Tom Cordle

Tom Cordle
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Beeffee, Tennessee, CSA
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June 16
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Peasant
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"I prefer to be true to myself, even at the hazard of incurring the ridicule of others, rather than to be false, and incur my own abhorrence." Frederick Douglass __________________________________ "I prefer silent vice to ostentatious virtue." Albert Einstein __________________________________ "Racists can hide in the closet, but the smell usually gives them away." Soulofhawk __________________________________ "There's only one way to win in this world and that's to like yourself." Harry's Ghost __________________________________ "Misplaced martyrdom is a mortal sin." Soulofhawk __________________________________ “And let it be noted that there is no more delicate matter to take in hand, nor more doubtful in its success, than to set up as a leader in the introduction of change. For he who innovates will have as his enemies all who are well off under the existing order of things, and only lukewarm supporters in those who might be better off under the new. This lukewarm temper arises partly from the incredulity of mankind, who will never admit the merit of anything new, until they have seen it proven by the event.” Niccolo Machiavelli, The Prince, Chapter VI __________________________________ "if a man falls from a pedestal, who is really to blame -- the man or those who put him up there?" Soulofhawk

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DECEMBER 22, 2008 12:51PM

The Solace of Solstice

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blue christmas

I don’t want to rain on anybody’s snowman, but I’m having a hard time getting in the Christmas spirit this year. It would be easy to blame the weather – it’s 61º here as I write this, and there’s no hint of winter save for the dead and dying leaves.

But no, it’s not the weather, something darker and more ominous than the clouded sky is eating at my soul. I’m told there is such a thing as SAD – Seasonal Affective Disorder – and that it is quite common this time of year.

But no, it isn’t simply the season, and I have the distinct impression it isn’t just me that has this feeling. There’s something afoot in the land … something worse than malaise… something akin to depression… something approaching ennui … something resembling resignation … something foreboding … something terrible returned from long ago to trouble our days … and our nights.

Surely, the economic news is not helping anyone’s mood, particularly those who recently have become unemployed and unemployable; nor is it good news for those who are used to doing a third of their annual business in this season of profligate spending in honor of the Prophet whose message was to care for the poor and needy.

Indeed, there is not much of any news of late that is good news. So we cling to old news:

And the angel said unto them, Fear not: for, behold, I bring you good tidings of great joy, which shall be to all people.

But for some that old news is not sufficient unto the present day – a time in which we sense we are at the brink of some cataclysm. Are the prophecies of the Maya at hand? Could the Christian End-Timers finally be right and the Messiah is coming to judge the quick and the dead? Or is this the time of the rough beast Yeats warned about long ago.

The Second Coming
William Butler Yeats

Turning and turning in the widening gyre,
The falcon cannot hear the falconer;
Things fall apart; the centre cannot hold;
Mere anarchy is loosed upon the world,
The blood-dimmed tide is loosed, and everywhere
The ceremony of innocence is drowned;
The best lack all conviction, while the worst
Are full of passionate intensity.
Surely some revelation is at hand;
Surely the Second Coming is at hand.
The Second Coming! Hardly are those words out
When a vast image out of Spiritus Mundi
Troubles my sight: somewhere in sands of the desert
A shape with lion body and the head of a man,
A gaze blank and pitiless as the sun,
Is moving its slow thighs, while all about it
Reel shadows of the indignant desert birds.
The darkness drops again; but now I know
That twenty centuries of stony sleep
Were vexed to nightmare by a rocking cradle,
And what rough beast, its hour come round at last,
Slouches towards Bethlehem to be born?

In times like these it is all too easy to give up hope and fall prey to the rough beast of despair. But I will not go quietly into that cold dark night, for this is the season to celebrate what the ancients knew long before religion gave it a name.

In this season, as in seasons beyond the remembering of men, the sun that for many months has descended deeper and deeper into the dark regions at the edge of the earth will be reborn and begin to rise in the heavens, bringing the light once again to the darkness of our days.

Happy Holidays, and God bless us – every one.

