Not poetry... I'm no poet. Just broken prose, really.
In the beginning, they’re wonderful, the cheerleaders.
Soul pumping inspiration that sings to your psyche
until one day, perhaps at 8 pm
on a cloudy Wednesday evening
when you realize
you’re the lone player on the field
the only one carrying the ball, or washing
an old man’s soiled buttocks, and
not for the first time that day, as
the phone rings and the business needs
tending and the kitchen needs cleaning
and the laundry needs washing, and
they fade into background noise,
the cheerleaders;
and you wish,
wish
for another player to carry the ball
just one more yard
a tag team player, even, to
leap the rope in the nick of time
and high five your broken body
so you can roll out of the ring
gasping, bruised
but still breathing, thank God,
and rest, just rest, breathing
one long breath after another
long enough, just long enough
to go one more round.


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I wish I could come and take over for awhile (I worked in a nursing home when I was 18, so I'm qualified!). I think it would do us both a lot of good. You'd get a break, and I'd be in good company.
So sorry it's so hard... I'm so dang sorry.
Get help.
How I wish I could be there, really, for you, so you could have an hour.