"I like your Christ, I do not like your Christians.
- Florida, U.S.A.
- December 31
- I'm a divorced mom of one, a self-proclaimed cat-lady, and mildly misanthropic. At least in-person. I'm still feeling my way through this whole life thing, and realizing that I'm still growing into my own skin.
I've taken to using this blog as a free therapy couch, it seems.
If you don't like what I write, I'm a huge self-critic, so chances are you're in good company.
MY RECENT POSTS
- A Month Early, For Good
December 02, 2013 04:15PM
- I have NO IDEA.
November 21, 2013 01:15PM
- Vechrin's Day
November 08, 2013 09:28AM
October 31, 2013 09:22AM
- Ghostly Encounters 1:
Chesapeake, Ohio (part 2 of 2)
October 23, 2013 02:14PM
MY RECENT COMMENTS
- “oi vey... I wish you the
best.. as I walk away with
- “let's just hope for
peace... no out, not yet...
hugs to you
two. you have to
December 06, 2013 10:28AM
- “omg... two girls one
cup.... (reverts back to diet,
everything out of
December 05, 2013 03:40PM
- “Go big or go home,
December 05, 2013 09:12AM
- “LL2, good for you! thank
you so much
awesome about your dad.
December 03, 2013 10:25AM
It's been mentioned here before that I have some tonnage going on - I could lose some weight, and it would do everyone some good. I'm not so far gone that a construction crew has to take out a wall every morning and forklift my lardy maximus down the interstate to… Read full post »
I was going to write something profound here. But things have really, really been crappy lately....
so just wanna say, wish I could get a hug from someone who's:
A.) around my height
B.) not trying to score
I'll probably make another appearance before Turkey Day. No guarantees thou… Read full post »
Happy Early Veteran's Day to all of you who served :)
Preface: I always have a fear of stepping on people's toes when I post a blog. This is definitely one of those. I apologize in advance to anyone offended in any way, shape or… Read full post »
sorry I've been slacking so bad with putting out my ghosty stories. So much for deadlines - maybe I'll get them written by Thanksgiving!!!! Read full post »
Somehow over the night I had migrated to the little couch in the livingroom, and had nearly nodded off when it was time for us to get up. Mom didn't mention anything to me about what'd happened the night before, and I didn't even know what to tell her I'd witnessed. … Read full post »
About a month into my fourth grade school year, my mom and I had to change towns. She found a collection of oddly-built cheap apartments up on a hill off of a two-lane road, and the landlady over the property took a liking to my mom and therefore let us move… Read full post »
I go through vast periods of dreamless nights. Then smack! REM rebound hits me like a Tonka truck. Lately for some reason I've been dreaming every night. I've even had recurring dreams. The subject matter of the one I'm thinking of in particular isn't anything I'd want t… Read full post »
I've always had a soft spot in my heart for the subject of adoption. Before I had my daughter, I told myself it's what I would do once I hit my 30s. Life had other plans. Currently I'm doing well to take care of one child, but one day I would… Read full post »
rehashing this year, speaking to myself in second-person:
you sit around, trolling on the pages of your exes on facebook, obsessively wondering about them. seeing them move on without you, you realize you weren't what they wanted, and then you see what you've been replaced with and it baffles y… Read full post »
so I think I flounced a while back. I didn't realize that's even what I was doing. I just noticed that, when I commented on someone's blog, someone who seemed to indirectly respond to my comment was bitchy about it and it pissed me off.
or rather, I allowed it to… Read full post »
This year has not been a kind one in my spectrum of existence.
Anyone who's read my nonsensical works can attest to that.
For some reason, I've been hoping that it'd improve.
Turns out, I was wrong. Until maybe now?
A month and a half ago, I started taking an anti-depressant… Read full post »
I don't want to talk about Syria.
I don't want to talk about Miley.
I don't want to talk about anything else that sucks in the world.
I want to tell you, whoever you are reading this, that I'm glad that you are.
All of you on this site, whether for… Read full post »
Within the past 5 weeks, I've had a few close calls of being heartbroken, and within 2 weeks, I suffered two break-ups. I tend to, instead of grieving the loss of a relationship for a prolonged period of time, shove myself back out into the circuit while I still have any… Read full post »
Just a thought...
I hear people say that a lot, when referencing something awful that's happened to someone who is either known or a stranger to them.
"I wouldn't wish it on my worst enemy".
I honestly wish I could say the same. Maybe that makes me a bad person. … Read full post »
I rushed into the classroom and found a few empty seats. I took the one closest to the door in which I'd entered, so as not to disturb the presentation going on at the front of the room. Most students were focusing with rapt attention to the speaker, but the guy… Read full post »
I moved on Saturday. Well, I moved most of my crap on Saturday, that is. The shed I've had most of my stuff in for the past 4 months is infiltrated with spiders. So, it was a tedious and grueling process, sifting through things before I deemed them worthy of being… Read full post »
I post ads. I scope out guys at stores. I reminisce about exes. I sift through sites.
There's this daresay obsession I have with finding a new someone. Whenever I fail, I want to eat. A lot. Thoughtlessly and quickly, as if the food will provide a barrier so the hu… Read full post »
Everything hurts today, and I am cranky, and am wanting to walk out on this job.
So as not to pass along my misery, I leave you with the following:
Anytime I see a hippo, I always feel that it's missing a tutu. Same goes with ostriches. Same goes with… Read full post »
Growing up, I was a complete bookworm. My mind has gone quite stagnant upon this whole adulthood thing coming into fruition so far. As a child and a teenager, my favorite outings were to go to the library. My goals were to read all of the books I was allowed to… Read full post »
My mom, as anyone who's read my blog is aware, is a rather rabid conservative.
She's also a newshound.
When I get in the door in the evenings after work, what do you think is playing? The news. What do you think is playing again at 10, 11, whatever, PM? You… Read full post »
This isn't going to be a profound blog. My head has just been swirling lately, so I'm putting out updates I guess. And ranting. Some feedback is always welcome.
Turns out he wasn't single. Or if he is, he needs to, A.) respond to my call/texts, and… Read full post »
Every time that I look in the mirror
All these lines on my face gettin' clearer,
the past is gone
It went by like dusk to dawn,
Isn't that the way?
Everybody's got their dues in life to pay
Well I… Read full post »
if someone were to look at your search history for this morning, what would they find?
how to grow roma tomatoes?
how to trim kangaroo claws?
how to befriend the Russian mafia?
the possibilities are endless.
on my queue from this morning alone is "basic of living in rv",… Read full post »
I've dealt with headaches for years. I mean, back in middle school, I'd get a headache daily, right about the same time every day. You could set a clock by it. My mom took me to a pediatrician. An MRI was performed to rule out brain abnormalities. It was then deduced… Read full post »
Just a little blip, some updates.
Last weekend I had a gallbladder attack. Those are not fun. I don't know at this point whether or not I'll have it removed (in the future), but for now I'm wanting to amend my diet so it's not so tempting to have another attack… Read full post »