"I like your Christ, I do not like your Christians.
- Florida, U.S.A.
- December 31
- I'm a divorced mom of one, a self-proclaimed cat-lady, and mildly misanthropic. At least in-person. I'm still feeling my way through this whole life thing, and realizing that I'm still growing into my own skin.
I've taken to using this blog as a free therapy couch, it seems.
If you don't like what I write, I'm a huge self-critic, so chances are you're in good company.
MY RECENT POSTS
- Screw You, Janice Aria!
February 20, 2014 11:21AM
- The Brain Drain Game
February 19, 2014 01:48PM
- Stupid Allergies!
February 14, 2014 01:21PM
- Getting Back to Me.
February 11, 2014 04:15PM
- Similarities with Allen.
February 04, 2014 02:10PM
MY RECENT COMMENTS
- “I'm so sorry for your
March 06, 2014 11:39AM
- “That's right! No More
Bad Shit!!! Not even a head
March 05, 2014 01:40PM
- “Happy Birthday!!!!
March 05, 2014 01:03PM
- “Stupid medical
it's not going
to be a
March 04, 2014 01:20PM
- “Rough scenario... I
empathize for all involved,
and know I
will fully once I'm
March 04, 2014 01:15PM
This blog started from this article I read today: http://www.nydailynews.com/entertainment/elephant-bullhook-guide-safe-ringling-bros-big-article-1.1620674
Janice Aria is the director of animal stewardship with the Ringling Brothers Circus. Because apparently titles mean that you kno… Read full post »
One of these days I'm going to mentally run myself into the ground so deeply that there will be no retrieval of anything. I can only hope I won't be sane enough to realize what's happened.
I've been driving myself in circles lately. Like, more than usual. Regarding dieting an… Read full post »
Happy Singles Awareness Day, to whom of which it applies.
For those for whom it doesn't... well... psh.
My friend, the male bff, is back to pushing me. Relationship crap, love crap, I'm surprised he hasn't said the "M" word today. Out of the guys I've dated… Read full post »
As of yesterday, or rather earlier today, I've found myself to be single once again. I borderline wonder if it was because he discovered this blog and read my entry from December; but since he won't talk to me, I won't really know, and it's all over and done with now… Read full post »
With this whole Woody Allen molestation thing, people are saying it's because Mia has had so much anger towards him over the years. People are saying that she's fashioned the children to be against him, to have them (Dylan, really) making up these allegations in order to hurt Woody.
Sure, maybe… Read full post »
Dear Mrs. D.,
I find it in good timing for you to request a conference.
You and I have butted heads since the second day of this school year. You had called me that day to inform me of a few complaints you already had about my daughter, and you… Read full post »
Last week was rough, and this week so far hasn't been too bad, but I'm still emotionally feeling the effects from then. Having my own place again means I grapple on and off with the "nighttime depression wave" that hits me... if I let it. I'm doing a lot better in… Read full post »
"To who?", I asked, flabbergasted, feeling my head whirl.
"Oh, I don't know, a neighbor or something", Mom replied flippantly, waving her hand towards a corner of her street. "I put a sign out front yesterday that said 'Free Dog', and the woman came and took Lilly and asked if it… Read full post »
---- as I was writing this, and I don't want to leave anything out because I need this out in pure form, I realized it was rather long, and so I am breaking it into two parts----
The fact that my mom and I have a dysfunctional relationship is nothing new,… Read full post »
It's amazing how sometimes anymore, instead of being instantly driven to anger, I'll kind of do a snorting laugh in my throat when things that are just absurd hit me. Like the fact that although I work for Dept. of Corrections, the guy I'm seeing "accidently" found a little baggie of… Read full post »
I did bad.
So, so bad. Bad!!! I'll just get that out of the way.
No losses here, except for loss of hope in myself. Well, not really. That's kind of dramatic.
But yeah, I did bad this week. We're back to Square 1.
That's right, folks!… Read full post »
I weighed myself yesterday and wound up being 9 pounds lighter than I was on 11-30-13. That's a great start. If any of you watch "The Biggest Loser", you'll notice that week 2 is always a low-number week, so we'll see what this upcoming weekend holds for me.
Something that… Read full post »
It's been mentioned here before that I have some tonnage going on - I could lose some weight, and it would do everyone some good. I'm not so far gone that a construction crew has to take out a wall every morning and forklift my lardy maximus down the interstate to… Read full post »
I was going to write something profound here. But things have really, really been crappy lately....
so just wanna say, wish I could get a hug from someone who's:
A.) around my height
B.) not trying to score
I'll probably make another appearance before Turkey Day. No guarantees thou… Read full post »
Happy Early Veteran's Day to all of you who served :)
Preface: I always have a fear of stepping on people's toes when I post a blog. This is definitely one of those. I apologize in advance to anyone offended in any way, shape or… Read full post »
sorry I've been slacking so bad with putting out my ghosty stories. So much for deadlines - maybe I'll get them written by Thanksgiving!!!! Read full post »
Somehow over the night I had migrated to the little couch in the livingroom, and had nearly nodded off when it was time for us to get up. Mom didn't mention anything to me about what'd happened the night before, and I didn't even know what to tell her I'd witnessed. … Read full post »
About a month into my fourth grade school year, my mom and I had to change towns. She found a collection of oddly-built cheap apartments up on a hill off of a two-lane road, and the landlady over the property took a liking to my mom and therefore let us move… Read full post »
I go through vast periods of dreamless nights. Then smack! REM rebound hits me like a Tonka truck. Lately for some reason I've been dreaming every night. I've even had recurring dreams. The subject matter of the one I'm thinking of in particular isn't anything I'd want t… Read full post »
I've always had a soft spot in my heart for the subject of adoption. Before I had my daughter, I told myself it's what I would do once I hit my 30s. Life had other plans. Currently I'm doing well to take care of one child, but one day I would… Read full post »
rehashing this year, speaking to myself in second-person:
you sit around, trolling on the pages of your exes on facebook, obsessively wondering about them. seeing them move on without you, you realize you weren't what they wanted, and then you see what you've been replaced with and it baffles y… Read full post »
so I think I flounced a while back. I didn't realize that's even what I was doing. I just noticed that, when I commented on someone's blog, someone who seemed to indirectly respond to my comment was bitchy about it and it pissed me off.
or rather, I allowed it to… Read full post »
This year has not been a kind one in my spectrum of existence.
Anyone who's read my nonsensical works can attest to that.
For some reason, I've been hoping that it'd improve.
Turns out, I was wrong. Until maybe now?
A month and a half ago, I started taking an anti-depressant… Read full post »
I don't want to talk about Syria.
I don't want to talk about Miley.
I don't want to talk about anything else that sucks in the world.
I want to tell you, whoever you are reading this, that I'm glad that you are.
All of you on this site, whether for… Read full post »
Within the past 5 weeks, I've had a few close calls of being heartbroken, and within 2 weeks, I suffered two break-ups. I tend to, instead of grieving the loss of a relationship for a prolonged period of time, shove myself back out into the circuit while I still have any… Read full post »