That whole post was a waste of words.

He doesn't care. I was wrong. We didn't work anything out. He doesn't listen to a word I say. Now he wants to care, but I don't think I can just pretend everythings okay. Screw that.

I'm not going to beat myself up over this. There's better out there. I will find them. Eventually.

I really do like that boy from Branson. He's the only reason I broke up with Skyler. But we could never be together. We would never see each other. We talk 24/7. He does make me happy. Who knows, maybe we'll work something out.

Now that all this crap happened, I'm not really looking forward to school. What's the point? I don't really have friends and if I do, they're guys. Which makes you a whore nowadays. It's stupid. At least I'll have volleyball.(;

I do love Skyler. I always will. But sometimes, letting go is for the best..

I will be okay!