©2008 Tom Cordle

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Be ye of good cheer, but don't forget to have a designated driver
Happy Solstice! And may all have the time, even the blink of an eye, to look deeply into their souls, for within lies some hope to face the dark days.
Amen. Best wishes for much love, peace, joy, happiness, good health and prosperity now... and always! Merry Christmas and Happy Holidays. :)
Tom, you are so right about this general malaise. I'm finding myself victim to it, a rare feeling and an odd one--especially given my children are all home and my house is full. Why is not my heart? So I will focus on your image of the reborn sun rising once again in the heavens. Thank you for your ray of light on this cold gray day.
Thanks for the holiday wishes, one and all, and right back at you.
MaryT, I confess that this piece started out much darker when I started writing it, especially since I was familiar with the Yeats poem, which has always disturbed me greatly:

"The best lack all conviction, while the worst
Are full of passionate intensity."

So many great, but depressing lines. But I just couldn't leave it there; I had to have a hopeful ending. Do you suppose that is the true spirit of Christmas working in me?
Tom, yes I do...think it's the spirit of Christmas working in you. I'm telling you, I was having a blue Monday, I loved the integrity and sobriety of your post, but it was depressing and I was beginning to look for the nearest cliff!....but the way you ended it lifted the fog for me. Thanks for the unexpected Christmas present.
Mary, thanks again, and btw, I haven't bought a thing yet either, and I just can't get myself pumped up to go out and face the traffic and the crowds
Good essay and good wishes to you, too!
Thanks Tom, you've managed to capture the feelings of many of us... could it possibly be that we no longer have young children--or any children? No matter what seasonal holiday we celebrate (or don't), there's usually a childlike excitement permeating the air around Christmas... this year, not so much.

The ending of your post gives me hope.
Wish I had been paying attention in school when they tried to teach me that this stuff is worth my time and attention. This is magnificent.
One of my favorite poems ever, for its bleakness.

I fear we are in for a long, dark winter as a nation--one that is karmically unavoidable, unfortunately, as the pendulum swings away from the criminal acts of murder and torture perpetrated in our names by soulless capitalism.
Delia, Sally, thanks for spending a few moments of your busy holiday season with me, glad I could shed just a little light.
jimmymac - don't we all wish we'd payed more attention in school! Thanks for the praise, and I guess I'm living proof that even tho some of us didn't pay attention like we should have, we can still find a way to contribute something
VR - Yeats is always good for a hard slap in the face, and this is one of his best - filled with moving and memorable lines.

As for that bleak future, the slim hope I hold onto is that this bunch of intolerant incompetents and soulless capitalists has stepped on the dick cheney's so badly, that perhaps a few Americans have awakened from their slumbers. But as I say, that's a slim hope. I suppose that's all the more reason to enjoy this holiday season, since the next one could be far worse.
Thanks for the gift Tom, I'd love to be at home in Michigan right now visiting my Mom. It really bums me when I can't go home for the Holidays. It's 79 degrees and I know I shouldn't complain, but talk about hard to get in the spirit! You restored me a bit with this post and I appreciate it.
Merry Christmas,Tom!
Beautiful tree photo. Beautiful writing. Beautiful sentiment.
Beautiful!

Thanks Tom.
Blessings,
Greg
Tom, thanks for this very thoughtful post. This is clearly a troubled time with bad news on the economy dominating the news on a daily basis. Today in this area of the Northeast it is unusually warm and the sky is clear, which is a special treat. With the change in administration less than a month away it will be a new chapter in this country.

Tom, best wishes to you for a Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year!
i love this little dance. maybe it's this, talk it through, no, maybe it's something else. i like the rhythm here.

and the sentiment. this sense that things are wrong, out of kilter, just off, the season, us, me, the world. time to hit the reset button and look for the silver lining.

thank you...

paula
Happy solstice Tom. Better times are ahead.
This is lovely and reassuring, I needed it. Thank you Tom.
Thank you Tom. This was glorious salve for my soul right now. Yes, Yeats, always Yeats.

I took a break. I slept today. I let my husband care for my daughter. Hope is filtering back in again...
L'heure, Sparking
Thanks to you both. I'm usually not one to provide much solace, but in these times I suppose one has to take it where they can find it, since there's so little of it around.