it's a horrible feeling when it feels like you've got no one to talk to.
it's a horrible feeling whenever your ex-husband dicks you over...
it's a horrible feeling when, as much as you want to, you can't trust your mom to talk to her, because of shit that's happened in the past.
it's a crummy (not horrible) feeling that your supposed bf is too self-involved to be there for when you actually need him, and not just when he's available.
it's a shitty feeling when friends who've you been there for during THEIR shit completely ignore you as you struggle.
when you see that everyone's showed their true colors, it's enough to nauseate you and make you realize you're nothing but a miserable statistic.