beautiful.
Really, really well done. It is so difficult. R.
Beautiful and one of my favorite songs ever....